By Jay Cameron and Nik
Discovery can be fun. The first time you take a step, the first time you see someone that lights up your heart, the first kiss, the first orgasm, the first time you have sex (Oh, let's forget that one). Anyway, there are so many firsts in a person's life it's really hard to ever find the end of that list.
One of the confusing things, if not the most confusing about discovery is, when you discover something new, you get confronted with so many more questions.
I discovered my husband about twenty-five years ago and I never had any questions. There was no doubt that when we were old enough to get married, we would. When it was time to start a family, we would. When it was time for me to be unfaithful, I would. I just never thought he would be the one to suggest it.
Just so everyone understands the rules in this story. I cannot mention my husband's name. If I did you would stand a good chance of knowing who he is, and that would cause all kinds of problems. So, let's just go with hubby or husband.
Now let's get back to the story.
About three years ago hubby suggested I become a hotwife. I was both shocked and completely in the dark as what would be expected of me.
After a night at a pool party at a coworker's home, I knew exactly what I was; I was and, until my nipples are hanging past my bellybutton, will be a hotwife.
I spent an entire evening and most of the night with a man that was not my husband. We fucked in every position I knew and several I didn't know. I savored the cum of a man not my husband, and I savored every minute of my first hotwife adventure.
The exciting thing that happened that night was ... my husband enjoyed it just as much as I did. I hoped.
With everything we had read about hotwifing, we realized immediately we knew nothing.
He begged me to tell him about the emotions I felt when another man put his hands on my body, when he kissed me, when he went down on me. He wanted to know how he tasted different, and did I feel any emotional attachment toward my lover?
Blinded by the onrush of questions, I became overwhelmed and confused. Did he want to know the truth, or was he looking for a way to justify why I did what I did that night?
"You're asking dangerous questions, and I don't know how to answer."
"What do you mean? I just want to know what you were feeling."
I paused to look into his soul. "I love you so much, but if I say something, you don't expect, or something that makes you mad, it might set you off to the point of kicking me out of your life." Tears were beginning to run down my cheek.
He grinned. "No, no, no, you don't understand. You are going nowhere. I love you so much. I tell you that every day. I would die if you weren't in my life. Today is no different than any other day. Today, however, you know what it's like to feel the embrace and loving of another man." Again, he paused. "Maybe I should be the one who answers those questions first."
"Let me start by saying I didn't get a minute of sleep last night. All I could do was fantasize about what was going to happen. My guts were twisted and churning. When I watched you reach for him just inside the door, I thought I was going to cum in my pants. The jealously I felt just added to the excitement. The almost constant adrenalin brought out emotions I had never felt before." He stopped a moment to catch his breath. "I think the not knowing how I would react was my greatest fear." He then became very serious. "There were moments I thought I might die. Those were the times that you were whispering to him about how you felt. Not knowing is the greatest downer of all." Again, he paused. "If you were to fall in love with another man I would die right here and now. Just the thought of you not being in my life would be a life not worth living."
For at least five minutes we held each other without a word being uttered. The feel of his body next to mine gave me the assurances I needed to be free to tell him all he wanted to know.
"What you just said, has made me so relieved, I want you to know everything that happened and everything I felt. But know this, you will never have to worry about whether I love you or not.
For the next thirty minutes I answered all his questions with only the truth passing between us. There were many more unknowns we had to face, but they would have to wait. Today and the remainder of the weekend was dedicated to reliving our honeymoon of years long gone.
It was on our honeymoon I first tasted my husband's cum, he first began working on getting my ass prepared to receive his cock, and the first and last time I was able to squirt my fluids into his mouth.
As time passed, we would venture out into the wilds of fun-fucking. I was working at a gym on the far side of town, where one of the male fitness trainers was always making a pass at me. I went home and told my husband what was going on. Finally, one night in the heat of summer, he looked up from his dinner. "I'm surprised at you."
"What the hell are you talking about?" I had just mentioned again that Frank, the co-worker, had made another pass at me that day at the gym.
"Well, you have worked with this guy for what... four years, and you haven't fucked him yet.?"
"You're about to eat my foot up through your ass! You know I don't play that game."
He just grinned. Then finally, with a semi-smile just short of a grin on his face, he said, "He's prefect for you ... he's tall, he's got one of the best six-packs I've seen, and he's good looking too .... just your type."
"I thought we weren't going to operate like that?"
"Like what?"
'You know, people we work with...that first time was to get our feet wet. This seems to be too close to home."
There was that look again. God, I hated that look. "What the fuck do you want?"
"I only want what I know deep down you want. If you want to take him on, I think you should."
"Are you going to tell him that you have to be there to watch him fuck your wife?"
"Video...." Was all he said.
"You want me to video him fucking me so you can watch?"
Now the grin on my husband's face had grown. "Yes, and if he says anything, tell him the truth. I mean the truth has worked so far, so let's see if it will work this time."
Nine days later was the first time Frank and I were going to be working during the same shift. I had my phone camera ready, and Hubby had bought another small video sure shot thing that all I had to do was set it up on the TV stand in the hotel room.