As the video ended, all I could think was: What had I done? I'd essentially encouraged and given my wife to another man – and she had experienced something that had changed her. I didn't know exactly what had happened in the bedroom, but I could only imagine. My thoughts of her fucking Austin – my vision of seeing her cumming, kept going thru my mind over and over again. I honestly couldn't help thinking about it, and every time I did, I got worked up again. 10 minutes after the video ended, I had to masturbate again – and I came as hard as I did before. I saved the video and went to try and talk to Tanya again. I knew I should probably just give her space at this moment, but I couldn't. She was getting ready for bed.
"Honey can I talk to you?" I said after knocking on the door and peeking in. She was in her PJs and getting ready to go to bed.
"David – No. I honestly need some time, OK? Look – lets just talk about it tomorrow. "
She started to go into the bathroom, then turned around and kept talking. "I'm tired, and frankly, a little confused. Didn't you want this? You've been asking me about it for I don't know how long – years. You whisper about it during sex. Are you surprised that I might like it? Well I did. I really liked it. And apparently – you liked it also."
Tanya sat down at the foot of the bed as I stood beside her. She seemed to gather herself. "Look, I just need some time to process what happened. I know it sounds hard to believe, but I feel different. Between what happened today, and what you admitted – It feels like our relationship has changed. I'm not saying I want a divorce or anything like that. I love you and I care about you. I'm just saying I need some time."
At that moment she looked at my midsection. "Do you have a hard on?" She said it incredulously – like she couldn't believe it." "Is this turning you on?" She smirked again, like she did downstairs after she asked about whether I wanted to blow Austin.
I didn't say anything. My facial expression and shrug essentially conveyed that, yes, I was turned on and I couldn't help it. And that was really true. I couldn't help it. As she said that, my cock got even harder. I readjusted my pants to try and hide it.
She continued. "Wow. I mean, I know you were ok with me having a close friend – but I guess I didn't know how much this actually turned you on." She motioned for me to sit beside her on the bed – which I did.
"Honey, like I said, let's just give this some time. I'm not angry or anything like that. I just need to process everything, alright?" She smiled and put her hand on my thigh, near my cock. I had mixed thoughts at that moment. I initially was thinking, SHES's not angry? Shouldn't I be the one that is saying I'M not angry?
But those thoughts quickly faded, as I remembered that just hours ago, Austin had fucked her. What would it be like to lick her pussy? Would I still taste him?
I pushed those conflicting thoughts away and smiled at her. We kissed, very gently but very short. She climbed into bed, and I went into the bathroom. When I came out – she was fully asleep, like in 5 minutes. She must have been tired. I didn't have to wonder why.
The next two weeks were uneventful. We went about our work and home life like nothing had changed. She seemed completely normal, and pretty much the same as always. I did notice one thing, but I couldn't tell if it was just my sensitivity to the topic at hand: she got a manicure and pedicure – which is very normal for her. But this time, she got hot red, which is not a color I had ever seen her get. I was a little surprised, but so what? I didn't really give it much thought, but after what had happened, it was hard to miss.
That next Friday, we went out for dinner and drinks. We had a fun time: she had a couple drinks before dinner, and then a couple more with dinner. We talked about work, politics, some other local topics, just a typical date. We held hands a bit, and she wore a cute dress that was body fitting: she looked great. She had her hair down, and with her tight body and green eyes, she had several men looking her up and down. Again, I couldn't tell if I was overly sensitive, but she looked like the sex she had with Austin had slightly invigorated her. I still had mixed feelings of jealousy and arousal, but I kept those in check: I didn't want to her to sense that I was upset or nervous about her or us. I just tried to be normal and engage with her.
At the end of the evening, as we were finishing up our meal and the last of our drinks, I couldn't help but mention how great she looked.
"I love that dress T. And it works good with your nails – I was going to tell you how cute I think that looks on you." She smiled and touched my hand across the table. "Aw thank you! I felt like I needed a new color. It's a little more daring but I thought, what the heck."
With all the drinks, and us being flirty at dinner, my cautiousness gave way, and I just blurted out what I thought: "I'll bet Austin would like them." I immediately regretted saying it. What was I thinking? I kicked myself inside.
Tanya slightly smiled at me. "He did." I looked at her inquisitively. She answered my questionable look. "Yes, I saw him – yesterday. We just had lunch – that was it." She looked completely at ease in saying that, and I honestly felt that she was telling the truth. It came out so naturally and openly that I didn't have any reason to question it.
I smiled and looked at her, but I couldn't say anything. Oddly enough, right at that moment, I wasn't angry at all. It was almost like any animosity I felt went away, replaced by my slightly buzzed feelings of horniness. My cock twitched.
She continued, seemingly a bit braver to discuss the subject after a few drinks, and also given the fact that our table was in a fairly secluded location in the restaurant. "I mentioned to Austin that you agreed with him." We both knew exactly what she meant.
"He suggested that our friendship might be more comfortable if we all hung out. Is that something you could handle?" She seemed to hang on that last word - 'handle'. She continued. "I mean, I'm going to see Austin again. But maybe if we all hung out, it could make the situation a bit less of an issue for you." She touched my hand. My cock started to definitely get hard. I felt flush in the face. I was hoping I wasn't turning red.
"But the only way I'll do this is if you just relax and go with the flow. If you get upset or angry, that's it. I'll just see him on my own. I like his company, and I'm going to hang out with him. Can you handle that?"
Tanya seemed different. She would have NEVER said that before. She seemed very sure of herself and what she wanted. Maybe the alcohol was helping with that, but either way, it was obvious. As she talked about this and touched me, all I could think about was her and Austin: would she want me to suck his cock? What would it be like to watch them have sex? Would she squirt cum? Where was this going?
I finally managed to talk, a bit nervously. "Yes, I can handle it. I love you and I can...I can definitely handle it." I was trying to sound confident in what I was saying, even though all kinds of thoughts were racing thru my head. I held both her hands and said this looking right into her eyes.
As I did, she smiled, and her eyes twinkled a bit.
"Good answer. Now let's get out of here, what do you say?" She grinned at me slyly. My cock immediately got totally hard.
We paid the check and left – we held hands leaving, and I kissed her as we got to the car. We pressed our bodies up against each other, and I knew she could feel how hard I was. I wasted no time driving back to our house!