"She will meet you there tomorrow at 8 PM." I looked at the line I had just typed for a few minutes, felt my cock throb and my chest ache, and then pushed send. How I got to this point is a story in itself, but let me share some of the highlights.
Looking back, I think I always had the roots of this fetish in me. When I was younger I didn't know it. I was actually a pretty jealous boyfriend and was even kind of paranoid about cheating. I do remember discovering interracial porn and having many good wanks in college... oddly thinking about sending my girlfriend over to the two black football players across the hall and what they would do to her.
The girlfriend eventually did something that broke us up. She spent a few weeks as a camp counselor. There were two groups of kids with a day in between, so there were just the "grown ups" at the camp for a night. The other counselors, five guys college age to 40's, had a bet going that they would see her in full frontal nudity before the camp was over for the summer. She found out about it and of course was offended (or at least wanted to be) but apparently was more intrigued and a little flattered than anything else.
One thing led to another and she found herself very drunk with the guys on that in between night with no residents in the camp, and to make a long story short, she ended up stripping to her bra and panties for the roomfull of them. Apparently no one touched her and nothing else happened but when I found out about it I couldn't handle the jealousy. We broke up a few weeks later.
When I met Michelle, the woman I would eventually marry I knew I had a catch. She was an average height brunette with a stunning pretty face. She was curvy but slender and muscular. (Curvy is often code for overweight but not at all the case here.) Her most striking feature was a set of oddly firm large breasts that complemented the rest of her curves perfectly. It's no exaggeration to say she was a solid 8/10 and could have made a living modeling.
Personality wise, she was a classic good girl. She had a few boyfriends before me, but didn't do much. (Yes I know most of you reading will doubt that and sometimes I wish it wasn't true, but I'm almost sure it was.) Only one boyfriend had even touched her tits and my cock was the first she played with. She remained a virgin while we dated and was a virgin on her wedding day.) She had a healthy attitude toward sex and was extremely sensitive and orgasmic... a rare quality for a woman, I know. Perhaps due to her heavy religious upbringing she also had more than a touch of natural submission.
Myself, I'm average height and build. My cock is a bit on the small side I guess but not ridiculously so. I'm 5" when fully hard, but as I dated Michelle I started to have more and more trouble staying hard. Looking back I guess I always had some trouble with girlfriends but it became more and more until there were many times I just made her cum with my mouth or hands. This also lined up with me fantasizing more and more about seeing my woman with other men.
At first this fetish was just me thinking about old girlfriends, especially the girl who stripped at the camp. I thought about her being touched, maybe even encouraged to do sexual things. This became my go to fantasy when I would masturbate and I found myself masturbating a lot. But this soon grew to include Michelle and I started thinking about seeing her fucked by another man. Because she was a virgin and we dated a while before marriage I also really started liking porn that simply featured men cumming inside women. You wouldn't think that could be a fetish but it practically became one for me... maybe because I wasn't doing it.
I started chatting in some cuckold chatrooms and eventually met a guy who I had many late night sessions with. (This was after I was engaged but before married.) We talked about fantasies and interests and he was patient since he knew I had no experience. We chatted many nights and I found myself thinking about the cuckold fantasy almost constantly during the day. It became that only thing I thought about when I stroked myself... almost my only fantasy.
This also lined up with me having even more trouble staying hard when I was with Michelle. I was even unable to perform on our wedding night and ended up making her cum four times with my fingers and my mouth. The first time I was inside her was actually several weeks after we were married and then we proceeded to have a fairly lackluster sex life. When we did fuck, I was almost never fully hard. Even though i was only 5" I think she must have a fairly shallow vagina because when I was deep inside her I felt the head of my cock against what must have been her cervix one time. I thought I wished another man was in her and came instantly.
I continue to talk to the guy online and things progressed. He suggested that he would like to see my now wife. I found myself incredibly excited by the idea. I bought a camera he suggested, and then he picked out lingerie for her. I also bought the lingerie and then suggested to her she dress and pose for me.
She was excited and eager to do so, and I was rock hard taking pics that I knew I would share with him. He gave me specific instructions for poses he wanted to see, and also gave me specific instructions that I was not to fuck or cum while taking the pics. (I was however allowed to make her cum which i did... over and over... again mostly with my mouth and hands. I was becoming very good with my mouth I guess.) At first, he allowed me to crop the pics to not show her face.