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Hotwife Confession Journal Entry 09

Hotwife Confession Journal Entry 09

by contessa_rune
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When Tom and I woke on Monday, we made ourselves decent, got the boys off to school, and then promptly declared a 'no clothes' day. We used to do that from time to time, though it was a first in this house. Rarely does it last the whole day. Usually, it just goes until playtime is over. However, it is a reliable way to get playtime started, so today was a good day for it.

Both Tom and I have been having more sex and orgasms in recent days than we have some time. Even with the recent excitement around my 'hotwifing', a little extra foreplay was valuable to build the mood. We stripped down and finished our coffees at the kitchen table. Tom's eyes lingered on me while I casually thumbed through the Sunday Times. Tom's hands found my ass when I bent over to pick something up in the family room. He followed me on a contrived walk to the formal living room at the front of the house, to adjust the curtains. We kissed and caressed each other in front of the windows, until I noticed someone actually walking their dog down the street and pulled him further into the house. From there we showered together, another activity we used to do more frequently which has recently experienced a renaissance. Once the basics are out of the way, soaping up each other's bodies' is a reliable aphrodisiac.

From there the chilly house air drove us to bed and we hopped under the covers, my with only a towel wrapped around my head. We started kissing and touching. He tossed my towel away, so we were both completely 'au naturel'.

"Should we try and watch the video from Friday night?" I suggested.

"You haven't seen it yet?" he asked.

I shook my head, no.

"It's a long video. We recorded the whole evening in the hotel. I thought it would be best to settle in and enjoy it together. We can watch it in pieces... if we need to," I teased, bouncing my eyebrows.

"I'll do my best to hang in there," he promised. "Sure, let's watch. Do you think you can cast it to the TV?"

We both looked at the TV at the foot of the bed as though it would answer the question for us.

"Sure, let's give it a shot," I shrugged.

We tinkered for a few minutes and eventually we thought we had it. The TV screen was still black but so was my phone screen. A white 'play' arrow on both screens. I tapped play. The counter started running for a couple of seconds, just long enough to think something was wrong with the file, then the black faded to a familiar scene. The production value let the cat out of the bag.

"Did you get this edited?" Tom asked, with no small amount of surprise.

"Just some basic stitching together. We recorded with two phones. I... hired a boutique editor. Very discreet," I assured, unsure what Tom would say to this.

"If you hadn't gotten those boudoir shots done, I might have thought you'd never let this video out of your possession, but..." he trailed off, his attention drifted to the TV.

Greg and I were center frame, kissing, as he rubbed his hands over my dress and squeezed me wherever he liked. I took a moment to admire how glamorous I looked that night. I knew this part of the video was from my phone because the angle was facing the foot of the bed. Greg's phone was propped to the side of the bed. We both recorded in landscape mode, which worked well for casting to the TV. Our kissing took up the whole screen. Watching myself on a phone in the palm of my hand was one thing, but seeing me on the TV was on a whole different level. Somehow this felt like a bigger deal. Like I had made actual porn. The image frame was tighter on us than I would have expected. I began to suspect Dwayne's editing was more than just picking which phone to get the right angle from at any given moment. It seems his services included some actual production value. I wondered how closely Dwayne must have watched me while he applied his editing skills.

I looked over at Tom to check his expression. Maybe seeing me kiss would be too intimate, as silly as that may seem. He was transfixed, but his hand had found my thigh under the blankets. So he seemed to be doing OK. I heard Greg's voice tell me he wanted to see what's under my dress. I knew I was taking my dress off for him, facing the camera. I watched Tom's expression for a couple more moments to gauge his comfort with this, but turned back to the TV when I heard Greg instruct me to sit on the bed and pleasure myself. There was some conversation between Greg and I. Then I sat down on the bed. The image slowly zoomed until I filled the screen. I knew my phone would not be doing that on its own. More of Dwayne's editing magic. He must have watched me closely. I now found myself wondering if yet another man had gotten aroused watching me. Sammie did say Dwayne had a crush on me.

I looked back to Tom. He watched me fondling myself, dressed in lingerie. Something he had never seen in person. He watched me tell Greg I wanted him to take me, then ask Greg politely to let me suck his cock. Tom was hard. I knew this because I had started stroking his erection under the blanket. I turned my attention back to the video when I knew I would be sliding off the bed and getting to my knees. The camera angle had changed, now from Greg's phone. Greg and I were in profile. Again, the image was tighter on us that I would have expected. I watched myself take Greg into my mouth. I did not realize my pace of stroking Tom had increased. Not until, he begged me to stop. I worried for a moment that Tom had changed his mind about this.

"I'm not going to last long, if we are not careful," he offered taking some calming breaths.

He nearly had an orgasm and we were only a few minutes in.

"Some edging is good, but let's take it slow with me," he added.

"OK," I smiled.

I rather liked this side of him. It was cute.

"Let's try something different," he suggested. "You watch for a bit. I'll take care of you."

Tom tossed the blankets off us and lowered himself on the mattress until his face was near my pelvis. I scooted up a bit to give him room near the bottom of the bed. If I can be honest with myself, I wanted to sit up a bit to see the TV better. Tom started pleasuring me between my legs with his mouth and tongue. I watched myself grow increasingly eager at giving Greg a blowjob on TV. The experience was surreal. It was also extremely erotic. I will add that Tom is very good at performing oral sex. He always has been. So, it was no surprise that I was quickly overwhelmed and found myself grinding my hips into Tom's face as I had my first orgasm. Before my orgasm was fully complete, I heard myself say on the TV, "I want you to fuck me, Greg. Please, take me."

I patted Tom on the head and said, "You might want to see this part."

He rolled to one side and we watched together as Greg and I moved to the bed. The video frame followed us. I removed my pantyhose and panties, while Greg stripped nude. Greg rubbed his erection around my entrance and just when my own memory of Greg first entering me came to mind, the camera angle changed back to my phone. The image as close in on us as the resolution would probably support, and I watched Greg slide his cock into me from an angle I never would have thought to see. After a few thrusts, the angle switched back to profile. Greg was about to get a little rough.

"Tom, I want you inside me," I said, almost absentmindedly.

Tom got to his knees and took my hand. He guided me forward and onto all fours. My face near the foot of the bed now, and much closer to the TV. Tom positioned himself behind me and pressed himself inside me without hesitation.

We watched together as the sex on TV intensified. Tom was uncharacteristically eager, as he took me from behind. Historically, he tended toward slow and gentle, but today he was gripping my hips firmly and, dare I say, being a bit more aggressive with his wife than I have ever known him to be. It was nice. Very nice actually. It was not rough. It would not leave me sore. But he was putting in the work and it felt very good. I reached a hand between my legs and began rubbing my clitoris, much as I was doing in the video. Resting on my other elbow, I caressed my neck with my fingertips as Greg was choking me on screen. TV me was begging Greg for his come. Behind me Tom was finding a solid rhythm to his sex, which was helping me find another orgasm. I knew Tom could not keep this pace up for long. He had already been too close to an orgasm this morning. It was fine. He did not need to. I was working my clitoris in time with his thrusts and focusing on the version of me who was having wild sex on screen. Quite suddenly several orgasms happened at once. I had my second in bed with Tom, who himself was pressing his come inside me. All encouraged along to my begging and pleading for Greg's come on the recording.

Greg sat back on our pillows, catching his breath. I scooped up my phone and paused the video. I whirled around and bounced along the mattress to his side. I was feeling quite energized by all this. I kissed him, liked it, then kissed him again.

"You look like you could use a smoke," I suggested with a grin that implied he would be getting more than that later.

...

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Soon we were sitting on our front porch in Adirondack chairs, passing a cigar back and forth. Greg had put some clothes on, but I was satisfied with wrapping myself in a blanket and pulling my legs up under it, with just my head and one hand for the cigar exposed to the cool air. The cigar, of course, had recently been purchased for Tom by me. I picked it up during a recent trip to a local cigar shop with a private parking lot located in the back. This particular cigar had come highly recommended, though I could not tell the difference from one to another. Tom seemed to appreciate it though.

"So, are we going to take a break from the video?", he asked in between puffs.

"This IS your break, Sweetie," I teased, not kidding.

"We are going to plow through the rest of the video today?" he asked with mild surprise.

My mind lingered on the use of the word 'plow'. It is a myth that girls do not have dirty thoughts. Yet, here on the porch with my husband, my ability to vocalize such thoughts were restrained.

"I would love for you to get back into bed with me this afternoon," I said, demurring from the impulse to suggest he 'plow' me. "You were showing some real promise this morning. I liked it. Besides, I've got you where I want you right now."

"Where's that?" he asked with a grin.

"We got that first excited orgasm out of the way. So, I'm hopeful this next time, you will last a while longer," I mused matter-of-factly, taking the cigar from Tom and enjoying a few puffs of my own.

"Not that the idea doesn't excite me, but I might need to use of those blue pills to make sure I am up to the task," he said.

I knew Tom had a healthy supply of Viagra beneath his sink in our bathroom. Doctors practically issue middle aged men the stuff. I do not think he has an active prescription. It is mostly left over from the years when he was on antidepressants, too much alcohol, and his performance in bed was at a low point.

"You do that," I returned, casually. "And I'm proud of you."

"For what?"

"I know you have it. Though you have never let me see when you take it or acknowledge when you do. Even so, it's no mystery when you do, Tom," I explained, with a little taunt in my voice at the end.

"Really?" he asked, surprised.

"Tom, I love you and enjoy anytime we can be intimate," I started. "But every once in a while, you come to bed as hard as a fence-post. I'm not complaining, but those moments... 'stick out'."

We both laughed.

...

The cigar having served its purpose as a post coitus activity and losing its appeal for us both, we went inside. Tom took his pill, and we shared a look as he did. A shared mutual commitment to getting back in bed. We tossed my blanket and Tom's clothes in the wash, to rid everything of the cigar smell. Then we brushed our teeth and hopped in the shower for the second time that day.

"Do you think this will ever start to feel common place?" Tom asked as he soaped and rubbed my back in the shower. "Or can this stay as exciting as it is now?"

I thought for a moment.

"I guess I can't say for sure. The pace of this seems unsustainable. That's why I told Greg I was taking some time off from him and a bit of work. But even that took restraint. As surprising as it is, I find this all energizing. I feel more 'awake' than I've felt in a while," I thought out loud. "I've just been embracing the moment. Enjoying 'the now'. Why, are you having any second thoughts?"

"No," Tom assured. "A week ago, life was comfortable but routine. Time could pass without notice. Just grinding away at work, parenting, saving. The last several days though...like you said, its energizing. I don't want it to go away, but I also don't want to overdo it to where the excitement fades."

"Is your excitement fading, Tom?" I asked, with a sultry taunt, as I turned back to him in the shower and rubbed my soapy hands down the front of his body.

"Certainly not," he responded, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the feel of my hands on his slippery cock.

"Do you want to go to bed with your wife and watch her have more sex with another man?" I continued.

Whether it was his own arousal or the medication, his erection responded before he did.

"Very much so," he breathed.

"Me too. Let's go," I agreed and cut off the water.

...

Soon we were back in bed, eagerly pulling up the video like we were turning on our favorite new steamy streaming series. We resumed it where we left off and watched a few moments of the post orgasm scene. I had forgotten about me cleaning Greg's creamy erection with my mouth. After that the image faded to black and was quiet for a few moments. This is presumably where Dwayne had edited out the stuff where we were out of frame, having chit chat, and me going out for ice. Then audio began to play without an image. It was the exchange of between Greg and me at the hotel room door. One of the phones must have picked up the audio enough for Dwayne to enhance the volume, though we were both out of the view of the phones. My announcement of 'room service', a brief exchange, then the sound of my ass being smacked in the hallway. The image faded into view of me in the room examining my red butt cheek in the mirror, then the other smack to my ass.

As we lay next to each other, I watched Tom's expression carefully as TV me sat in Greg's lap, sharing what looked like a close intimate moment with him. I know it seems crazy but I keep wondering if there is an emotional difference for Tom between 'horny fucking' and these close intimate moments when Greg and I look like a familiar couple. I know there is for me. It is the moments when I am cuddling with Greg, sharing a whispered word, that I feel emotions I would rather ignore. That type of intimacy feels the most dangerous, the most like cheating.

Tom seemed unphased by the things I worried about. Instead he watched and began to grow aroused as he watched me kneel before Greg again and sucked his cock. To my surprise, Tom began stroking himself watching the video. For a moment it felt like Tom forgot I was in the room.

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"Eh, hem!" I interrupted.

Tom shook his head and came back to the present.

"Are you going to give me any attention or should I leave you alone with your hand? I teased but there was perhaps an edge to my voice.

Tom looked shamed.

"Sorry," he offered.

He leaned in and kissed me. I resumed his handjob using my hand, instead of his. He reached over and began fingering my pussy as the sounds of sex started on the screen. Tom's attention was drawn to the screen as my loud moaning on the recording filled the air. Again, he was transfixed at the version of his wife on the screen. I felt his erection swell as Greg held me by my throat and pounded me from behind on TV. I wondered how a man could be so entranced by watching sex on a screen when he has a ready, willing, and able woman, naked in bed with him who is actively stroking his cock. The sounds of me moaning like a whore on the TV filled the room. Maybe the answer was obvious. I had never made sounds like that in this room for Tom. The woman on the screen and the woman stroking Tom's cock right now appeared to have nothing in common. Even so, this felt like an opportunity to get Tom talking a bit. Maybe I could learn something about why all this was working in favor of our marriage, and not tearing it apart.

I crawled over Tom and reached into this nightstand, getting the tube of lubricant I knew he kept there. It was a non-water based brand that Tom had settled into a while ago. It was reliably slick and worked well when we wanted to do things like the seeing how much of Tom's hand he could fit into my vagina. Ostensibly, it was there for our playtime, but I had my suspicions. We did not use it together as much as the bottles seemed to turnover. I put some in my hand and positioned my body low between Tom's legs so he could see the TV over me. My face was tantalizingly close to his cock. He glanced down at me, momentarily hopeful. I stroked the lubricant onto Tom's rigid erection. That elicited a pleased moan from my husband. He only glanced down at me and his shiny, slippery cock. He knew the likelihood of me putting his cock in my mouth on any given day was exceedingly low. With lubricant on it now, he knew I would not be giving him head. He returned his gaze to the TV.

"Tell me what you're seeing," I instructed, trying to sound encouraging and sultry.

There was a pause.

"My wife being... used," he responded.

I wondered if he really meant 'dominated.' He had floated that word once before in the shower and he knew I did not like it. However, I wanted his unfiltered thoughts. To understand my husband more, if I could. I prodded further.

"And you like seeing that?"

"Yes," he breathed.

Another swell in his erection agreed.

"Why?" I whispered.

"Because I like to see you let go," He swallowed while he worked up the courage to keep talking. "And just be so aroused that you let a man fuck you hard. And that you seem to like it so much that you moan and make noises I've never heard. Noises I didn't know you could make in bed."

"I more than 'like' it, Tom, I love it," I encouraged, stroking him.

Another swell in his cock. If we had not had sex already this morning, he surely would have come by now.

"I wish I could do that for you. To hear those noises in our own bedroom," he continued.

"But you can't, baby. That's not us. You're a good man that wouldn't treat a woman that way," I said.

"I could try..." he suggested absently.

He remained focused on the TV.

"If you could that to me, you would have already. We've been married for so looong," I stretched the last word out while I gave his erection some long, slow strokes to match it. "I can do those things with Greg because afterwards I get to come home and be a good wife to my good husband."

I was getting varied non-verbal responses from Tom to that comment. His face looked conflicted but his erection remained strong.

"But you like this though, right?" I led, stroking a little faster.

"Yes," he admitted.

"You like that I come home to you after being used by another man."

"Yes!"

"You're grateful that I let you watch these videos. That you get to see me like that."

"Yes!

"Grateful that I let you come watching videos of your wife getting fucked by another man, while she moans like you've never heard. Like a slut!"

This was starting to feel less like learning Tom's mind, and more like I was conditioning him to think a certain way. Whatever this was, it was working.

"Fuck yes, Nancy," he groaned. "Please, let me come."

"Do it, baby!" I encouraged. "Show me how much you love it. Come so hard for me!"

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