I was still angry at Henry for last night. He again had wasted money we don't have on sexy lingerie sets and hold up stockings for me to wear. I should explain, I've lived a simple life. I was never into fancy clothes or dressing up to look sexy. I have been married to Henry now for 11 years, we have had our ups and downs like all couples but recently our sex drives have just not come close to matching.
I feel I'm quite vanilla when it comes to sex. Don't get me wrong I love it as much as any girl when we are in the throws of making love, it's just the getting started I struggle with. I have certainly never dressed "sexy" as Henry would call it. I love self love and we've been experimenting in the bedroom with toys and even the latest edition to the collection some restraints.
Henry on the other hand is like a dog on heat. I love him to the end of the earth, but when he gets a horny idea in his head he sticks with it. He seems obsessed at the moment that I should be dressed in lingerie 24/7 and be constantly thinking when I'm next going to get off.
We had another argument over it last night. I had told him "I didn't need to dress sexy to impress anyone. I have you, that's all I need."
He then shouted at me, which is very rare for Henry, "That's the problem Cindy, I want you to feel sexy. It's not about looking, it's about how you feel, I want you to feel like the beautiful sexy woman I see you as."
Well after that little outburst there was no way we were fucking tonight.
Henry had left for work early this morning. He gave me the obligatory kiss goodbye but I sensed he was still in a mood. I had the day off today and got up to do the normal household chores. After getting a pair of sweatpants on and an old t shirt I went downstairs to tidy up. I finished up in around an hour and thought I would go get coffee at the local coffee shop.
I also got a call from Henry saying he was sorry for last night and he wanted to take me out on a date night dinner to make up for it. He also said he didn't care what I wore as long as I was happy. He said that he thought I had been suffering from low body confidence lately as I had been complaining about my weight and looks and was just trying to give me a pick me up and reassure me that I was beautiful but he had gone about it the wrong way.
I headed up to shower. I turned on the water and stripped down waiting for the water to warm before getting in. I jumped in, washing my body and glimpsing my reflection in the mirror "feel sexy, yeah right."
That's when the penny dropped, maybe Henry's right. Maybe I do have a lack of self confidence. I was always putting myself down. Perhaps I should take some more time to love me. I started washing myself. Soaping up my 34b cup breasts, along my arms. Lathering up the bubbles over my not so flat, but certainly not fat stomach, down to my neatly trimmed bush and between my legs darting over my slit not stopping long enough to enjoy the pulse that raced through my clit. Down my legs and back up over my pert arse. Grabbing the shower head I rinsed off the bubbles and began to wash my long blonde hair.
Turning off the water I grabbed a towel and wrapped my hair up, after drying off and sorting my hair, I looked for some clothes to wear, OK Henry I thought, let's see if this works. I checked the size of the bra and knickers he had brought. At least he got that right. I put on the black lace thong, then the matching bra. I looked in the mirror. Turning round I saw the fabric of the thong between my bum cheeks. I have to say it looked good. The bra made my tits seem fuller than ever. Next I put on the stockings carefully not to ladder them. Instantly I felt silly wearing them. Looking in the mirror again, it took all my willpower to keep them on. I put on a pair of skinny jeans and a thin white top and a pair of heels and set off to get that coffee.
Reaching the shop I ordered my coffee. I was sure people knew what I was wearing underneath. The barista called out my name. As I took my coffee from him he gave me a strange smile. Paranoid I thought he must know somehow, I looked down. Nothing out of place, then I noticed my nipples were so hard against the lace material of my bra showing through the white tee. It sent a shiver down through me bolting to my pussy. Why was this turning me on? Was it because of my little naughty secret or the fact a stranger just saw my excitement expressed by my hard nipples.