Friends What Are They For

Friends, What Are They For?

I use Grammarly to spell check, it doesn't always catch my mistakes, and sometimes puts words in places I didn't want them.

Also if punctuation and grammar are important to you, maybe you should move along and read something else, I try but get it wrong.

It's Christmas time, my wife Amy and I, I'm Dan by the way, have agreed to do something different this year, we have rented a house in the countryside with some of our best friends, there's seven of us, three couples and Mary, she's on her own after she kicked her husband Ken out, he wasn't a bad friend to me, but he was a bit of a sod to her and their kids, he didn't cheat or anything, but ... oh it's not my story to tell so let's move on.

The other couples are Graham and Louise, Lulu or Lo to her friends, and Rich and Pam, Graham, Rich, Mary and I all went to school together so we had known each other for a long while, it doesn't seem that long until you look at some of the kids now have kids who are well beyond being in nappies, well beyond.

We'd done things like this before, gone on holidays together, France, Greece, Italy and lots of weekends away in this country, they had been fun, do what you wanted during the day, but meeting up for dinner and having a laugh about what we had done, it was always a fun time and this time wasn't going to be any different, was it.

We'd arrived the day before Christmas Eve, just to get settled in and buy the fresh stuff for the Christmas dinner.

We were booked until January the second, a great long break from work for us all.

Christmas Day was a hoot, the girls put a lot of effort into the cooking and after a short walk in the morning, we dined like kings and drank much too much.

This place was in its own grounds and it had a big log fireplace, and a massive log pile that we were free to pick from, we did, well I did, I ended up being the keeper of the fire, I don't understand how people can't keep a fire going as it comes naturally to me.

At night we played silly board games, well the others did, I've never liked playing games, I don't watch sports that have a ball in it, apart from snooker for some reason, motor racing of any kind I'll watch as much as I can without upsetting Amy, but card and board games aren't for me, I'm happy to read or listen to music and hear the cheerful chatter as they make jokes about each other's play.

It was always, without fail, that Pam was the first and Rich would follow, they were the first to say it was getting late and would go up to bed, Mary would go with them, no not like that, it was her excuse to go to bed, she hated to be first but we would see her nodding as she tried to stay awake.

Graham and Lu were like Amy and I, we were more late birds than early birds, and often in the past, it was just Lu and me sitting watching the end of something, or clearing up before going to bed.

It didn't change this holiday either, it was Boxing Day night, we had been for a long walk that Mary had mapped out, I think we deviated from the route and that put a few more miles on the walk.

That night, funny how you look back at things, that night Mary, Rich and Pam had gone up, which left me sitting on the sofa with Lu, Amy was sat next to Graham, we were in two conversations, one on each sofa, after I got up and put another log on the fire Lu tucked her legs up under her and snuggled up to me, I put my arm around her shoulder to make it more comfortable for the pair of us and the talk died down as we watched the fire catch in the log.

Amy and Graham said they were going to bed and Lu and I said we'd be up in a minute, it was all to do with bathrooms, so it was easier for one of each couple to go first, the log was playing that film you can make by looking deeply at the flames and Lu moved a bit sideways, I became aware that my hand, the one over her shoulder was on top of her breast and I was gently squeezing it, I felt her nipple harden and let go like it was red hot.

I moved my hand well away from her breast and couldn't make enough apologies for touching her like that, she smiled at me and said it was fine, no harm done, she kissed my cheek and said as she went out the door.

"I quite enjoyed it." And was gone.

I got up and put the guard on the fire, made sure that everything was locked and climbing the stairs was surprised to realise that I was more than a little excited.

As I was undressing Amy came out of the bathroom, she smiled and looked at me, I looked at her in her little nightgown and stepped into her, the kiss said it all and before I knew it we were on the bed and I was in Amy riding her like I hadn't done in a long while, I had to put a pillow behind the headboard to stop it banging on the wall and waking the others, it wasn't making love it was hard and fast, and we both loved it, so much so that we had a second bout, but this time it lasted a long time and it was with love, Amy came at least three times to my twice.

The next morning everything was ... normal, nobody said or looked like they saw or wanted to say anything Lu showed no signs of anything happening last night and I inwardly breathed a sigh of relief, that day we went to the nearest large town for lunch, we had a walk around looking at the local small stores and brought a few little gifts for later in the year as presents, we came back and got ready to go to the local pub for dinner having book it Christmas Eve.

It was pleasant enough, but we didn't stay that long but booked a table for New Year's Eve, we got the last one we were told.

Again on getting back, I lit the fire and the games came out, I was barman, I kept the glasses topped up and watered down the strength of most of them after a while, didn't want us to be drunk.

The night passed as the others had lots of laughter and mickey taking, it ended like last night with Lu laying on me and Amy close to Graham, I was in a bit of a dream, looking into the fire has that effect sometimes, and the drink didn't hurt either.

"Graham and I are going up to bed," Amy said walking over and kissing me, they went out and up, Lu snuggled into me tighter and with the heat of the fire, the drink and the soft music playing I was quite content to stay as I was.

I was thinking that I might have to do something about the track that was playing, the bass beat wasn't playing right, it had missed up somehow, then we got into the silence between tracks and the beat that was out of sync was Rich giving Pam some loving, it was a headboard and by the sounds of it Rich wasn't that tired out, but he would be in a while I was thinking.

Lu moved my arm that was over her shoulder again, she had a dress on that was stretchy, it nicely hugged her form, I'd noticed earlier that it buttoned up from the top to the bottom, it looked good on her.

Lu put my hand back, but now I felt her breast, her naked breast, she had undone some of the buttons.

"Play with it Dan, you won't hurt it, I'd taken a hold of it in my dream like state before coming to my senses and letting it go.

"Maybe we should go to bed," Lu said getting up and turned to me.

The dress was unbuttoned to her waist, I saw her breasts swaying from her movements.

"I think you're right, I'll just see to the fire. You go ahead."

As I was putting the fire guard in place I was thinking that this had gone too far, we were friends, we shouldn't be doing this type of touching, I'd have to say something to her in the morning.

I went upstairs wondering if Amy was still awake, maybe Rich's headboard drumming had put the idea in her head as well, lucky me, two nights on the trot I was thinking.

Getting to the top of the stairs I turned left to go to my bedroom.

"No, come this way tonight." I turned to face Lu standing in her bedroom doorway, the dress was fully open and I saw her breasts, both had what looked like hard nipples, lower down her legs were parted by the way she was standing, she was clean shaven by the looks of it.

I turned around and took the three steps to my bedroom, opened the door to ... to Amy on her back, Graham was pumping into her.

Like I had last night they had put a pillow so the headboard didn't bang on the wall, they were so engrossed in what they were doing they hadn't noticed me opening the door, Amy's eyes were tightly shut as she made that noise that told me that she was having a climax, I felt lots of things at once, pain, hate, anger, sadness, resentment, but I think that recognising it was what it was, overruled everything else.

I took my coat from the hook by the side of the door and walked out closing it behind me, as I walked downstairs Lu came chasing after me.

"It's just some fun Dan, I thought you liked it, I did, why don't you come back with me and we can play, we can play whatever games you want with me Dan, any games you want."

Lulu had this silly tilt to her head and smile on her face, it was a 'come hither' look like the spider said to the fly.

"You know me Louise, I don't play games." I carried on out to my car, my wallet and phone were in my coat pocket along with my car keys.

As I was getting into the car Louise, she would never be 'Lulu or Lu' to me again, she was there by the door bending to talk to me.

"Where are you going Dan, you can't leave like this, please Dan come back inside and we can talk."

Her dress was still unbuttoned, her breasts were very nice looking up close and I would remember holding one for a long while after tonight.

"Where am I going? I've no idea, but it's away from here and you three, I expect you can give Amy a lift back," I didn't want to call it home, it wasn't from now on.

"If you drive, he could get another fuck into her on the way, unless you fancy a bit of pussy." I drove away into the darkness.

It took 15 minutes until my phone rang, I was away and free, I let it go to leave a message.

Texts started to ping on the phone as I drove through the night, I wasn't in any hurry to get where I was going, I wasn't sure where that was if I was being honest, but it seemed like home, no I must stop thinking of it as that, it wasn't home anymore, it would be somewhere to sleep for a day or so, time to work out what was going to do, now that I'm going to be a single man again.

It was only a three hour drive, I had no sense of time as I was driving, I didn't remember any of it after leaving Louise with her tits out standing in the cold. I'm probably lucky that I didn't have an accident on the way.

I crawled into bed, it's funny how I had never noticed it before, but the bed smelled of her, I slept, it came easy, it was what my body needed, or more likely my brain needed to sort out what it was doing.

I woke with a jolt, something had happened, I lay there listening, could I hear anything? Was it outside? Was it inside? I relaxed and nearly went back to sleep before the bedroom door opened slowly.

"Dan, are you awake?" It was Graham, the very last person I expected or wanted to hear from, let alone see.

"Go away, you have no business here, I have no business with you."

I was trying to be as calm as I could, I could so easily loose it.

"Look mate," I cut him off.

"You're not my mate, you better go before I get out of this bed."

"Look it was a mistake, my fault, Amy has done nothing wrong, it's all down to me,"

"Not done anything wrong, What's not wrong, me finding you buried in her, nothing wrong in that, you fucking her, her letting you ... fuck her."

"It wasn't like that, you had Lu, you could have spent the night with her and, and ... you could do anything you wanted with her, you still can,"

Graham was looking at me, it looked like he was holding his breath.

"Fuck off, have you talked to her?" He nodded.

"Well she must have told you that I wasn't going for it, for her, she put my hand on her boob, she knew what she was doing and I turned her down, not once, but twice. Go away, get out now."

I made to get up, he bolted, I heard him going down the stairs and out the door.

I relaxed, but the door opened again and Amy came in with Louise behind her.

"Oh for fucks sake, what do you think you're doing here, please if you have any feelings for me left in your heart, just go, leave me alone, don't you think you've done enough to hurt me?"

There were the it didn't mean anything, didn't want to hurt me, all the excuses under the sun, but it had happened.

They left me alone for two days, Amy came back then and tried to talk me into staying with her, but I couldn't do that, she had hurt me, and with a so called friend of all people.

It took over six months to get her to agree to the sale of the house, I don't know or care how she did it, but she bought me out, we split everything 50-50, and I eventually moved out into a grotty flat, it was more a bedsit three rooms in a house, I was on the top floor with two other flats below me.

Amy and I had lived in the house while the arguments and deals were taking place between us, it was bloody hard for me, I didn't know about her.

We had sex on two occasions, the first time she snuck into my bed when I came back from a drink with a workmate, I'd had a bit too much, not drunk, but merry, I'd not long laid down when she was beside me, her hand on my shaft was enough to start that age old coupling, it wasn't love, it was hard fucking on both our parts.

When I had deposited my load in her pussy and rolled off her, she looked sad, she went down on me and sucked me back to a state of semi hardness.

"Let me." It was the only thing she said.

Amy went back to her task of getting me hard enough to penetrate her, she then got on top and fed me into her again, the mess that was oozing out of her helped.

She rode me, cowgirl, dangled her tits in my mouth and I felt her cum after a while, it would take a lot longer for me as I'd only just cum.

I felt disappointed when after laying on my chest getting her breath back she climbed off and went back to her bedroom.

The second and final coupling we had was the night before I moved out.

I'd packed everything that I wanted, we had been getting on better, and Amy had accepted that I was going it seemed, all I had to do was pack my bedding and wash bag in the morning and that would be me gone.

I went to bed feeling sad, annoyed that it had come to this, Amy could have said no, but it was what it is.

Amy had kept upstairs for the latter part of the evening so we hadn't had to interact with each other, which I was grateful for, it was tough for both of us, the end of what we thought was forever.

I went through the bathroom routine and got into bed, I was just getting comfortable when the door opened slowly.

"I'm sorry Dan, can we, ... can you ... oh god Dan will you let me show you how much I love you one last time?"

There is one of those touch lamps on the side table, touch it once it comes on dim, touch it again and it's a bit brighter, touch it for the third time it's full brightness.

Amy touched it once, it puts a very subdued light in the room, Amy was lit up by this, she had put on a silk gown, she knew it was my favourite thing for her to wear, it was soft and gave glimpses of her body as she moved around, if she was braless her nipples were plan to see.

She wasn't braless when the robe dropped to the floor, she had something new to me on, it was black and silky with lace trim at first glance, but it was stretchy and hugged her body, it was as though it had been sprayed on her, it had a spaghetti strap that went up behind her head and back down the other side, it was as if her boobs were in a ring of something, whatever it was held each boob in place separating and holding them up and on show.

It was made in such a way that her pussy was uncovered, the whiteness of her skin was highlighted by the black of the material, she looked so good, we had played with dressing up in the past, but not recently.

Amy got on the bed after pulling the covers off of me, I was hard from just looking at her, "dressed for sex" went through my mind.

Sex is what she got, I know I shouldn't have, but it had been a while, since she was there offering herself to me, when Amy took a hold of me and dropped her head and licked the end of my shaft, it was a done deal.

We knew each other's bodies and we could and did the things that we knew the other liked.

It sounds daft when I say it out loud, but I had made a decision that I wouldn't go down on Amy, I fuck her, kiss her it turned out, but there was no way I was going to put my mouth near her pussy again.

We fucked together like old times, the pace changed up and down, me trying not to cum too soon, but Amy having her climax as I destroyed her nipples and tits as she rode me cowgirl I knew I would be joining her soon.

I rolled her over onto her back, lifted her legs and got back in her, her legs were on my arms as I pumped into her, the lower part of her legs were bouncing about as I increased my speed and the strength of my thrusts, Amy started to moan as another climax was on the way for her,

when I felt her muscles clench and throb it was the end for me.

I don't know about you, but when I'm into it, my load always feels like the biggest thing I've ever delivered and takes a long time to finish, this was one of those, Amy was moaning as each pump of my load into her hit home.

I fell onto my side sliding out of her onto my back, I dread to think what my heart rate was then, it took time to recover my breathing to something like normal.

We lay together, Amy hugging me, her hand resting on my cock ideally toying with it, it throbbed, she toyed again with it and it throbbed again.

Amy moved and sucked me into her mouth, it wasn't instant this time, she took her time to clean and explore every millimetre of it with her mouth and tongue, I was as hard as it would ever be when she got out of the bed and stood by the side of the bed feet apart.

"Come on Dan, one last one, it's your favourite position."

It was and still is.

I got behind her and pushed back in, Amy was bent over laying on her breasts, I was moving in and out of her at a steady rate, Amy put her arms behind her back and held her elbows, we both knew that if, or when she did that I was going to take a hold of her arms firmly and pull her back and up a bit, it lifted her so her tits rubbed the sheets as I fucked her, this was the position that she wasn't that fond of as I had control of her, I fucked her for the second time that night, fucked her hard, it took a while for me to reload and fire my load deep within her pulsing pussy.

I lowered her body to the bed, neither of us had much strength left and we stayed like that until my cock softened and I slipped out.

I lay on the bed by Amy's side, I felt the bed move as Amy stood up.

"Thank you Dan, I'll remember that for a long while, I'm sorry for what I did." She said this walking out the door not looking back.

As I lay there I knew she would remember this night, I had seen the marks I had been making on her body as I fucked her, there was no other word for what we had just done, it was a hard grudge fuck from my perspective, all the marks would disappear over time, they were bruises, nothing more, I hadn't meant to make them, I had gotten carried away.

Her walking out was the last time I saw her for years, she wasn't about in the morning when I packed the last of my things and drove away.

I won't bore you with my life after that in detail, but enough to say it wasn't easy at first but it got better over time, I didn't date for well over a year, and when I did start I took things slowly.

I had stayed friends with Rich and Pam and a couple of others, but I had made it clear that I wanted no information on Amy, Graham or Louise. They took it to heart and although I overheard them talking at times I knew they they were still in touch in some way.