Giving It Away

I'm Dave, thirty two, work in an office shuffling paper around, nothing makes me stand out from the hundreds of other men in the area.

I'm married to Amy, she's also thirty two and we have been together for ten years, married for eight, unfortunately, well for me anyway, nothing really stands out about her, unlike some of her girlfriends but that's something else.

Don't get me wrong, I love her to bits, what's that saying? "To the moon and back," I think it's what they say, anyway back to Amy, small B-cup breasts, men always want to know what size a woman's boobs are don't they, nice legs, face... nothing to stand out and make every man in the room want to know her, she's a laugh, enjoys a joke and we get on fine, we're talking about kids, talking about her coming off the pill, maybe next year we're thinking, have a year of fun before the need to grow up and be fully grown adults.

We've got a good set of friends, Mark and Dee being the best of them, but Keith and Helen and Jamie and Holly are in that group of best friends.

We'd gone to Dee and Marks for a bit of a get together with the others, some food, plenty to drink and chat, it usually ended with music and a bit of dancing before going our separate ways home.

This night Jamie and Holly pulled out at the last minute as her mum wasn't doing so well, something about Cancer I think, I didn't feel that it was right to ask, she would tell us when she was ready.

It didn't stop the evening being fun, in fact maybe we, or was it just me? Drank more than I normally did.

We ended up dancing, the girls were swapping who they were dancing with, nothing out of the ordinary, us men weren't bad dancers, but I wasn't the best by far so it was only fair that they all had to have a go with me, trying not to let me tread on their toes.

Keith and Helen left first leaving just the four of us clearing up.

I'd spent a lot of the night teasing Dee about her hairstyle, she had done the unthinkable to me, she had shaved the right side of her head, leaving the left as long as it used to be, if she was eighteen it would have looked better, but at thirty five I felt it wasn't right.

The girls were talking and it didn't seem that Amy wanted to go just yet, Mark put the TV on and a music video, more for the girl dancers I joked with Mark.

What with the food I had eaten, the dancing and it had been a hard week at work, I suppose the drinks didn't help either looking back at it.

Anyway, I must have fallen asleep on that big old very comfortable sofa.

I became aware of a warm body next to me, we had a blanket over us and I was supporting Amy who was lying up against me, it felt very comfortable and warm, I felt her unbuttoning my shirt and gently stroking my chest, it felt good and in a dream I let her.

I was in that state of not being awake but not being asleep, in that nice place, and when I felt her undoing my trousers I helped her by lifting my bottom, just enough to allow her to find my cock with her mouth.

Oh hell, this was good, a little bit naughty doing it on Dee's sofa, but Amy's mouth was doing wonders on my lower body.

I heard something, I listened to understand what it was, then I realised, it was Mark giving Dee a good seeing too, their bed was taking a pounding it seemed.

I whispered, I didn't know why, but I did.

"Christ Dee's getting a thrashing tonight, Marks going to town on her by the sounds of it,"

Amy just mmmmed at me, her mouth full of my cock, I was getting near to coming and doing what I always did, I gently went to hold Amy's head, only it wasn't Amy's head, not unless she had shaved the side of it tonight.

The blanket was off and I pulled Dee's head up off my shrinking cock, but it wasn't shrinking, the need to come had gone, but I was still hard as nails.

"What the fuck Dee, what the fuck's going on?"

"It's just a bit of fun Dave, you were enjoying it and so was I.

I've wanted to do that with you for ages,"

I asked a stupid question.

"Where's Amy," but before Dee could answer I heard the answer, Dee's bed being pounded.

"Fuck," I got up and doing my trousers up, went up the stairs with Dee following.

"Don't spoil it for Amy Dave, it's just a bit of fun,"

I paid no attention to her but walked straight into the bedroom where all the noise was coming from.

"Stop you fucking arsehole, put your clothes on, it's time to go home,"

"Dave," I didn't want to listen to anything right now from anyone.

"Just get dressed and we'll talk about this tomorrow, now get up,"

I was pissed and as Mark was still laying between Amy's thighs I pushed him off.

"And you better stay where you are unless you want a war in here,"

I said in a very calm voice.

Amy was busy putting her clothes on, and when she went to put makeup on I laughed.

"You won't be needing that, get downstairs now,"

I wasn't in a good mood and each one of them knew that I was close to blowing up at any moment so just did as I said.

The short walk home was very tense, I had a firm hold of Amy's arm, she was half running to keep up with me in her heels.

When I closed the door and locked it I told her to strip, "What here in the hallway?" Amy asked, NOW I said.

I picked each item up or took it from her hands found a bin bag put the lot inside it, knotted the end and threw it by the door.

"Go and get a shower, you better scrub yourself well, I don't want to smell him on you," Amy hurried up the stairs.

I'd calmed down a lot when Amy came down.

"I'm going to make a coffee, do you want one?" Amy asked, she wasn't looking so nervous now, she could see I'd calmed down and I hadn't got another drink in front of me.

I'd been tempted, hand on a bottle of Scotch, but thought better of it and just sat at the kitchen table.

Amy put a mug on the table, she sat opposite me holding her mug.

"Look Dave it was just a bit of fun, Dee was supposed to... well she was going to spend the night with you... you know, having fun,"

"Oh, that's alright then, you could have asked me if that was okay, or did I miss that talk, was I asleep at the time, or am I getting old and forgetting things already?" I looked at Amy harshly.

"We did talk about it, not so long ago, you said it might be fun, and I just... I thought you would be alright with it, you having Dee, you always said that you wish I had bigger boobs, and Dee's got much bigger ones than I have, you could play with them, she says she likes it when a man plays with them,"

I took a breath and mouthful of coffee.

"We didn't "talk" about it, it was just a bit of fun that was in the middle of us having fun, as a couple, not with anyone, it was just us spicing up our time, it wasn't anything we wanted to do for real, well before tonight I didn't think it was,"

"Look Dave you haven't lost anything have you, I'm still here and nothing happened that hasn't happened before," she realised that wasn't the thing to say as I got to my feet ready to kill her again.

"No, not like that, you knew that I had been with others before we got together didn't you, it's the same thing, you haven't lost or missed anything, well you might have tonight if you didn't have fun with Dee, but if you didn't tonight, she'll make it up to you I'm sure," I shook my head in amazement.

"It's not that simple Amy, tonight you gave away something that was mine," before I could finish my sentence Amy butted in.

"Hey, it's my body, I can do whatever I like with it, you don't own me,"

Then we got into that conversation about her rights etc. You've heard it all before, and I don't think or want to own her body, but as we got married, air quotes around that, I had a part of her that we should have at the very least talked about her giving away, it was as if I just didn't matter.

As we went to bed, Amy told me I should sleep in the spare bedroom, I said she fucked up and if she wanted to sleep alone then she should go, it was the master bedroom and as I was part owner of it I was sleeping here, we slept in the same bed, I say slept in the loose's way possible, I don't think either of us slept.

It was frosty in the morning, we didn't quite argue about it, but it was a close thing.

It went back and forth between us, it was just a bit of fun, it didn't stop her from loving me as she did yesterday and the day before, she couldn't see that if we had talked before the deed was done it might have made a difference, but she had made the decision, on her own, and there we went around in circles again.

Nothing changed in that it was still very cold in the house, I didn't trust her now and had a long think about it, not coming up with a plan in a hard form, just an outline.

I went to see Kevin in the IT department down in the depths of the building, we had gone on a course together and hit it off as mates, somehow we managed to have a drink together now and then, I asked him if he could show me the way of putting some sort of spyware on Amy's phone.

Oh, he could and showed me what to do, it took a while to get my head around how it worked but I learned how to look at the bits I wanted on my phone, Amy wasn't any good at anything that was technically based, I did it all for her which made it easy to plant the spyware.

I had a brainwave on my way home on Friday afternoon.

I was home first, I took the glass vase that Amy loved, I had purchased it when she had made such a fuss about it while out shopping some years ago, it stood pride of place in the lounge, it was pretty, but no more than that to me, but as I said Amy loved it, it had never had water in it, it was just for show and anyone who visited had to be shown it.

I'd keep the box it came in, so I packed it up and hid it in my garage, in the tool chest that I don't think Amy had ever opened.

I went back to preparing something to eat.

It was an hour before there was a shriek.

"Where's my vase? What have you done with it?" Amy wasn't slow in thinking it was me, but then again who else was it going to be?

"Oh, that old thing, I gave it away," I said with no feeling.

"You had no right to do that, it was ours, I loved that, where or who did you give it to? I'll go and see if I can get it back," Amy looked at me annoyed.

"Oh I don't know, I just dropped it off somewhere,"

"You can't just give my stuff away, I loved that vase,"

"Yer, it's not as if it loved you back was it, and it was mine not yours, so I can give away whatever I want if it's mine, I paid for it,"

"But you gave it to me, you could have talked to me about it if you wanted to give it away or something,"

"Mmmmmmm, yes... I could have, but I just did it didn't I, I just gave it away without talking to you."

I think she saw where this was going and got mad. "You bastard, you did that on purpose didn't you, this isn't funny, what I did was only a bit of fun,"

The weekend was colder than ever, Saturday afternoon saw a visit from

Helen, I was polite to her and went off to the garage to give them time on their own to talk.

Helen surprised me by coming into the garage on her own.

"Can we talk?" I nodded.

"Look this has gone too far, Amy was only trying to give you some fun, you look at the rest of us, and... well we share sometimes, you know what I mean, it just livens life up a bit, it's fun and nobody gets hurt.

I dare you to say to my face that you haven't thought about taking me to bed and giving me a good rogering, go on, deny it," I smiled at her.

"No I won't deny it, I've thought about it often enough, but that's as far as it goes, have I touched you in any inappropriate way? Kissed you in any way more than as a friend? No I haven't, and that's where we differ and it now turns out that Amy is not the person that I thought she was,"

Helen looked at me with something like amusement.

"But we could have so much fun together, you, me, Amy and Dee, it could be like that if you want, the four of us, together, just the four of us, but you have to let Amy have her fun as well, what do you say?"

Her parting shot was that I was being a bit of an idiot, giving away Amy's vase, I had hurt her by doing that.

Dee turned up after dinner and much the same things were put to me, she also had a go at me for the vase, she had heard my side of getting rid of it without talking to Amy.

"But it isn't like a pussy is it, Amy thought it was hers and now she doesn't know who else is holding it and looking at it, you know how special she thought that vase was to her,"

Bingo.

"You have it in one Dee, it was special in its own way, just like I thought Amy's pussy was to me.

Now I don't want to think about who else is looking at or holding her pussy, but don't you see, it's the same thing, what I thought was for my use only is now, or soon will be, in the public domain, anyone with be able to touch it or hold it,"

I went out Sunday morning to get the paint for the dining room, life and chores go on.

The spyware came into its own on my way home, I stopped and read the text messages, Amy had found the vase, cheeky cow I thought.

Dee said she should take it and hide it at her house, Amy was going to do that but it had to be this evening as she had to go pick up a new dress this afternoon.

As I watched her go down the road I retrieved the vase, I put a brick in the box and filled it with newspaper to stop it moving, it was close to the weight of the vase, so I put the box back and waited.

I made it easy for her to get it and watched her walk to Dee's with a brick, if she but knew.

I was having trouble thinking of a better place to hide it when Jamie phoned and asked if they could pop round for a chat, why not I said.

Holly came in first, Jamie followed ever the lap dog I thought, but he was a nice bloke and a lucky one with Holly as his other half.

Holly was, in my mind the best of Amy's friends, she always looked good, I'd never heard her say anything bad about anyone, no backstabbing from her as far as I knew and as I said had a great personality to go with her body.

But I was thinking that this visit would change all that.

"How are to holding up Dave? I'm sorry that it's come to this, but then again maybe it's all for the best.

Dave you have restored my faith in men, you holding out against all those horrid people, so thank you, even Jamie has been pushing for us to join them," she gave Jamie a dirty look, and he looked down at his feet.

"Jamie, please take this letter to Dee's, it's for Amy, but please don't let her come back here for at least half an hour," he didn't seem concerned or anything and went off with the letter in hand, Holly sat smiling at me.

"I always liked you the best," Holly said.

"Look we have to be quick, Jamie won't be able to hold them off for long, I have two questions, are you sure you're going to leave Amy? "

I nodded, wondering how she knew.

"Good you're much too smart for her, the second one, will you move in with me?"

I nearly choked.

"Look Jamie is desperate to join the ranks of cheaters and I'm not, so we are going our separate ways, today if you join me, you and I are one partner people, can we give it a try and see if we work out to be a couple, I'm willing to give it a go, and yes that includes sex, from tonight if you come now, if it works it works, if not then we part ways and start again, now I think we only have ten minutes, so pack a bag and let's go or I have to leave on my own in," she looked at her wristwatch. "Ten minutes maximum,"

I blinked and raced upstairs to pack a case, I stuffed as much into it as I could and we left.

"Dave, don't forget the vase," Holly said as we were just about to go out the door.

As we were driving away I looked at her.

"How did you know about the vase, me still having it?"

I hadn't seen any messages with Holly mentioned in them and none from or to her on Amy's phone.

"I'm not silly, you love that thing as much as Amy does, whenever you were on your own I would see you staring at it whenever I was at yours, you would never give it away,"

My phone started to ring, Amy.

"Put it on speaker," Holly said.

There was a lot of swearing and then when she drew breath Holly spoke in a very relaxed voice and in a nice way.

"Look Amy, Dave is as surprised as you are, Jamie is as keen as you to try something new, not that he has much idea how to please anyone, but you can train him if you want. Dave and I are going to see if we can make a better second go of it, just him and me.

I'm sure we can work something out between us all, I'll bring Dave over tomorrow to pick up his things and bring Jamie's with us, let's just swap partners, straight swap, yours for mine, don't say anything now, have a night to think about it, bye." And disconnect.

"There, that gives us at least tonight to see if we fit,"

Holly drove us to her house, she kissed me for the first time when the door closed.

"I'm very excited, I think we should have a bath together, wash them off of us, then when we know we are both clean of them we can... let's go upstairs,"

That's what we did, I don't think I had ever bathed with a partner before, Holly filled it with hot water, I got in first and Holly sat in front of me, between my legs, we talked as we washed each other, as much as we could.

We had to stand up at the end to soap the important bits.

I didn't know about her but this was a first for me, bathing with someone else, but I could get used to doing this very quickly.

Drying off in big towels we walked through to the bedroom.

"Shall we just get the deed done straight away, we can play and explore later," Holly was the master of little words, but getting to the point.

She got on the bed on her back, opened her legs and looked at me.

I got on the bed from the bottom and knee walked up between her legs, I looked at the prize at the junction of her legs.

"Mmmmm, but first I need to make sure you're ready for me, I don't know about anyone else, but I like my woman to be ready for me,"

I bent and kissed her on her lips and licked up and down, I made sure she was ready for penetration, made sure she had her first climax before lifting a bit more and slid my penis between her lips and just put it at the opening, I gently pushed in and pulled out, back and forth going only an inch into her, when I was sure she was wet and that inch was as wet as it was going to get I pushed in the full length of me.

Her legs locked behind me, I waited for her to make the next move.

"Don't tease you bastard, just do it, fuck me,"

I did, and her moans told me she wasn't disappointed, at one point I held myself up on my hands and knees, just that inch inside her, she couldn't help it, her hips started to buck up trying to get the full length back in its rightful place.

We didn't take that long to each reach our peak, I was desperately holding off with mine when Holly had hers and mine just followed ten seconds later.

When we had our breath back Holly looked at me.

"I thought we were just going to do it," it was said with a smile.

"That was your idea, but I like to have my woman wet and ready to play, not just doing it,"

I found out that although I had no intention of swapping Amy for the night with someone else, I became very happy very quickly to swap her for good.

Holly and I found that the sex we had that night was good, no more than just good for the both of us.

I can't explain it and I don't think Holly can either, we just click, in and out of bed, music, films what we drink are just some of the things that made us keep living together.

We still see the others, but we don't go to their little swap meets.

How happy are Amy and Jamie? Who cares.

I stopped hating, or whatever it was that I felt towards Amy the morning after Holly first took me to her bed, I wished Amy had tried swapping sooner if this was how it would have worked out, but Holly makes it up to me whenever we are together.