©Copyright 2018 Old Brigantine
This is my forth story ever written I'm trying the new 'flash' format. I'm an Engineer, x-Navy Tech, and Nerd so I tend to get techno detailed, hope it does not distract from the story, too much. Some of the items in my stories are real, some embellished, and some pure fantasy. If you seek lurid sex then I'm not a writer to read. I allude to sex but I leave much to your imagination - I find less is more. All names, likenesses, and locations are fictitious. I cannot find a willing editor so it's MS-Word and my dyslexia. Enjoy OB!
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Julie is not just cute but she has my heart ever since our first fight in 6th grade. Her charms and brashness had my heart, I carried her books home ever since - true love.
All through Junior High school and High school we were a couple, a team that no one could separate (a few boys tried but got their face slapped or their ass kicked). Our parents eventually acquiesced to accept us as a couple. We spent holidays and vacations with our families "together", we were inseparable and we had each others backs. We complemented each other academically or any other way - we where a force to be recon with if ever crossed. Julie's red hair warned all of her stubbornness and temper - woe be it to those not smart enough to heed her disdain. I loved Julie to a fault but I would not tolerate her bossiness towards me and firmly sat her down more than once. It took an awful lot to get me to act out as I was the voice of reason, the rock. So when I got pissed all feared my short lived wrath. We shared our first kiss our Freshman year. We pledged our exclusivity to each other and I gave her my class promise ring at our Senior Prom. Julie became a stunning beautiful woman that turned-heads and snapped necks, often. I was one lucky proud guy.
We graduated High school in the top ten getting scholarships to the State University ~300 miles from home. We did our mandated Freshman year 'in the dorms', hated it and often camped in each others room; our Sophomore year we got an off campus apartment and started living like an old married couple. The sex was out of this world - we learned from each other making sure each was happy and excited in make love again. I swear Julie studied the Kama-sutra and we tried every position and technique; Julie is an ever so sexy 35Cx24x36 5'4" hotty. We decided not to marry until after college once we settled into our new professions. Life just could not get much better as we grew deeper in love every day. We thought like one, we could read each others minds, and just a look spoke volumes between us.
After graduation I was offered a very lucrative position in an adjacent state that had great growth potential - the sky was the limit. Julie got a High school teaching position in the same town. We continued to lived in an apartment together.
It was now time. At Julie's upcoming family reunion I will formally ask her to marry me. I had bought a one karat chocolate diamond engagement ring (hiding it in my sock drawer). I was going to let that ring work its magic.
Being an old fashion traditionalist I had already asked her parents for her hand in marriage getting a hearty blessing with an "it's about time." Just after the elders concluded their family speeches I fell to my knee in front of Julie holding out the ring box for her, asked, "would you make me the happiest man alive and do me the honor in being my wife?" But the answer I got was not what I expected -
I got NO answer
- just a look of fear on Julie's face as she turned running away.
I was shocked, I was confused, I looked at the startled family expressions that morphed from grins into shock then to pity. My future father-in-law looked like a deer caught in headlights with his eyes glazing into tears. I was still on my knee when my father came to me and lifted me up putting his arm around my shoulders leading me away to our cars. I could hear my mother and sister crying in trail.
I was so confused then it hit me "
the finality of
that
moment
" it's all over - I lost it. I crumbled into my dads arms crying, sobbing, I wanted to die, my life is over. The only woman I ever loved had publicly rejected me. But, but, but we live TOGETHER, we had made love last night TOGETHER, we drove to this reunion TOGETHER. Now due to me all our plans were trashed. WHY, what did I do or not do?
I need answers so began the haunting task of remembering every damn day in our past that could have caused this betrayal. Every memory of our happiness, of our love making, of our promises - it just crushed me even more. I had to know what I did so I can fix this and get my Julie back. But I son realized life loves to shit on perfection.
Now looking back I think I know when the cracks in our utopia started. It was when Julie had to do a semester in Europe with her History class touring Europe's historical sites for her History major. For four months we were apart the only time we had ever been physically apart for more than a few weeks.
She must have gotten to feel, touch, and see a world outside our small community. Whether it was fellow classmates that opened her horizon to possibilities and conquests or some guy in that class that got to her, I'll never know. But I remember when she came back to take her senior finials she was different. We still loved each other, often, but there was something new behind her eyes that she would not share with me.
I'm a traditionalist, a realist, a pragmatist; I cannot fix what is broke unless I know how it broke. Julie moved out of our apartment while I was at work leaving no note. I found she is living with one of her Europe class girlfriends, likely reinforcing how bad I am for her. Julie is not returning my phone calls, she will not see me, she has not emailed me, and her parents are embarrassed and do not understand her conduct.
For three months, I've been waiting in OUR apartment trying to discover what I did wrong. Today, 90 days from when she walked away -- I've given up, it's time to move on.
When I was in college I joined the NROTC program. I never took any NROTC funds but I did all the drills/classes that were required. Since NROTC never funded any of my education I was allowed to walk away. I walked away to have a life with Julie.
Today, I went to the campus NROTC Commander and signed up for OCS and will be a commissioned Ensign upon completion. I'll put my career with dual degrees in Electronics & Computers on hold while I do my Naval duties.
In college my jock-ness was not with the flashy football or basketball money making programs but in gymnastics. I was good enough to be asked to try out for the USA Olympic team, I would have made the team but for a nasty fall that sprained ankle and knee I got during my last flying dismount - due to the mat was not properly held down and moved under me, tripping me. I was in a cast for six weeks followed with an air-brace for a few months and then physical therapy. That ended my gymnastics; I recovered and it is now only a fading memory.
At OCS we were recruited by the various sub-disciplines to specialize within; Air, Surface, Subs, Nuke-Power, NIS-Intelligence, SeaBee's, Medical, Communications, Ordinance, Marines, Special Forces EOD/UDT/SEAL/etc.
I decided and qualified for SEALs. Is it risky, did I have a death wish - well yes and NO but I also have no one waiting for me. I'm only risking ME and right now I need to be totally immersed and focused in something that has purpose. SEALs require serious focus, smarts, balanced judgment and persistence - I'm good for all of it.
By the time I was deployed to the sandbox in a SEAL TEAM my rank was LtJG assistant TEAM leader. The TEAM survived many missions and serious skirmishes, we had some casualties but they all lived due to our TEAM's discipline in coving each others asses.
I now think back of all that damn cold water BUD/S training we had to endure and here we are in this damn sandbox, Sand that gets into everything our weapons and up the crack of our ass. I could look forward to some cool water swimming rather than this dusty dirty stinking 130ºF.