It was her panties in her purse that finally convinced me. I had been denying it for months, but finding them in there finally proved it to me. Why would a woman put her undies in her handbag if she hadn't taken them off and needed a place to hide them, without other people knowing she had taken them off? So, she was seeing someone, took off her panties and needed a place to put them. Why would I be looking in her purse? To find her car keys. There they were: Moist, hidden, forgotten, and underneath her wallet.
The first signs I had dismissed as just coincidences, but the panties were hard evidence to ignore. The man's fragrance on her blouse? Probably a coworker at the office getting too close. The credit card purchase of a man's tie, probably an early present for my birthday. The longer shopping trip than she'd figured? Just getting too wrapped up in buying stuff. The panties were harder to explain away.
So, if reality was catching up to me, what was I to do? Confront her and run the risk of embarrassing myself with a logical answer? Not on your life. It wasn't the worse thing, sex on the sly as an afternoon diversion for a bored housewife. A secret lover that gave her a sexual thrill that would keep her smiling and in a good mood during trying days at work and at home, keeping her mind off the stove that needed replacing and the sick dog.
Accuse her? Make things even worse? Throw our moderately happy life into chaos and fighting over a harmless affair? Just a little afternoon delight, some playful sex while supposedly shopping? You see, it is not an easy decision. But panties in the purse are harder to shrug off and you need to make a decision here.
Yes, I had had a tryst or two of my own, and they didn't cause me to run off to Brazil with my secretary or a sexy model working for the company. They were just sex. Just a little afternoon entertainment between meetings. So were panties in the purse so bad? Problem was, thinking about those moist panties began to dominate my daytime. It wasn't her doing it that was the biggest problem, it was me thinking about it, fantasizing about really hot afternoon sex between my shy housewife and a hunky sort with a longer dick than me.
I began to obsess. I started to think up scenarios and consider how those panties ended up in that pocketbook. I began to imagine her taking them off, then riding in some dude's spiffy sports car and letting him manipulate her labia as he drove. I could see her with her legs up, her feet on the dash, offering him her splayed and eager pussy to fondle. The thoughts excited me far more than I wanted to admit. Did she fuck him in the backseat? Too small. Did they meet at a sleazy motel, one she wouldn't consider for us but as a rendezvous it would be fine. All she needed was a soft flat surface, reasonably clean sheets, and a lock on the door.
I started to fantasize about it and actually enjoyed the process. Everyday I would see those panties in my mind and the images would go on from there: pictures, events, even full narratives. I got to look forward to them, like they were distractions to daily problems. I would see her on the bed with her legs spread wide, a smile on her lovely face, and her hands balled into fists. She would be receiving oral pleasure from an expert who knew just how to please a housewife in need of sexual diversion to take her mind off troublesome thoughts that furrowed her brow and caused her stomach to be tied in knots.
At home I would watch her, imagining her with her panties in her purse, her vagina soaking from excitement, and her mind off her problems for an hour or two. I would fantasize about what she did to him and what he did to her. I would see him fuck her forcefully, giving her orgasm after orgasm that would explode from her throat like a stick of dynamite. In my mind she always had an orgasm.
She is the kind of woman who loves sex, but can get too busy to let herself enjoy her urges. We began having sex after one date. She would have an orgasm after just having me play with her slit. I would use my hands and she would come in just a few minutes. If I used my mouth, it often only took a minute or two before she would climax with a splash. After a few years of marriage things began to slow down. Then I found the panties and I began to imagine things.
I would come up with names: Julian, Lance, Darius, or Marcus. Some exotic name from a romance novel. A laborer, a bricklayer, or a carpenter. A man who serviced wives like other men went to work: daily, on schedule, between her shopping trips.
Each time I saw her with her purse I imagined them full of discarded underwear, envisioning her taking them off in the ladies room to accommodate the next man to want them gone. Instead of hating him, resenting his existence, I began to like him, being grateful for his elevating her mood, putting her in a much better frame of mind. Life is full of complications, difficulties that have to be overcome, so he was doing me a service by keeping her happy and satisfied, helping her get through some arduous days and problems of life. I began to realize he was doing as much for me as he was for her. He even has contributed to my sex life, making it easier for me to please her because she was in a better emotional state.
At work I began to create storylines in my head about things she might be doing with Mr. Panties In The Purse. I imagined her meeting a man at the front door to a motel room and standing in the doorway kissing him boldly on the front step, then slipping in and locking the door. I saw them in my mind undressing one another just inside and moving toward the bed while kissing and fondling forgotten areas of her body. Not that I have forgotten them, but daily life has gotten in the way.