Forward
If you have not read my "Harmless Flirting" story already, I strongly recommended that you do so BEFORE reading the any of the three endings. I was very torn over how to end this one so I decided to offer a variety. I will be interested in the acceptance of each ending and am uploading them one at a time to allow the reader to digest an ending before rushing to the next offering.
fritz51
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In the same vein as TV shows who include at the beginning: "Last time on ... "
We had left our story with Donna catching a ride home with Jack. Then, she came in the house while Will was watching video clips of dancing: he and Chrissy plus Donna and whoever. After some discussion, Will decided to not talk anymore until the next day when they both are sober, and directs Donna to the master bedroom, he elects the spare room.
We begin with both of them awake and Donna pouring two coffees in the kitchen while Will boots up his laptop.
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"Will, I don't really need to see these clips again; I get your point. Besides I think that you went further with Chrissy than I ever did with anyone."
"Actually, I think we both need to look at them at least one more time, through stone cold sober eyes," Will asserted. Then he started the clips in a loop, same as the previous night.
As the clips played, Will was pointing out the similarities of his and Chrissy's technique, and what Donna did with her dance partner. The likeness of one to the other was striking, but not unexpected since Will and Chrissy patterned their moves by watching videos of Donna. In truth, Will had possibly gone a little further feeling up Chrissy than Donna had allowed her dance partners to do. But, since most of her dances were not recorded, it was likely that equally unacceptable touching had taken place, just not recorded. Further, Will would not have done this at all, except to try and shock Donna into understanding the hurt she'd been bestowing.
As a clip of Donna grinding on some guy played, a guy whose name was unknown to her, Will decided he needed some more time to reflect and consider his future, so he claimed a need to use the bathroom. Donna suspected that his need was actually one meant to put off their inevitable discussion, and since she wasn't anxious to face the reality of her behavior, she just said "Ok."
Will grabbed a pen and tablet, went into the bathroom, turned on the exhaust fan, and sat on the commode. He didn't need to go, but he did need to think and he had used a written list of pros and cons to help make a decision before. At the top he made two columns: "Stay," and "Leave," and began entering reasons to do one or the other.
Under "
Stay
" he wrote, "
if sufficiently sorry," and "if she never had sex," and "must stop.
" Under "
Leave
" he wrote, "can't abide her behavior," and
"lying and sneaking out to dirty dance with other men," and "if she had sex with any of them - we are done."
Next, he wrote a phrase that extended over both columns:
"Does she truly love me, if so, why all this contact with these other guys?"
He then wrote the logical question to follow that, "
do I love her enough to put all these images of her enjoying the touch of another man out of my mind?"
As he started to consider what he had written, that last question captured all his attention and he froze. Was he still in love with Donna? For such a long time this question wouldn't ever be asked, but now? Thoughts of Chrissy rushed in his mind, and something that had been haunting him for some time resurfaced.
A while back, at one of their training sessions, Chrissy excused herself for a bathroom break. One of the other instructors, Debby, eased herself up to Will and said, "She has shifted all of the male students that were getting any type of sexy style dancing to Linda and me. You are the only one she'll dance with like that now, just thought you should know."
Will hadn't fully contemplated what that meant at the time, because he was focused on the plan. A deed to humiliate Donna, and force her to feel the hurt of a spouse finding gratification in another's arms. At that time his preparation and training was nearly at an end, and dealing with his evolving feelings toward Chrissy had not begun.
He had found himself enjoying time spent with Chrissy more and shocking his wife back into his arms less, but they were too far into this project for him to abandon implementation, so it was to be carried out as planned.
Will thought to himself, "
Donna's still my wife, I'm not ready to give her up, I just can't go on like we were. Surely, she will understand how I felt, after watching me with Chrissy."
Then said out loud to himself, "Can't fix it in here," and flushed an empty toilet and went down stairs to resume talking to Donna.
"Donna, you have hurt me more than I can adequately describe. Watching you, my wife, my soul mate, the love of my life behaving with other men as if you are disgusted, full of distain and disrespect for me, just because I couldn't dance well enough to suit you, has injured me. Injured, perhaps beyond repair the way I feel about you, and about us. Right now, I'm of the belief that no matter how well I danced, you would have still sot out other men to dance with. At least your wandering is contained to dancing, I think, but truthfully, I'm not sure. At this point your lying causes me to doubt all that you say."
Donna tried, "Will, I do love you and I am so sorry that the things I have done causes you to doubt my love for you and my faithfulness. I have never had sex with anyone since we met, please believe me. You are my one and only." She wanted to continue but tears caused her to pause.
Then she said, "The bombshell you dropped by showing up with this Chrissy person, dancing so well, rubbing my nose in it, treating me with disrespect in public was well done, props for that. I fear however that the result is not completely what you intended though. After we were married, because of what happened I stopped dancing for nearly two years and I have been hiding that I hated my self-imposed restriction. My lying to you, when I decided to resume having fun dancing was wrong, very wrong. I'm sorry I wasn't upfront with you, maybe we could have come to an understanding."
"What kind of understanding Donna? One where I stay home and you go out drinking and dancing, behaving like a slut with other men?" Will responded.
"I'm not a slut, I do not have sex with any of them!" her reply was loud and defensive.
"Not yet, maybe. But only a fool would think you can keep playing this game with the devil and not get burnt. Sooner or later, you'd be out, tempting some stud with your actions. Maybe you drink too much that night, or maybe you're pissed at me for something, or maybe he slips a little Extasy in your drink, but sure as shit, you'll end up having sex."
"I would not allow it!" she retorted.
"You fool." Was a clear, to the point response from Will.
Will thought, "
She is still defending her actions, the only thing that she's apologized for was lying to me about her wanting to continue. Work something out! Are you kidding me?"
C
onsidering the absence of remorse on her part, and that she intended to continue as before, he reached a decision.
He looked her in the eyes and said, "There is only one path for me. I cannot condone such disrespect, the lying and the playful interaction with other men that you seem to think is OK, or how you put it: 'Harmless flirting,' and so considering what I expect of a wife, I think I need to move on without you. To me what you are doing is cheating, pure and simple. Since you aren't even considering stopping, we; are; done."
A loud rebuff came from Donna, "IT IS NOT CHEATING, I never cheated on you with any man. I just like to have fun, that's all!"
Will then challenged her, "Why is it alright, that is, just having fun when you do it? But when Chrissy and I danced as we did you got all pissed off? Why doesn't that count as just having fun for me?"
"When you walked in Gleason's with that girl. Seeing you dance like that with Chrissy and the unmistakable look in her eyes that she would give herself to you in a heartbeat had me jealous and angry and I admit that I wanted to lash out. Then Cindy walked up to me and said, 'How does it feel?'
It felt fucking horrible, that's how it felt." Donna spit out.
She felt the pain of betrayal, but could not comprehend that it was equal to what she had caused Will.
"How can you not see that this is exactly the same kind of hurt you cause me when you act that way?" Will questioned.
"Because IT IS NOT THE SAME," she defended.
"How is it not the same?" he countered.
"Because she is in love with you," Donna exclaimed.
Then said, "I knew we were done last night.
I knew that I had lost you. Whatever pain you were feeling, that I had caused, Chrissy was erasing it, I could see it in your faces. She would win, I would lose. She's in love with you, for certain, and I'm supposing you are in love with her."