He was getting frustrated. He was trying to be understanding, but it had been six months since his wife had been brutally raped. Every time he tried to touch her, she would flinch and he felt like garbage. As he loved here, he didn't want to cheat or leave her. However, he needed the touch of a woman, his woman. It wasn't even about the sex act, it was the closeness and the touch that he missed the most.
He was sitting at the Doctors office waiting for her counseling session. He had also made arrangements to talk to the doctor about what was going on.
Doctor Susan called him into the office. "Chase, why don't you come in now? Sit down there by Katarina. So why don't you tell me what is going on," she asked.
He looked over at Katarina and sighed. "Doctor, I don't know what to do, I love Katarina but I really need...."
"YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND," Katarina yelled; cutting off his sentence. "Those bastard's didn't rape you ....YOU WEREN'T EVEN THERE TO PROTECT ME," Katarina burst out crying!
"I knew you blamed me. Don't you know that I would do anything to take the pain away from you? I just miss you," Chase replied.
Doctor Susan was sitting there listening to them, and she got an idea. "Chase would you do anything to make Katarina feel safe," looking at both of them?
Chase said, "I would do anything to help Katarina, I love her."
Doctor Susan looked over, "Katarina, what if you were in total control? What if you could touch him, but he wouldn't be able to touch you?"
Katarina looked at her with an intrigued expression on her face. "I would be willing to try it," she said.
"Ok this is what I want you to do, I am writing you out a shopping list," the Doctor informed both of them.
That night both Chase and Katarina walked into the bedroom. Chase looked at Katarina, "we will go as slow as you want too."
Katarina looked at the items lying on the bed, "What are we going to do these?" Picking up and examining the ropes, "Am I going to use these on you," she asked?
Chase nodded encouragingly. "You tie my hands to the posts ant then you know that I can't hurt you. You may do whatever you wish, what you enjoy, and only that. You will be absolutely certain that when you stop, I can't make you do anything more. You see, you won't have to trust me. You will know that it is impossible for me to force you."
Katarina stared at him, hardly able to believe her ears. "But...but won't it hurt you," she asked?
A smile lit Chase's face, warming his dark eyes. "You will notice that I was careful to get soft ropes." Chase prodded gently, "well, what do you think? Are you willing to try it?"
She looked up at him for a moment, her blue eye gazing unblinkingly into his dark ones. Then she nodded. "Yes." Her voice was only slightly above a whisper, "I will try it."
Chase took the two slender cords from her hands and held them for her. Katarina could see that he was already highly aroused. He laid on the bed, and she tied his wrists to the headboard bedposts.
Then she climbed on top of him and started touching him tentatively. "Damn I should have had you take off your shirt, so I could touch your skin," she thought out loud.
Chase said, "there are scissors in the drawer, cut my shirt off me".
"Chase, are you sure, that is a expensive shirt," she questioned?