She was in a different frame of mind when she headed for Jake's bedroom this time. The previous times her head had been full of mixed emotions. A part of her brain was telling her not to go to Jake, to turn around, go back and hang on Gary's arm. A different part of her brain was telling her that she needed what Jake could give her, that the brief time his cock was in her she was more alive than at any other time of her life. Fear of being caught was in her head, fear of losing Gary if he found out, but always, always, the attraction she could never understand pulled her toward the room.
This time there was no warring in her head, no fear of losing Gary. Gary knew. Gary knew, had known all along, and he didn't care. She thought back to the night when Jake had taken her against the gazebo. She was certain now that the red/white flash she had seen was Gary watching her submit to his boss.
She tried to think of anything that might have happened between them that would indicate any change in the way Gary felt about her. If anything their sex life had become a little more active. Could it be that Gary got off on knowing that his wife was a slut? That she was Jake's whore? Or did he know that part. She was sure now that he knew she was being bedded by Jake, but did he know about the others? The customers and friends that Jake gave her to? Had Jake told him about her teenaged blackmailers?
And the biggie - what was she going to do about it - how was she going to handle it? Just wait for Gary to bring it up, or should she do what Stan said Irene had done and confess? At least confess everything except about David. She still didn't know how she was going to handle that. Time to think about that later she thought. Right now I'm going to Jake's bedroom to be a slut again and this time I'm not going to be feeling guilty about it.
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She stopped at the door to Jake's bedroom, took a deep breath and whispered, "Show time" to herself and then opened the door and walked, head held high into the room. She saw Jake, Stan, John and Todd. John was VP of Production and Todd was VP of Marketing. She looked from one to the other and then as she slipped out of her dress she said:
"You all still have your clothes on. Considering what we all know I'm here for, isn't that a waste of time?"
She saw the four of them look at each other. This wasn't what they had expected. They had been expecting a somewhat reluctant housewife that they would have to coax into taking off her clothes and spreading.
"Well come on guys, who wants to be the next man to cuckold my husband. Step right up, three holes, no waiting."
Jake laughed, "There are four of us babe."
"That just means that one of you has to settle for a hand job till a hole becomes available."
"Why the sudden change in attitude?" asked Jake.
"I finally realized that I really am a slut, that I really am a whore - your whore. Now, can I get me some cock here?"
The four men moved in on her like a wolf pack on a downed elk and for the next two hours she never had an empty hole except for the very brief period when one limp cock pulled out of her to make room for a hard one. John was in her mouth, Stan was in her pussy and Todd was working on her butt and she was just on the edge of her umpteenth orgasm when Jake said:
"We need to call it quits guys and let her get back to her husband."
She took her mouth off John long enough to say, "Tell him to go on home and that you will bring me home later or he can come back and get me when you are done with me."
Then to Stan and Todd she said, "Don't stop damn it, I'm on the edge, I'm almost there, get me off" and she went back to sucking John's cock. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Jake leave the room. Oh well, she thought, the die is cast. I wonder what Gary will do.
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She was lying naked on Jake's bed, legs spread and fluids leaking out of her vagina and anus as the men dressed to leave. Jake was standing by the bed and she had his cock in her hand and was stroking it. When the last man left the room she said:
"Which is it? He coming back or are you taking me home?"
"I'm taking you home."
"How did he take it?"
"He was a little shocked."
"He another one who gave you permission, but only because he was sure I wouldn't?"
"I think so."
"Does he know that you didn't seduce me into being your whore?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know damned well what I mean Jake. The first time was rape and you know it. That I ended up liking it doesn't change the fact that you grabbed me coming out of the bathroom, pulled into the bedroom, pushed me down on the bed and held me down while you put it in me. Does Gary know that?"
"I gave you a chance to walk out."
"Yeah, but only after you knew I wouldn't."
"What now?"
"You fuck me some more and then I go home and face Gary. Does he know about the blackmailing teenagers?"
"Not from me."
"One last question. Does he know about your friends and the customers you've given me to? And the guys here tonight?"
"No."
"He will after I go home and we talk so be ready for it."
She tugged on his cock, "What are you waiting for? Your whore is hot, wet and ready."
Jake climbed on the bed and moved between her legs, "Just stay that way - hot, wet and ready" and he slid his cock into her ass and she moaned and buried her head in a pillow and shoved her ass back at him.
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It was noon the next day when Jake pulled into her driveway.
"You coming in?"
"No."
"Going to let me go into the cave and face the bear alone huh?"
"You will all right. Gary knew the chance he was taking."
"Yeah, but he thought it was just going to be you."
"You don't have to tell him about the others."
"Yes I do. If I'm going to hold my marriage together I have to be completely honest." About everything except David she thought, "Anything I don't tell him today that he finds out about later will kill us. If the marriage is going to die then I want it to happen today - not have to spend the next several years worrying about it."
"What happens if he doesn't take it right?"
"Then I will be out on my pretty little butt. But since I'm your whore you'll take care of me right?"
She looked over at Jake and saw him looking away from her. "What, no answer for me there lover?"
She got out of the car and as she walked toward the house she wondered if she had seen Jake for the last time and if she would even have a roof over her head that night.
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As she walked into the house she heard the TV in the family room. It sounded like Gary was watching football. She desperately wanted to avoid him, run up to the bathroom and shower, do anything that would put off having to face him, but she couldn't.
Last night she had accepted that she was a slut and she had walked into Jake's bedroom head held high and had been the perfect slut. It was a slut who told Jake to sent her husband home while she stayed and let herself be gangbanged. It was a slut who stayed at Jake's and fucked and sucked him until an hour ago knowing that her husband was waiting for her at home and knowing what it was she was doing. If she could be brave enough to do what she had done that night she could be brave enough to face Gary. Be brave she told herself, be bold and go for it. She took a deep breath and then head held high she walked into the family room.
Gary looked up and saw her and then turned back to the game. She dropped her purse on the end table and walked over to him:
"Hi baby, miss me?" she said as she bent to kiss him.
He turned his face away from her and she said, "What's the matter baby, do I have bad breath?"
Gary turned his head toward her, face red with anger, "What's the matter? Are you fucking stupid? You know goddamned well what's the matter. Where the fuck you have been and what you have been doing is what's the matter."
"Is David home?"
"No, he's off somewhere with some of his buddies."
"Good, he doesn't need to hear this" she said as she walked over and turned off the television set.
"Hey! I was watching the game."
"To hell with the game. I don't want any distractions until we get this squared away. First of all, what's your problem?"
"My problem? Not our problem?"