HER FUCK BUDDY.
I've been married to Leila for nearly twelve years. We met at college and we've been together ever since, college sweethearts and each other's first and only lovers. That sounds all very romantic but leaves us rather innocent in the bedroom department. The problem seems to be that neither of us is particularly dominant or assertive and so neither of us is willing to take the lead and be adventurous. Another thing is that I'm slightly bicurious and I have to take care to hide that from my wife. The result is that I'm sure that Leila would like more experimentation than I'm prepared to indulge in, or would even know how to. But I was beginning to think that our rather pathetic sex-life was starting to damage our relationship and I had to do something about it. So one evening when we were in bed talking I asked her outright if she thought our lack of experience had stunted our enjoyment, and I was absolutely shocked when she rolled on her side to look straight at me and answered a lot more candidly than I expected.
'It's got to have Adam, hasn't it?' She answered. 'You're the only lover I've ever had, how do I know if you're good or just mediocre.'
'So do you regret not having had other partners?' I asked, thrown by her honesty.
'Sometimes, yes. I mean, I'd like someone to dominate me, tell me what to do or just do things to me. There must be loads of things we've never tried because we don't know how to start things off.'
I thought for a minute or so and realised she was probably right because I'm simply not an adventurous lover. I'm most comfortable with being told what to do as well. I think the most daring thing I've done of my own accord is to go down on her, and that only a few times. But it seemed to me now that she was inviting a question and that I had no option but ask it.
'So what would you like to try?'
'A different cock.'
The answer was so direct and so unanticipated that it left me quite literally speechless. I hadn't expected it at all, but thinking back she had probably been waiting her chance to speak out for a long time.
'You want to have sex with another man?' I eventually asked incredulously. What surprised me most was that I wasn't upset about it.
'Bluntly Adam, yes.' She nodded quite vigorously. 'And not just once, but on a regular basis.'
'What you're saying then,' I spoke slowly and thoughtfully. 'Is that you want to take a lover?'
'Not a lover, I already have you to love me. But just a man to call round regularly and keep me satisfied. What they call a fuck buddy.'
There was a long and thoughtful silence and then she asked me. 'What do you think?'
She must have been pretty sure of the answer to ask the question, so perhaps she knew me better than I knew myself. I decided to be as honest as she had been. 'Yes, because I'd like to watch you getting fucked by someone else.'
It was her turn to be surprised, she gazed sideways at me. 'Where did that come from, the watching bit I mean?'
'I don't know, it's just something I've thought about.' I had thought about it in a vague sort of way, mainly as a possible threesome, but I'd never considered the idea more than a dream.
'Just watch?'
I knew what she expected me to say, that she could enjoy two men in one session, but I didn't want that. I was leaning in an entirely different direction. I tried to hint at it with something I suddenly realised I'd find enjoyable. 'Mostly, but I would like to guide his cock into your pussy the first time you do it.'
'Wow, now we are getting down to it, aren't we?' She looked part shocked and part delighted. I wasn't certain which I wanted to see.
There was the longest pause in our whole conversation while we both digested things.
'I didn't think you were into men.' She said finally.
'I'm not really, but if we're going to experiment then it's something I'd like to do just so everyone knows the consent is mutual.' It was nearly true, and it would let me touch another man's cock for the first time.
'Yes, all right.' She said carefully. 'I can understand that.'
I won't bore you with the details, but we had a long talk about it and decided that we needed a man who would turn up regularly and who wouldn't mind my presence sometimes, especially the first time, and who was prepared to take charge. Then Leila told me that she was more than willing to try pretty much anything, so we also needed someone imaginative, maybe even a bit kinky. I figured that I wouldn't mind that, because if I saw her doing something different with him, then I might be able to copy him and extend my experience a bit too.
It was a strange and unexpected conversation, and just about the only thing we didn't figure out was how we could make this happen. We talked long and hard, but eventually we decided we had no idea how to meet someone, and so we gave up. I suppose we could have gone online but somehow that didn't appeal, and anyway we'd need to post photos that might be seen by our family. I'm sure posting photos would have helped; I mean Leila is raven haired, tanned, delightfully curved and stunningly beautiful, and I'm not the ugliest guy in the world, but we simply daren't. It was typically spineless of us I suppose, but we didn't think we could ever make anything happen and so the idea was shelved pending an opportunity coming up of its own accord.
But then the opportunity came much sooner than we expected. We had ordered a new television from a large electrical store and arranged for it to be installed one afternoon. Neither myself nor Leila are very confident with technology so even though modern sets virtually install themselves we still wanted someone to come along and set it up for us, and the company we bought it from promised exactly that.
It was quite late in the afternoon when the doorbell finally rang, in fact we'd begun to wonder if the promised delivery was going to happen at all, but they hadn't let us down. I answered the door and met a tall well built young man with an infectious dimpled grin.
'I've brought your new telly.' He announced, grinning even wider when I peered around and failed to see any such thing before realising that it was leaning up against the wall beside the door. I stood back and held the door wide for him, watching with some respect as he hefted a box that almost obscured him and carried it through with little apparent effort. But then I supposed he was doing similar things every working day.
He set the thing up and then went through everything with us, making sure we understood what did what and how. But all the time I could see him eyeing Leila up and down, his eyes returning time and again to her full breasts pressing at the front of her white blouse. He hardly glanced at me; every remark was addressed to my wife. Leila had clearly noticed his attentions too and was basking in them. She leaned close and whispered in my ear. 'Do you remember what we said?'
I knew instantly what she was talking about. 'Yes.' I whispered back.
'I wouldn't mind it being him.'
'Someone you've only just met?' I was shocked.
'Why not? We said it couldn't be anyone we know, and we don't know him at all. And he looks good.'