Bound and blindfolded, I had plenty of time to reflect on my situation.
I had confessed my desire to be cuckolded to my girlfriend, Shawna. I had not known that she had any kind of interest in the subject, so I was apprehensive about broaching the subject to her. However, after several years of passionate lovemaking, she turned to me and expressed her desire, her need to be fucked, like I could not give her.
The moment of my cuckold role was upon me, and I felt inadequate and small before her. I begged her to fuck a cock that she deserved â a real manâs cock, whose proportions put my own length and girth to shame. After admitting my inadequacy she relegated me to the role of clit-sucker, forcing me to accept her dominance over me and my little pecker.
During the course of that eveningâs intercourse â or lack thereof â she demanded that I admit my shortcomings and that I present her to another man who could really satisfy her. As she demanded the reasons why I felt inadequate to her needs, she climaxed, shuddering, spilling her wet love-juices over my face and left me drooling into her pussy. She then insisted that if I felt that I was not satisfying her the way a woman should be, then as her boyfriend it was up to me to make sure that she was getting the kind of action she deserved.
I had known for quite a while that my boss, Jason, was quite the ladyâs man. He stood just under 6 feet tall, with blonde hair and a body that expressed exactly the amount of time that he spent in the workout room â which was considerable. He was a no-nonsense, demanding, arrogant asshole â just the type of man that I knew that my wife craved to possess in her innermost fantasies. Shawna, like many other individuals, has the desire to attempt to exert her strength and utterly fail against a dominant personality. I could never give her that satisfaction, but I knew that Jason could.
I wandered into Jasonâs office on a breezy fall afternoon, with the pretext of clarifying some figures that I had been working on in my department. He questioned me briefly on the documents, asking and approving what I considered to be the most effective course of action, and then asked me if there was anything else that I wanted. I couldnât resist this lure.
âActually, sir, I was coming to ask you for a favor of a more personal nature.â I said.
âWhat is it?â he demanded.
âWell, Iâve got this problem at homeâŠâ I began.
âThis is work, Jeff. This is no place to attempt to solve these personal problems of yours. I expect you to do your job, and no more. Youâve been doing it quite well and thereâs no need for any kind of personal involvement at work.â
âSir, itâs my wifeâŠâ I began again.
Jason looked at me again, a hard look.
âGo on.â
âShe doesnât quite⊠well, what Iâm trying to say is that she doesnât⊠she wonât⊠sheâs just not as, well, frisky as she used to be.â
He scribbled something on the back of his card, handed it to me and said, âTell her Iâll have a word with her.â
II
I brought the card back to Shawna, with several kinky accessories that I thought might facilitate our fantasy. However, when I arrived home, I realized that it was clearly MY fantasy, not hers, but that she was willing to âsufferâ through it in order to please me. She humiliated me verbally and demanded that I degrade myself in order for her to go through with the fantasy. I could not think of a pet name for myself and eventually she decided upon âDicklessâ as the name of choice. When she named me, I could not help but come in my pants, realizing that I could not satisfy her sexually and that I was truly dickless to her. She smirked as she saw the small stain on the front of my khakiâs.
I could only imagine what she would look like in that outfit. I had bought it for her with my own fantasy in mind, imagining the sexy black dress stretched tight against her curvaceous body, baring her figure to Jason. I had also bought the dress with him in mind â after all, I wanted him to lust for her, desire her beyond any other woman he might encounter.
I lay there on the couch, shivering with pleasure and anticipation, as I imagined what Shawna was enduring for me⊠having to sacrifice our relationship for the benefit of sex. Suddenly I felt guilty⊠what if she didnât enjoy herself, or if she felt guilty afterward? Anew, I felt ashamed of myself, that I could ask my loving girlfriend such a brazen favor, that she become a slut for another man just to satisfy my desires!
âShe really does deserve better than me,â I thought.
Jason confirmed my thoughts the next day.
âI guess itâs about time we found out whatâs got your wife so uptight?â he asked me as he sauntered in to my office. âIâve got to admit, with everything youâve told me about Shawna, she seems quite a delightful little piece. Do you think sheâs ready for me?â
I was a little taken aback by Jasonâs enthusiastic double entendres and stammered, âI think sheâs ready, yesâŠ.â
âHave you assured her that Iâll be a perfect gentleman?â he asked. âI wouldnât want to intrude anywhere I wasnât wanted.â
âYes, sir, I have,â I replied nervously. âI didnât tell her who you were, I just gave her the card that you gave me.â
âGood man, Jeff.â He said. âIâm sure youâll be satisfied after the eveningâs over.â With that, Jason walked out of my office, leaving me red-faced and sweating.
When I arrived home, Shawna was dressed in nothing but her lacy black bra and panties that I had procured for her. I began to protest, thinking that this was a bad idea, but Shawna forestalled me.
âYou wanted this, now youâre going to get it, dickless. And youâre going to enjoy it⊠I promise! Now get out of those clothes and get on top of the bed. Iâve got a special surprise for you.â she said. As I lay down on the bed, naked, Shawna grabbed some duct tape and wrapped it around my eyes so that I couldnât see a thing. Kneeling with her legs on my upper arms, she bound my wrists to the bedposts. Then she bound my hands together with a cord and fastened a belt over my eyes.
The rustling over her dress continued to keep me on edge. I imagined that she was slowly pulling on her black stockings and strapping on her six-inch heels. I could only imagine my beautiful Shawna getting ready to commit herself to another man⊠Jason, my boss.
I heard her stand up and move towards the door.
âMistressâŠâ I began.
âSee you, dickless.â she replied, and left.
III
I lay in torment for hours, I can not say how long. Images flashed through my head, of my boss and my wife, of Jason and Shawna, intimate, alone, aroused. I thought of how heâd come to dominate me at work, and how she knew how weak and pathetic I really was. My cock and balls shriveled at the thought of my boss entertaining and pleasing my wife. I recalled her laugh, and imagined her laughing at his jokes, as my dick strained at the confines of my restrictive underwear.
Finally, after an interminable, torturous wait, I heard the downstairs door creak open. I heard a giggle, followed by a muffled moan, and finally, a lingered, whispered âgood night.â
Unsteady footsteps up the stairs echoed in my mind as I tried to come to grips with the inevitable. Shawna had been to dinner with my boss, and God knows what else transpired. I felt myself stiffen in my restraints, and struggled against them vainly as the door slowly opened over the soft carpet.
Shawna wasted no time in walking over to the bed and sitting down to take her shoes off.
âHave you been a good little boy?â she whispered.