Author's Note: Be sure to read part 1 and 2 in this series for context.
It was Saturday morning, the day after Chloe's work Christmas Party. After fucking three separate times since our return home from the party, we had both slept in.
I woke up a little before Chloe....and I just laid there watching her sleep. At the same time I was also thinking about what happened at the party.
Chloe clearly loves being looked at and being the center of attention. She clearly still has an attraction to Chris....given her confession while I fucked her. If I'm totally honest with myself, I find other women attractive...including a past lover of mine. I, however, have never voiced those secret desires to her and don't think she would respond well to hearing them.
While I find it hot to hear my wife's desires during sex, it is still a little bruise to my ego to think about outside the bedroom.
On one hand, I'm glad Chloe feels comfortable enough in our relationship to share her inner desires. On the other hand, those same desires make me wonder if I'm enough for Chloe and does she have the same level of sexual attraction towards me as I feel for her.
The one thing that eats at me is that she allowed Chris to record their sex- something we have never done. At the same time, I've never asked.
Given Chloe's brief exhibition at the party, I decided I would broach the topic of making a sex video with her and she how she responds.
About an hour after I had been laying awake in bed, Chloe began to stir. Still completely naked, she saw that I was awake and scooted close to me to cuddle - laying her head on my chest.
She was quiet after she woke up. Like me, she was probably wondering if there would be any fallout at work on Monday or any comments from co workers. In reality, the bank she works at is huge ... with many branches and an operations center. Most likely, only a handful of people she actually works with saw her exposed pussy in the brief minute that it happened.
Chloe finally broke the quiet, "Are you okay babe - what are you thinking about?"
As I pulled her close, I responded, "I was just thinking about how amazingly hot my wife is."
"Aww, you're sweet," she replied and she began to rub my chest with her left hand.
"I'm serious, baby - you are absolutely stunning and I love looking at your naked body," I added....wanting her to know how attractive I find her.