"I really need this raise, Caroline! I know it sounds crazy, but I wouldn't ask you to do something like this if it didn't mean so much. You know how I feel about you, baby. I love you. I'd die for you. But, babe... you've got to at least consider this. Please. Our future depends on it."
*
I can still hear him now, pleading his case as to why I should sleep with his boss. It wasn't a normal request, not by a long shot. Most men trying to impress their boss to get a raise would naturally invite them to a ball game, invite them to dinner, or buy them hard-to-find tickets to a musical, or other interest. Not in this case, though. In this case, he wanted me to play the game and be the dinner and the show, all because he had looked at our finances and planned out the yearly budget. Things were going to be tight, as it was, and he had been talking about buying a boat and going on vacation. Those things would have to be set aside. Unless he found a way to get that promotion!
There was no way I was going to answer him right then and there. This wasn't something that could just be taken back and said "sorry" about if it didn't work out the way they had planned, or if someone's feelings were hurt. Though, I have to admit, I wanted to hear what his plan was exactly. This actually needed careful consideration, so I looked at him from the tub full of bubbles where I sat, and spoke boldly.
"Look. You aren't simply asking me to make this guy cookies or even to host a party in his honor for his birthday. You're asking me to do something I've never thought about before. For your information, I don't idly look at other guys and want to take them to our bed. I don't lust after other men. It's never crossed my mind. Suddenly, you want me to sleep with your boss so that you get a raise,
for our future
."
Standing up, the bubbles sliding from my firm bottom down my thighs, I reached for the towel Scott held out for me. I could see his eyes watching them slowly run down my body as I wrapped the towel around me. I could tell he liked what he saw, and he better! After twelve years of marriage, and years of taking care of myself, I looked more fit than I did the day he proposed. I stepped onto the bath mat and raised an eyebrow.
"I'm going to have to think about this. You'll have to give me some time.. and don't mention it again until I come to you, alright? This is important."
That was three weeks ago. I did what I had promised, I thought about it. I contemplated it almost daily. What kind of husband asks his wife to sleep with his boss? What did this guy even look like? Why did he think that I stood a chance at changing this guy's mind about a raise, that I'd be worth it? All this and more crossed my mind and, two weeks ago, I went to my husband and told him I'd do it.
At first, he looked stunned, like I had betrayed him by doing the very thing he had asked. I almost said forget it and turned to walk away, but he caught my arm and pulled me close.
"Babe, I can't believe you'd do this for us. I was so worried you'd say no." His arms wrapped around me as I stood there, then he lifted my chin with his finger and put a gentle kiss on my lips.
That night we made love as tenderly as two people who had just discovered their desire for one another. We took our time, our hands and our mouths exploring each other's bodies so slowly that they left a path of heat wherever they went. Unlike most nights, tonight we parted, sleeping with our bottoms pressed together, and eventually woke the next morning to the sound of birds chattering outside the window in the mulberry tree. I lay there hugging my pillow wondering how in the world Scott was going to bring this up in a conversation with his boss.
We didn't talk much as we both moved around the kitchen pouring our mugs full of hot black coffee and sitting down with a bowl of cereal. I think we were both pretty nervous...who wouldn't be? Scott could go in there today, make his proposal, and be kicked out on his rear end. I'm not just talking about his boss' office, I'm talking about losing his job, period. It was something to consider, but I think he'd already come to that conclusion. I hope he had at least considered all the consequences.
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Now that Caroline had agreed, all I needed to do was take my offer to my boss, Mr. Keith. I'd been working for him for five years now, and the promotions had been slow. It wasn't that I wasn't talented or that I couldn't pull my own weight in the company, the fact was that there were just too many others with seniority at the company. I had come here fresh out of business school with wide eyes and interesting ideas, but each time I sought to implement some of them, things always petered out.
The first thing I did that morning when I got to work was call Stacy, Mr. Keith's secretary and office administrator. She had been around for years and I'd been told by others that she had a special relationship with the boss. I never cared about things like that; if it was going on, it wasn't any of my business.
"Hi, Stacy, this is Scott Jarvis. I need to set up an appointment to speak to Mr. Keith as soon as it's possible." I spoke quietly so that anyone else who might be standing outside the office wouldn't hear and ask me about it.
"Sure, Scott. I can put you down for Thursday at two o'clock in the afternoon if that's suitable? Otherwise, it will have to wait. Mr. Keith will be out of the office on Friday."
Still a bit shaky but determined, I took the appointment briefly telling her it was for a personal reason when she asked.
"Okay, I'll put you down for two o'clock. Please be prompt. Mr. Keith values his time."
"No problem, Stacy. See you Thursday at two." Quickly hanging up the phone, I looked around my office wondering what I was going to do if this all backfired. What if Mr. Keith took offense and put me out on the street without any notice. It was a possibility.
Was it worth it
I thought, as I folded my hands in front of my face and rested my head on them.
By the time Thursday rolled around I was pretty nervous. I wore a charcoal grey suit that I had purchased a few months earlier and a blue shirt with a tie that Caroline had picked out for me. I wanted to look confident when I presented my 'offer' to Mr. Keith. About one forty-five, I left my office and made my way across the building taking deep breaths along the way to relax myself. My heart was pounding so loudly that I could feel the blood in my ears. Just before I stepped into the outer office, I raked my fingers through my hair - stalling. I opened the door and stepped in as Stacy looked up.
"Hi, Stacy. I have a two o'clock with Mr. Keith. I hope I haven't kept him waiting." I spoke softly and chided myself,