For anyone that needs some background information, you should probably read my first manuscript, Girls Night Out, Part 1. My husband encouraged me to write this, a description of my first extramarital encounter, that started a new lifestyle for us. It does not deal at all with violence, humiliation, or human degradation; it is more of a synopsis of how one woman (me) blossomed into a real sexual being. It is a 'blow by blow' description (giggle) of a discovered passion. I have read of other women (on internet chat rooms, web pages, and by email) enjoying the same feelings and pleasures. Perhaps it's 'a woman thing', but I am as turned on by my feelings and changes to my way of thinking as much as the sex itself. I hope some of you enjoy this- we do!
At my first 'Full Monty Party', I was more turned-on in my two and a half hours there as much as all of my married years combined. I had witnessed 3 blowjobs (something I never enjoyed, and had not done for hubby in the last 16 years), and more astonishing to me, a hunger for men and their cocks that I NEVER had before. Although I was a drooling, horny observer only, that was about to change. John, an incredibly well built black man was the object of my lust. We just watched Cindy, the future bride in whose honor the party was organized, enjoy her first real blowjob. My excitement had peaked so many times in the last hour that I probably would orgasm by just taking a leak.
John's naked and erect penis was pressing against my back as he hugged me from behind. I had lost all control and most inhibitions by now. I wanted him, and he knew it. I wasn't comfortable with everyone watching us, as we pressed against each other, so I turned around to whisper to him.
When I saw his stone solid cock standing straight towards me, I got weak in the knees. I felt like I had won the lottery, like a small girl again on Christmas morning, and weirdest of all, like an exotic slut. It took me a moment to remember what I wanted to say- my gaze was on this gorgeous manflesh. He then hugged me again, this time from the front, and I felt that glory pole against my abdomen. I hugged back, and felt his smooth warm skin. I was a different woman now, and I grabbed his solid ass, pulling it against me.
I then noticed Barb, Jan, Shirley, and Cindy all looking at us. Reality hit, and I did not want to share this moment with anyone else (I also had a small amount of 'guilt' inside- you cannot ignore over 40 years of brainwashing and prudity). It is then I whispered to John 'I want you so bad, but not here, in front of everyone. Can we go somewhere?' John hugged tighter and said 'Sure baby, why don't we go in the bedroom.' I thought that would look too obvious, so I answered 'How about going to the large bathroom, and I will meet you there in 10 minutes.' John patted my butt and said that would be fine. He gave me a kiss on the cheek, and left with his swaying flag pole at full mast.
When the other women saw this, they teased me. I told them it was a fun evening, but it was getting late and I had a class in the morning. In fact, a couple more ladies had left. I was told Heather was in the bedroom with Dan, and in a corner, Marsha, one of the older ladies, was on her knees giving Mike a blowjob. 'This is her first dick in almost 20 years. Look at her go!' Jan said. With that, they walked over to Marsha to watch. Jan reached out to hold Greg's dick, and started to stroke it as they stood there. I was sure she was about to go another round, when my pounding heart counted down my own rendevous with destiny. I straightened my jacket, and noticed a slick streak on the front. Sweet John was excited too- I left his per-cum where it was as a token of his appreciation.
As I waited those last few minutes, I started to have doubts, and certainly fears. All of the reasons I should not do this- my family, my career, my Catholic upbringing, and the years of condemning this kind of behavior. Would giving into lust be worth it? I knocked on the bathroom door, and entered, ready to tell John I couldn't go through with this.