"When you say you think you are dirtier than most girls, what's your definition of 'dirty'?"
My boyfriend JD and I had not been dating long when we started to talk about what we liked sexually. We were trying to work out exactly how compatible we might be together, and he had a lot more sexual experience than I did. I always felt I was more experimental than my female friends and to be honest, when they had shared stories of their sexual experiences or relationships, I thought they were prudish. But my boyfriend still out did me.
JD wanted examples of when I thought I had been dirty. It was hard to think of exact moments because I had always just seen what I did, as sex. It was not unusual for me to give my previous boyfriends a blow job every morning we woke up together. It was not unusual for me to fuck other women's husbands during the day before I worked night shift. I didn't really respect the sisterhood because I never felt it was my job to keep their men faithful. I loved the way these men treated me- like a mistress. They gave me their A-game and fucked me in a way that although satisfying, left me begging for more. They pretended they were going to meet clients for work, and instead they would spend hours fucking me in my hallway, on my kitchen bench, in the shower, and on my bed.
We exchanged dirty messages and photos, I would make them send me video footage of them wanking until they came. I collected a gallery of cock photos on my phone and would look at them while alone, to get me off. But I thought that was all normal sexual behaviour, and my boyfriend JD sounded like he had done some pretty out there stuff in his past. JD is very open minded and he had told me some of the things he had tried with previous girlfriends. I was worried that I wasn't adventurous enough or sexual enough for him. I was scared he might be into some really weird stuff that I wouldn't be comfortable with, and even though were new to a sexual relationship together, I had already invested the last year in a friendship with him and was falling in love.
Once we had opened this conversation, we couldn't close it. He asked to see some of the text messages that I had exchanged with previous lovers. I spent a few hours screen-grabbing the texts and sending them to JD. I had kept my sexuality a secret until now. My best friend knew I was having these 'affairs' but I didn't go into great detail. Sometimes I would have incredible experiences and felt like I was carrying a big secret and couldn't tell anyone. But now I was about to share my most intimate dirty messages with JD, and I felt apprehensive. It took us a while to get together and he had shown some small signs of jealousy when it came to me spending time with other guys. What if he thought I was a slut? What if he couldn't love someone who fucked other women's husbands for pleasure? What if he saw a side to me he just didn't like? I sent the messages one after the other, there must have been 50 to 100 of them. I wasn't hearing back from JD and wondered if I had made a huge mistake.
Lucky for me, my fear subsided when he revealed he was completely turned on. Me telling other men what I wanted them to do to me, demanding they leave work and come over to please me, describing in detail how I wanted to suck their hard cocks until they filled my mouth with cum...all those things were making him hot. Even though just writing about it is getting me horny, how can it be that JD is turned on? As we delved deeper I learned that he has a hot wife fetish, and the thought of me swallowing cock and being fucked by other men was making him hot under the collar. We aren't married of course, but I am definitely his, and he gets hard on the thought of loaning me out. I started to take advantage of this fantasy. When JD had sex with me, I would talk dirty and tell him about times where I had someone else's cock in me, or when I would pick up a stranger in a bar and take him home to get my fill. JD would fuck me harder and get more and more turned on, and my reward would be his huge, thick 9 ½ inch cock thrusting into me as hard as I could take it...and...I can take it hard.