The Hotwife Experience Finally Materialized
As we boarded the train in Florence, my husband carried our luggage and stowed them over our seats. The car was surprisingly empty, so we talked about being able to spread out a bit once the train got moving. Our assigned seats were at the back of the car, near the bathroom. It was a typical arrangement of four seats on each side of the aisle, two-by-two, facing each other. More people boarded, and then we were underway. It was sparse enough that there was basically no more than one or two people per set of four seats, and the set across the aisle was completely empty. My husband offered to move across the aisle to give us both some room to relax on the ride to Pisa, where we planned to get our obligatory photo holding up the iconic leaning tower.
At the first stop after leaving Florence, one guy boarded our car at the far end. There were no more completely empty four-seat pods. He walked slowly through the car looking for an empty pod, but all had at least one person in them, so he was going to have to sit with some stranger. I was less than thrilled when he sat down in my pod in the seat diagonal from me. I had a bag in the seat next to him, so I removed it and put it next to me so I wasn't taking up three of the four anymore. So much for spreading out. He smiled politely as he sat down and I smiled back. I looked over at my husband, and saw a small grin appear.
The guy looked to be in his early twenties. I was a little annoyed that he sat down in my space, but he offered a simple, "sorry to intrude" that put me at ease. When he spoke, I could tell that he was American (or possibly Canadian at that point, I suppose). As my husband later commented, the young guy could not really be blamed for sitting near me considering that I was wearing a sundress that showed off my long tan legs and quite a bit of cleavage.
We were approaching the end of a two-week vacation traveling around northern Italy. It was warm, and I like to dress a little sexy from time to time. I knew I looked good, but that didn't mean I really wanted to interact with strangers. I just wanted to feel comfortably sexy, and watch a show on my iPad. Unfortunately, I could not find my AirPods that morning when we departed the AirBnb in Florence, so I couldn't watch my iPad without disturbing the whole train. Consequently, when this guy sat down, I was just browsing socials on my phone.
Looking at my phone, I couldn't help but notice that the stranger was conventionally attractive. I love my husband very much, so I don't find myself particularly drawn to other men now, but this guy was definitely someone I would have been attracted to under the right circumstances. Occasionally, I would sense that he was looking at me, but not leering such that I felt uncomfortable. He was being respectful, but I sensed his attraction to me.
About that time, my husband texted me from across the aisle. "Hey sugar, looks like you have a new friend." I looked up from my phone across at my husband and saw him grinning at me. I texted back, "Lol. No, I have a husband who should be sitting with me, but instead I'm sitting here with this stranger. ππ" My husband texted back, "We were strangers once. Now I get to lick your pussy whenever I want." I literally laughed out loud a little, which caused the stranger to look up at me and smile. I replied to my husband, "lol. π And you're so good at it too! β€οΈπ" He responded, "I think this guy likes you. You should flirt with him a bit." I looked up from my phone at my husband again and just stared at him. Not mad, but just, really?
Some months ago, my husband had revealed to me his "hotwife" fantasy. I was more than a little concerned at first. I had questions. I was worried that he was growing less attracted to me or that this was a ruse to get to sleep with other women. But we talked about it, and he reassured me that he was still very much attracted to me and had zero interest in other women. Instead, he said that he very much found the idea of watching me engaged in sexual acts to be incredibly arousing. We talked some more. We had consistently videoed our own sex many times throughout our relationship, so why was watching those not enough to satisfy the itch of watching me engaged in sex? He said it was difficult to fully explain, but there was something fantastically sexy about watching me engage in sex with another person. I wanted to know if it was any person, male or female. He said that it was both, but that it was mostly men. That made we worry: Are you wanting to watch men because you are attracted to them in some way? Do you want to look at another man's penis. He assured me that he had no interest in the man whatsoever, and that to him, the man was really just a prop, a sex toy that moved, being utilized to display the main feature, which was me. My husband further explained that the man in the fantasy could basically be a silhouette for all he cared. He clarified that he had a wide bandwidth of who he would include in the fantasy, but that there were limits, mainly that the person not be unattractive such that he distracts from the visual candy my husband wanted to consume by watching me.
I really was not interested in other men. I am deeply in love with my husband and he is everything I want. He's a great partner in every way, and he completely satisfies me in bed. But it is that love for him that made me at least think about what he was asking. He had been vulnerable enough to share his fantasy with me, so I was trying not to kink shame, while at the same time wrap my brain around what was being asked of me. He wasn't asking me to jump right into fucking random strangers, so we explored other ways to fulfill the fantasy without me having to actually touch another man.