CH. 06
Stretching slowly and contently, Melissa woke up. She felt...rested, but not refreshed. Her body felt like she'd worked out nonstop for 24 hours! Her legs were sore, especially her hamstrings. But god, her pussy....her poor little missy, she was tender as could be. She hadn't felt like this ever before, not even on the nights when she and Vic really went at it with their biggest dildo.
Melissa slowly shook her head back and forth, wondering just how she ended up like this. Well, she knew how this had happened. She just couldn't believe it. What had started out just like a bunch of prior nights had ended up so differently! Ever since she had come to terms with Vic's Hotwife fantasy, she had used her business trips to fuel their fires. She had never intended for it to go beyond some shameful flirting. There were plenty of nights when she had flirted wantonly, brazenly, enjoying her out of town anonymity and new-found confidence in herself, fueled by Vic's relentless talk of sharing her, of how hot she was, of how every guy in the room everywhere she went wanted to fuck her.
Melissa laughed under her breath. Vic had been right. She knew she was attractive; she knew that guys liked her, that they did extra things for her. In her single days, she had wielded her beauty and sexiness like a machete, forcing guys to do as she wished. She almost never paid for a drink; often, guys would buy her and her girlfriends' dinners on a girls' night out.
Once she married Vic, though, and had three--yes, three!--kids, she had forgotten about all of that. She had become the classic suburban mom, running the kids to school and sports and birthday parties. Without even realizing it, her life had gotten monotonous, mundane, "vanilla" as Vic liked to say.
But, once Vic told her about the Hotwife Lifestyle, about sharing her, she started to remember just how fun it was to let guys lust for her. It wasn't like she embraced it right away. God, how many years ago was it when Vic had first told her about all this? It had to be at least three or four. For the first year, she absolutely refused to even talk about it, outside of their bedroom play. To be honest, when Vic would fuck her with their various dildos and talk about how sexy she looked riding "his big dick," it was a total turn on. She didn't imagine herself fucking anyone else; she just imagined a faceless big dick pleasing her. And she came like crazy!
But she had made it crystal clear to Vic- it was never moving out of fantasy and into the real world. Vic claimed that he understood, but he never stopped talking about it. When they were out to dinner, he'd ask her how she would have flirted with their cute waiter if she was single. Or, he'd ask her to point out what guys at the gym she thought had big dicks. Eventually, he had her building a list of guys she "might" hook up with--- if she ever did. Melissa had told herself it was just playful fantasy, harmless. If Vic got off on it, she would humor him. But she never intended for anything to happen.
Looking back, Melissa admitted that she knew she was playing with fire. She just hadn't realized how big of a fire it was! As much as she liked to flirt in her single days, she had never been a slut. She was definitely more of a cock tease. She had grown up in an old school Catholic family. Good girls didn't have sex! She had only been with two other guys before Vic; both of them had been long term boyfriends. But, that didn't mean she didn't hook up. Melissa was known for making out with random guys in bars. There was just something she loved about kissing guys --or girls--when she was drunk. Rubbing her hands all over their bodies, while their hands explored hers... but she had always pulled back, even drunk. Sure, she went home with her share of guys, but she never had sex with them. Some of them, she just made out with until they passed out. Others, the guys she really thought were hot, she'd give blowjobs to. God, she thought to herself, she had sucked a LOT of dicks back in the day!
This time, her laugh was a little bit louder. And Vic woke up.
"Hey, baby. What's so funny?" he asked.
"Oh, nothing. Just thinking." She pushed her long blonde hair to the side as she turned to look at her husband. Suddenly, she felt concerned. "Baby, how are you?" She paused and looked into her husband's eyes. "We never talked about the 'day after'."
Vic's eyes widened, almost as if he just remembered the events of the prior day. "I'm good, baby. I'm good. Still shocked, I guess? After all these years, I just figured it was never going to be anything but fantasy. But right now? Right now, I just, like, love you! And I'm proud of you if that makes sense? Like, I want to brag about my sexy little hotwife!"
Vic leaned over and kissed her; closed mouth, since they both still had morning breath.
"Baby, I really don't know what came over me. I wish I did know. I'm kinda scared. I liked it WAY too much, if that makes sense. You know I never fucked any random guys in my life! Holy shit. I have to get an STD test now! Oh my god. What if he has something?"
Vic looked at her with a calm look on his. "Baby. Relax. It's ok. We'll get you to the doctor for a test. And we'll text Andre to check with him. Thank god you never stopped your birth control, though! I can't believe you let him fuck you without a condom! You're crazy!" Vic laughed and kissed her again.
"Oh my god. Don't remind me. I just...I'm not used to doing that! I never even thought of it because you're the only guy I have sex with! Oh my god! He came inside of me, like, tons!" Melissa said, laughing. What else could she do, but laugh? What had happened, happened. There was no taking it back. And, to be honest, she didn't want to. She had always hated using condoms; she hated the feel of the plastic inside of her, hated the barrier it created between her and Vic's dick. So, she stayed on the pill after they decided they were done with having kids.
Melissa rolled onto her back and looked up at the ceiling. Despite it all, despite the risk and the fear she felt looking back, she didn't regret it. Her sex with Andre had been incredible! She had never been fucked like that in her life! It was so raw, so intense.... She tried to think about how many orgasms he had fucked her to but couldn't begin to count. Suffice it to say, there had been a ton! At one point, she had felt like she was just in one long constant orgasm.
Again, she looked over at her husband. And all she felt was love. Her biggest hang up about his fantasy had been about developing feelings for some other man. She loved her man, her Vic. And, because sex had always been so intimate for her, she had feared that sex with another man would cause her to develop feelings for that other man.
But, there was none of that inside of her. Sure, she liked Andre. He had been funny, and charming, and a little silly in how he had flirted with her. And god, he was sexy! Yes, she already missed the full feeling of his big dick inside of her, of his rough hands on her body, of the way he greedily sucked on her tits and more. But, that was it--it was pure animalistic lust and craving.
Vic was her man, and she realized that she loved him even more. This morning, after having had sex with another man, she found an even deeper well of love for her husband. He had given her this; no, he had pushed her to this. He had recognized some unfilled aspect of her, something that needed more, and he had helped her to discover it and fulfill it.
As she acknowledged these thoughts in her head, she reached down to Vic's penis. She wanted to thank him in her own special way, with a morning blowjob. But, Vic pulled away. Melissa looked at her husband, confused. "What's the matter?"
"Oh, baby. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I'm just, not ready yet. Like, we went at it hard last night, you know?" She could hear the discomfort, the embarrassment, in his voice.