This is a story about the beginning of the exploration of my submissiveness.
It is my first story on Literotica. All feedback is appreciated.
This story contains general erotica, some male submission to a female domination, anal play, and some humiliation. If that's not your kink just skip it.
Thank you for reading!
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Jessica and I had been married for seven year already. She was a petite beauty, 5'2" with perfect raven hair, silky smooth skin and luscious lips I wanted to smooch on all the time. I was 6'2" slender with brown hair and straight features.
Sex was hot. She was tight, willing to please and open minded. From humping like rabbits and various sex acrobatic to public sex in store change rooms, hotel balconies and public staircases.
I particularly enjoyed teasing her while she'd be on the phone with a friend or in a public place. I'd slip finger between her legs in an elevator behind people's backs. I'd go down on her and drive her to orgasm while she'd be on the phone with a friend or relative.
I loved hearing her breathing getting raspier and raspier, her attention to the person on the other side waning, and her excuses and subtle moans while I was munching on her delicious peach. Sometimes, she'd gasp a bit too loud and startle the person on the other line.
Like most married couples, as time was passing, the passion was gradually wearing off. We had a kid. We got busier and more tired. The passionate sex happened more and more rarely. We began to mostly resorted to quickes. My wife cums quickly and frequently so I was still able to satisfy her needs.
I, on the other side, needed more. Sometimes, we wouldn't do it for a 2-3 weeks. Even month. The lack of passionate, sensual, and frequent sex only made me more needy.
At that point I had already had some experience in submitting to women and I knew I'd want to explore more. I started trying to find ways to have her experiment taking in charge of me. I had been dropping hints for a few months but she remained lukewarm.
However, she stopped giving me blowjobs. She cut off eating my cum. I'd be lucky to cum on her body only if we were to shower together. She also cut off anal. Every time I pressed her she just told me she didn't want to do it anymore. And that was it. Cut off for good without any explanation.
It wasn't all bad. Occasionally, she'd slip a finger or two up my back door while jerking me off at the shower. "You like that, don't you?" she'd say. A few times she even asked me to eat my cum from her boobs or fingers. This all happened way too quickly for me. Every time I'd chicken out, not do it, and regret it later.
One weekend night we were relaxing on the couch watching some mature content rated series. Having a kinky mind, I already had strategically placed realistic dildo near us that I have bought to play with. I wanted to use it on her to spice things up. It was about 7" long and medium thickness. Nothing too scary for her beautiful tight peach.
At one point, the show became really raunchy. A guy was hitting on a woman. It ended up the woman romping him with a strap-on dildo for her own pleasure. She got to cum by pounding him hard without a shred of mercy. He got a sore backside.
I turned and looked at her. I noticed her chest heaving and her mouth slightly open. She looked at me and her eyes said it all. She was ready for action.
I didn't need another hint. I smiled and immediately went down on her. I love eating pussy. And, boy, did she have a delicious and smooth peach.
I started by gently kissing her feet, moving slowly up to her silky smooth thighs. Finally, I reached her yummy slit that was already glistening with desire.
I proceeded kissing and licking her lips, gently probing with my tongue until she fully relaxed and opened up for me. Then I grabbed a firm but gentle hold of her love button and proceeded to gently massage it while slowly increasing the intensity.
It wasn't long until she started tensing up and begging for me to go harder. Her moans turned me on even more. I went down for all I got. I inserted a finger gently between her lips and she exploded in a quivering orgasm. She kept shaking and I kept sucking, licking and fingering until she pushed me off. Her clit all to sensitive to handle any more onslaught of desire.
For us, this was just the typical beginning. She was just getting horny. Less that a minute after she pushed me off she asked me to fuck her. That's when I produced the dildo and started rubbing it against her pussy.