As I sat downstairs listening to Tanya's moans from upstairs, I started to have serious questions about whether I made the right choice. It hadn't been real until now. Even though she had met up with Austin and they had hooked up, I hadn't seen it or been involved until now. I couldn't get the picture of Tanya's face, or how her body was grinding on him in this fervent, out of control fashion. She had completely embraced it. As I thought about it, I had embraced it too. I enjoyed blowing Austin and putting his cock into Tanya. I had never been so hard or had cum as hard as I did after that.
As sat there thinking about it, I felt the tremendous urge to watch again. I snuck back upstairs. The door to the room was slightly ajar.
They had changed positions. Tanya was now reversed: she was still on top of Austin, but with her back to him. What I noticed immediately was how sweaty she was. It was dripping from her body and her hair was drenched. She wasn't moaning as much, and she was fully fucking Austin now, all the way down on him and all the way out. It still looked like this small girl with this huge man. I could tell she was getting tired -- but she seemed to be driving herself more physically than I had ever seen from her sexually.
No one noticed me there. I couldn't help but start to jack of again. I stood in the hallway, masturbating -- this time, edging myself as I watched.
They suddenly stopped as Austin pushed Tanya off him and flipped her on her back. It was this casual move, like it was so easy for him to do it. Tanya did exactly what he wanted, with her eyes glazed but staring at him the whole time. Again they didn't even acknowledge that I was there.
Austin got on top of her and pushed her legs up straight in the air, and rubbed his cock on her pussy, as she put her hands on his hips, holding him back. He slowly worked his cock into her. This was clearly more intimate now: As he did this, they both stared at each other. As Austin separated Tanya's legs, he lowered his body onto her. Because of his size, her head faced his chest. He again started whispering to her -- slowly fucking her. He had his chin on the top of her head.
Tanya started to cry again, while kissing Austins' chest. As she did that, he really started to fuck her intensely, rotating his hips in circles and rolling his hips back and forth.
I couldn't help it. I came again but continued to watch. They were fucking like they were a couple. They were holding hands. They talked to each other in low whispers as they fucked and moaned. They kissed and stared at each other. Tanya kept sobbing and mumbling.
Austin slowly started fucking harder. Until now, he was slowly pumping, back and forth, back and forth, in this regular, continuous stroking. Now he was more aggressive -- I could tell he was starting to feel himself getting ready to cum. Tanya was trying to hold him back from fucking her too hard -- she had her hands on his hips, trying to prevent him from going all the way it.
As he kept fucking like this, Tanya suddenly gave in. She stopped holding him back and started to really grind on him. Then they both suddenly came together, at the same time. Austin started moaning that he was cumming, and Tanya sobbed. It was something that I had never seen, ever. He didn't pull out but came inside her. They both seemed to not care. I could see the bed starting to really get wet from the cum leaking out of her.
As they both started to come down from their ecstasy and started to slow down -- they both looked at each other and seemed to release all this emotion. Austin smiled and laughed in relief, and Tanya laughed and cried at the same time. They hugged and kissed. As they did this, I opened up the door and sat on the side of the bed again. After about a couple minutes, Austin rolled off Tanya. As he did, Tanya cuddled up next to him, wrapping herself around his leg and nestling her head in his chest. They looked at each other and kissed, again, not saying anything to me.
I felt like a third wheel at this point. I quietly got up and went back downstairs. I sat down and essentially was numb. I didn't feel terrible or amazing. I felt, defeated. Like I had given in. I sat there and just stared at the wall, replaying what I had just saw in my head over and over again.
After about 10 minutes I heard the shower turn on. About a half hour later, both Austin and Tanya came downstairs: Austin was fully dressed, Tanya was in her robe. They were holding hands, with Austin leading Tanya.
Austin grinned at me but didn't say a word. I sat there but couldn't really say anything. As Austin approached the front door, Tanya wrapped herself around his waist.
"Please text me?" as she said that, she choked up a bit, the emotion welling up in her ever so slightly. "Of course. You need to stay over my place this weekend." Austin briefly looked my way, again with a slight smile.
"I will, I will. Please just let me know when and I would love to come over. I'll do whatever you want." Again, she sobbed just slightly.
"Oh, I know. I have plans for us." Austin grinned again and looked at me again. I couldn't look him in the face -- I glanced down.
Austin leaned down and kissed Tanya. She wrapped her arms around his neck, standing on her tiptoes. He slightly picked her up off the floor, wrapping his arms all the way around her. After their kiss ended, he continued to hold her up off the floor, as she laid her head in the crook of his neck and sighed. I heard her whisper in the smallest voice "Thank you".
Austin put her down, kissed her forehead, and then made his exit.
As Tanya closed the door, she paused for about 5 seconds before turning around to face me. As she did, we both stared at each other, not saying anything. Her face had a matter of fact look to it, like she was preparing to tell me how things were going to go from now on.
I tried to beat her to the punch. "Well -- I really hope that was good for you T. I -- I just want you to be happy and I love you." I felt tears coming up in me, but I forced them down.