"You did what?" Lukas roared.
"I know, and I'm so sorry." I pleaded. "It wasn't planned. It was just... a spontaneous thing."
"Spontaneous." He growled. "Just spontaneous. You just happened to take a new sexy bikini on your flight just out of pure coincidence."
I frowned and lowered my gaze. "No, that part was intentional." I said. "But you said you would like me to dress in more revealing clothes AND bathing suits."
"So, it's my fault?" Lukas scowled.
"No, of course not." I felt some tears welling up and I felt awful. I needed to confess this, I just wished there was a better way to do it. "I thought, maybe if I wore more revealing bathing suits, I'd get used to it... not feel like I was walking around mostly naked."
"Which one was it?"
"The new string bikini with the thong bottom." I sniffed. "The one you liked."
He huffed but didn't yell at me, so that was progress.
"Who was it?"
"It doesn't really matter. I just feel..."
"I'll decide if it doesn't matter." Lukas got up and stomped over to the bar and opened the bourbon. "Well?" he barked.
I jumped at his sharp tone. "It was, um... the flight captain." I squeaked.
"Have I met him?"
I felt my heart trying to stop itself, my stomach was doing loops, and my eyes were flooding. "Yes, once I think. The, um... holiday party in Vegas. Captain Grant."
Lukas nodded. "Oh, yeah. I remember him. Had his hands on your ass while you danced with him."
"He was drunk." I sighed. "He had his hands on everyone's ass."
Lukas almost chuckled, and I thought maybe he might forgive me after all.
"How did it happen?"
I blinked my tearing eyes at him. "What?"
He poured his drink and threw himself into his lounge chair he usually reserved for football games on TV. "How - did - it - happen?" He demanded again, each word hard and blunt.
Oh god. How was I going to do this? "Um, I guess we sort of met on the beach and had a couple drinks. Then we... uhh... we..."
"What did you drink?" he asked.
"What does that matter?"
"Were you drunk? Did you drink too much? What did you drink?" He barked.
I flinched again. "A mixed drink."
"Damn it, Ginger! What mixed drink?"
I sniffed. This was going worse than I thought. "Um, it was called... um, a, umm..." I swallowed hard and tried to stop my hands shaking. "Uhh... it was... a Dirty Redheaded Slut."
He blinked at me. "That was the drink?"
I nodded. "It's a real thing. You can look it up."
He pulled out his phone and did just that. After a minute or two he squinted. "Huh. It is." He glared at me. "Did he pick it?"
I shook my head. "The beach bar had a menu with naughty drink names. Sex on the Beach, Slow Comfortable Screw, things like that. And... this was one of them. I thought it was a cute name, so I ordered one. He overheard the drink boy at the bar and brought it to me."
"Mm-hmm." Lukas rumbled. "So he could hit on you."
I lowered my gaze again and nodded. "I guess."
"Then what?"
I sighed. He was really going to make me paint the whole picture for him. "We, umm... went for a walk on the beach." I sniffed. "And on the way back, we sort of... held hands."
"He hit on you by holding your hand?" he said doubtfully.
"No." I shook my head, wishing I didn't have to continue. "He, umm... put his arm around me, and touched my ass a little."
"And you let him."
I gulped and nodded.
"Uh-huh." He nodded with a renewed scowl. "And then?"
I huffed. "Why? Do I really have to spell it out? We had sex."
"What happened next?" He growled again.
I took a deep breath and whimpered out a sigh. "He took me to the water's edge to watch the green flash, then he started to... feel me up."
"Green flash? Like in that pirate movie?"
I nodded. "Only without the special effects."
He huffed a laugh, still gritting his teeth. "And then?"
"Oh god..." I groaned. "We, umm... left our drinks and went to my room."
"And you just started fucking?"
I shook my head again. "First I... gave him a blow job." I winced even as I said it.
"I thought you might." He said, and his voice seemed a little less furious. "You like sucking cock before sex, don't you?"
I started to suspect this interrogation was a little more than just jealousy. I nodded. "Yes." I admitted. "I guess I always have."
"How was it?"
I wrung my hands and shrugged. "Good. He's older, but still has a..." I caught my words and fell silent.
"Has what?" Lukas insisted.
"He has... a nice cock." I sniffed.
"Bigger than mine?" He asked.
Holy shit! Did he really want to hear this? I nodded. "A bit." I said. "Not huge, but... you know."
"And then you fucked him?" He asked, staring at me.
Again, I shook my head. "We, uh... got into a sixty-nine first." I said nervously, a little worried if this was just the calm before the storm.
"Must have been awkward." He said and sipped his drink. "He was pretty tall if I remember."
I nodded. "He, umm... piled pillows behind his head and... pulled me kind of up his chest." I shuddered remembering George holding me there with my mouth full of that lovely cock, and his mouth doing wonders to my pussy. "We did that for a while, and..." Oh god. Do I admit this too? I'd come so far already, I supposed I had to. "And then you called."
He blinked. "He was there when I called. I thought you were in the..." He huffed. "in the gym. Right." He shook his head that he didn't catch on when he talked to me that night. "And the heavy breathing?"
I nodded. "That's when we started having sex."
"And how did that work?" he frowned. "I mean, were you on top so you could hold the phone?"
I shook my head. "He sort of pinned me down on the bed and... fucked me from behind."
Lukas definitely grinned that time, and he shifted in his seat like he was uncomfortable. Was he getting aroused by me telling him about this?
"And how was that?" he asked.
Oh god! He was! He was enjoying this! I decided I needed to tell him anyway. Maybe if he got turned on by it, he wouldn't stay angry. I had to try. "He was... really aggressive." I sighed. "He really fucked me hard and wouldn't stop until he came in me. He made me cum twice before he did. I couldn't move for an hour."
"And did he spend the night with you?" He asked, and I sensed his jealousy again.
I shook my head, and through my tears, I managed a half grin. "No. He left me there like he would a common whore. Fucked me and left me full of cum. It was sex, not some secret romance."
Then he did grin and nodded. "Well, that's good at least."
"Lukas, honey. None of this was about me loving anyone else. I was horny and alone. That's all. I didn't plan any of it. It all just happened."
"Was he in New York with you?"
Oops, he knew I was in New York, and I forgot to call him that night. "No, he wasn't."
"Then why didn't you call?"
I gulped and considered trying to lie. I'm not good at it though, so after some hesitation, I forced myself to get it all out. "I, umm... met Ambrose." I said.
I could definitely make out a noticeable bulge under his shorts, and I suddenly wanted to see it. "Before you ask me for more details, could you give me a hug? I just need to know we can get through this."
He frowned at me still from his chair. Finally, he got up and glared down at me. "This doesn't mean I've forgiven you yet." He said. "I'm still furious."
"I know you are." I nodded. "And you have every right to be."
He sat beside me and we hugged. I held him close and sighed into his shoulder. Then I felt his hands caress my back, then drift down to my hips, and then around my ass. I moaned in relief and sat back a little less worried.
"Who's Ambrose?" he demanded but more quietly.
"A nice English gentleman on a business trip." I said. "We met in the hot tub after supper. I just wanted to soak and relax, but we started a conversation, and he was really nice."
"So, of course, you had to fuck him." He growled.