"Why don't you go to him," I suggested to my wife as she looked down at me from her kneeling position on the bed, her legs on each side of my hips and my erection deep inside of her. "You've been wanting to all night, right? Go on," I said pushing up on her hip.
I was aroused, of course, intent on having sex, turned on as usual in this position, but it was obvious to me that she was not. My wife, Claire, was unquestionably distracted, indifferent, thinking about something or someone other than me. From what I had become aware of that night, I knew she was thinking about being with Jake, our friend who was in our guest room sleeping just a short way down the hall.
She stared at me without speaking for over a minute after I told her to go to him, just watching for my reaction. "What?" she said finally, unable to process what she'd heard. I repeated it with a smile, then I raised up and kissed her. She seemed dazed. Her mind was clearly on something other than me, something other than my penis inside her. We were fucking, yes, but she wasn't completely there, wasn't paying attention, wasn't enjoying it. It was plain my telling her to go to our friend had caught her off guard and she frowned, looking down at me, speechless, trying to figure out why I was telling her to do what I just had.
"You mean it?" she finally asked quietly, still frowning, incredulous that I'd suggest such a thing.
"I know you want to fuck Jake tonight," I said. "It's okay. I understand. I've seen it in your face, heard it in your voice, felt in the way you've looked at him. Go say goodnight to Jake like you really want to, like you did earlier this evening in the den, like you've wanted to since he's been with us. Make love to him, sweetheart," I said with a smile. "Go on. Go fuck his brains out like you're wanting to. Take that sweet little pussy down the hall to the man you're hot for."
She looked down at me with a hunger hidden in her eyes that was as apparent, as anything I'd ever seen. It was so obvious, and I pushed up against her leg, urging her to go. A small smile slowly came over her face. "Has it been that obvious?" she finally asked with an embarrassed expression. I pushed against her again. "Go on." She forced her pelvis down towards mine, moving her hips involuntarily, then she raised up and started to get off me.
"Absolutely, yes," I said looking up at her. "It has been obvious to me. You want to be with him, right? It's actually been enjoyable to watch. Somehow it has turned me on to think about you two together, having sex tonight. I saw the two of you in the den when you kissed goodnight earlier. I thought that kiss was incredible: so beautiful, so tender, so romantic, so eager. It made me hot just watching you do it. I didn't mean to spy, sorry, but I came back sooner than I expected. I saw you together kissing and I wondered why I hadn't realized it before then. Did you enjoy that kiss, my love?"
She thought about her answer for a moment. "Yes," she said quietly with a nod of her head and a big smile. "I'm sorry, sweetheart, but I could no longer help myself. I'm so glad you saw us and don't mind. It just happened, but we just couldn't keep from it any longer."
"I'm glad you couldn't," I said. "I'm telling you truthfully, it was the sexiest kiss I've seen in a long, long time, like Steve McQueen and Fay Dunaway," I said with a wide grin. "Go make love to Jake like you've been hoping to. Tell him I sent you." I pushed harder on her shoulder, up off the bed. She hesitated for a minute or two, then she stared at me for a long time, smiling, then nodded and raised up off the bed, pulling my erection out of her. She lifted her leg over me, and slowly stood up.
"All right," she said quietly. "Thank you, baby, for making me go," she added, leaning over and kissing me tenderly.
Jake was the absolute Alpha-Male in every sense. He was the athlete I aways wanted to be, and as handsome as a guy could get. Women were drawn to him automatically. It actually amazed me it had taken me so long to realize my wife wanted him, to understand how much sense it made for them to be together, for me to not stand in the way of them having sex, making love. To deny them the chance to have sex seemed to be such an injustice I had no business causing. I couldn't keep her from being with him any longer. It seemed as if it was almost my duty to let them make love, to let her feel him inside of her, to pleasure his penis as she longed to. I'd known him all my life and I realized they seemed almost meant for one another. I just wondered why if took her so long to make it known.
"I'm glad you understand," she said. "But you're right, I really, really do want to be with him."