"What's the matter with your wrists?"
"Nothing." I pull the sleeves down stretching at them to try and hide the red burn marks from Will's belt.
"They are all red. Here let me see."
I jerk my arm away. "It's nothing."
"It is not nothing. I can see it is inflamed. Why are you trying to hide it?"
"It's just a rash. I think I got it as a reaction to one of the plants in the garden."
"I'll get you some cream to rub into it." He gets up from the table.
"No!" He hears the alarm in my voice. I try to steady myself. "It is nothing. It will pass."
Colin hesitates. "I don't understand." He looks puzzled.
"Just leave it will you," I snap and walk off into the kitchen. He follows me out. He is making me nervous and it irritates me that he can't leave it alone.
"What's got into you?"
"Just leave it will you. It looks worse than it is, it's not painful. I don't need you to rub any cream into them. Aren't you going to be late for work?" I try to be light and casual, but the tension comes through in my voice.
Colin stares at me. We stand facing each other, we both know I am hiding something and it hangs in the air between us, but I will not let him find out what. I can see in his eyes he knows something is not right yet he doesn't know what to do.
"Stop treating me like a child!" I am pulling at the sleeves trying to cover as much as I can. I know there are deep red marks from Will's belt snaking around them. I was horrified when I saw them last night and was extra careful to make sure Colin didn't see them. Now I feel angry with myself for not being more careful over the breakfast table. Colin is still looking at me, weighing up his options. I know him so well, he is wondering whether to push it, get angry and insist, but he knows we will just end up quarrelling and I won't let him see. Finally he says,
"Have it your own way then." He turns and walks off. Sighing with relief I busy myself about the kitchen trying to act normal. I am such a nasty girl and I feel ashamed pretending to be Colin's caring wife whilst carrying the marks Will has given me. I know already ahead of time that whatever shame I feel will be transformed into arousal when I am with Will. I sense the shift inside me. I am Will's whore, I cannot be Colin's loving trophy wife any longer. I feel frustrated that he wants me to continue with the pretence, and yet the old me still fights to cling on to my marriage. Colin is a good catch, he earns a good salary and we live a comfortable life. Yet when Colin is around me, I turn to ice. Will consumes all my sexual desire and there is nothing left for my husband.
To my surprise Will turns up that morning. I am so used to being left panting for him after we have been together that I had geared myself up to playing my housewife role. I am pushed off balance as he pulls up right outside the house and I watch as he climbs out of his car. A knot is forming in my stomach as I run to change throwing my clothes across the floor and grabbing the first outfit that comes to hand. I stare down from the upstairs window as he walks purposefully up the path and rings our front doorbell. I run to open the door and we sweeps his arms around me and kisses me before I even have a chance to close the door. I am so thrilled that he wants to see me so soon and thrown into confusion by the thought that our neighbours may see him kissing me so deeply and possessively.
His tongue delves past my compliant lips and he is lapping at my own tongue swirling his around inside my open and willing mouth. His teeth nibble at my lips, pulling on them and drawing blood. I can taste the metallic iron washing over my tongue and the pain focuses my attention as I tip my head back and up, compliant for him. In the corner of my mind I hear a voice telling me urgently to close the door, but I know he is showing me off, showing off his possession of me. He is right, I make no move towards the door or to break off his kiss, he does possess me. My hands go up to his face and stroke his cheeks as he hugs me to him. I can feel my lip is swollen and tingles numbly and I am happy he has marked me again.
Eventually he pulls away and I slip the door closed. He indicates with his finger what he wants and I reach down and pull up the hem of my skirt. I hadn't known he was coming but after yesterday I could not bring myself to put on any panties. As I had dressed I automatically turned to my panty drawer and was assailed by images of Will forcibly pulling my panties over my head, forcing me to breathe in the heady aroma of my sex and to swallow my own juices while he fucked me so hard. I recalled how angry he had been as he had shouted at me and I felt so foolish to think that anything he demanded of me would not be followed up with punishment if I should fail to obey. It was a powerful image that would haunt me whenever I should think of wearing panties. It was a lesson I would not forget; just one more of those little changes he had wrought in me. I raise my skirt up and show him my uncovered, accessible pussy, as we stand facing each other in the hallway of my own home - Colin's home too. He smiles, he is pleased. He takes me in his arms and his hands are on my back, rubbing and gliding over my flesh in that firm grip he has that melts me.
I stand there, feeling uncertain, should I invite him in? He takes hold of my breasts in his hands and kisses me again as his fingers knead them. He sucks hard upon my swollen lip and I can taste blood again. Still kissing me he moves his hands over my back and begins slowly to slide them down onto my ass. I gasp as I feel his hands ride up under my skirt, I am just standing there, we are not kissing, and I am letting him rub his hands over my ass cheeks. Looking directly into my eyes, his fingers pull apart my cheeks and his thumb is pushing at my entrance. I lean forward into him and spread my ass cheeks as best I can when suddenly plop his thumb passes right through and is buried inside me. Memories of being called a slut at the motel yesterday flood back to me. Now here in my own home he is again taking my ass.
I know after this I will constantly be reminded of being his whore even in our home. This new persona he is creating within me is now invading my home, the space I share with my husband, and I am standing here allowing it, wanting it. I think it unbelievable that I'd let him do this, and then I think of course I will. His thumb is moving in and out of my anus as he fucks me slowly in the entrance hall.
"Take your top off. Rub your tits as I fuck your ass."