I was drifting between consciousness and unconsciousness; in fact I could still hear Leno in the back round. Jen was on the computer playing some game, not sure what it was. The room was slightly lit between the TV and the computer screen, with a slight flicker like some sort of old light bulb that didn't quite work right.
It was quiet, no sound. Not an eerie quite, just blunt silence. I couldn't focus on anything, it was very unusual but nothing seemed to come in focus. I could hear her laugh and giggle the way she does when she gets a little tipsy. I was a fly on the wall just sitting back and observing. I could only focus on one thing at a time; there she was smiling at me, looking for some kind of sign from me. What sign? What was I thinking? Where was this going?
I could feel my cock getting hard, knowing that I control the situation. For some reason I knew that it was me, it all hinged on my thoughts and what I was feeling. Extreme jealousy was over coming me, but instead of getting angry or wanting to control the situation I was directing it. The blood was rushing to my dick faster and more sudden than I was expecting. The emotions ran strong, but confusing. How could I be jealous and turned on, angry but sexually aroused, confused but focused and most of all I could see my wife with two extremes in her eyes. The first was lust, she wanted something but I could not focus on what it was. She was in immense heat and needed to be satisfied, but I knew that I was not the one that was going to be giving it to her, at least not in the physical sense. The second look I picked up on was love, she looked at me as though to say "it doesn't matter, I love you and no one will ever be able to take my heart from you."
I knew that if I was going to stop this I had to do something and now. I didn't want it to end but I was so confused.
As the room slowly turned I saw what it was that my wife was looking at, I saw the beauty that lay before her to partake of, I saw why her sexuality was overtaking her. As smoke from an ashtray started to slowly mist the lighting of the room my vision started to widen to a larger more clear focus.