Chapter 1
It's crazy to think about how different my life is today compared to a few months back. Lindsey and I have enjoyed six happy years of marriage. Up until recently, I guess you could say our lives were pretty average, even a little boring.
We have been together since college, maintaining a satisfying monogamous relationship throughout. It would be fair to consider us conservative both inside the bedroom and out.
Growing up in the church I didn't have too many friends outside of my small social circle. I was pretty sheltered and only dated a few girls before finally getting married. Despite my best efforts, I remained a virgin until my wedding night.
My wife definitely had more experience than me. She lost her virginity long before we met, to her high school boyfriend. They continued having sex regularly up until she went away to college.
Lindsey tended to be a little shy and guarded when talking about her past. Over the years I've heard enough stories to get a pretty good idea of what he was like as a boyfriend and lover.
From what she has told me, her ex had a very high libido and was always horny. After he first took her virginity in the back of his mom's minivan, he was determined to have sex whenever he wanted.
The handsome star football player was a hot commodity amongst the girls she went to school with. Lindsey felt lucky to be with him, so she never refused. Not that it mattered if she did, he didn't care if she was in the mood or not. My wife said he would get irritable and cranky if he didn't cum at least once or twice a day.
According to her, it was easier to appease him than to argue. It seemed like they had a contentious and difficult relationship. Lindsey was constantly making concessions and bowing to his demands, in order to keep the peace. In my opinion, he didn't sound like he was a nice guy.
It wasn't just the sex, he did his best to keep her all to himself. He was very possessive and jealous. He wouldn't let her be friends with or even talk to any other boys, otherwise he got angry. I couldn't understand why she put up with him for so long.
Lindsey said that she was young and stupid, but loved him despite his poor behavior. They even tried to make the relationship work when she went away to college.
The long distance between them didn't help with his distrust and insecurities. It wasn't long until she learned that he was fucking her best friend and a few other girls from their hometown. After they broke up she admitted to going a little crazy.
My wife was anxious about being single at first. But, after all those years, she was happy to be free of his control. Before long, she was dating different guys and having a few one-night stands. But, from the sound of it, nothing serious. I didn't ask her directly what her body count was, but I had a feeling it was probably more than ten.
Lindsey developed feelings for one guy she called, "a friend with benefits." When he wasn't interested in a serious relationship, she reconsidered her life. She didn't like who she had become and knew it was time for a change.
After her reassessment, she began attending church and underwent a spiritual transformation. The old Lindsey was washed away, she promised herself that she would no longer be that kind of girl. It wasn't too much longer after that when we met. She warned me from the beginning, insisting that we wait until marriage to have sex.
I didn't care, I was happy to finally have a girlfriend. It was love at first sight for me and I was quickly head over heels for her and our relationship took off. One year later, she made me the happiest guy on earth as we walked down the aisle to get married.
The wedding was great, but I couldn't wait to finally have sex for the first time! The day went by so fast and before I knew it, we were all alone in the honeymoon suite. Making love with my wife was everything I ever dreamed of. After months of buildup and anticipation it was disappointing for us both when I only lasted a few pumps inside her sweet pussy. It was over before we had even gotten started. I know Lindsey was frustrated, but she didn't make me feel bad. Despite my inexperience, she was patient and understanding with me about my premature-ejaculation problem.
By the next day I was ready to go again, but this time she had a plan to get me to last longer. All I had to do was lay back and let her take over. It was clear that she was very skilled and had a wonderful rhythm. Somehow she knew when to stop and let me cool down before she got going again. This seemed to work, but I never got much of a response from her.
Over the years, I learned to control my orgasm, and could last for several minutes at a time. I didn't have too many complaints, but I wished she would loosen up a little.
For the most part, we stuck to the basics when it came to making love. Lindsey explained that she doesn't like giving blowjobs. She prefers missionary or doggy style with very little foreplay.
I dreamt of the day when she might suck my penis and take me in her succulent mouth. The thought of oral sex had been a long-held fantasy of mine. One night, we got drunk and she started talking. She told me how her ex demanded she give him a blowjob every day before school.
My angelic wife vividly described how her boyfriend made her kneel down to service him. She said that normally she was naked or topless. But sometimes, she was still in her cheerleading uniform. I found this image to be very arousing. She described how her boyfriend face fucked her, with no regard for her comfort. Due to both his length and girth, it was difficult for her to always perform as he demanded.
Lindsey's expression turned nostalgic as she described her daily struggle. The horny kid took great pleasure in forcing his cock deep into her throat. It was so big that it choked her and made her feel light-headed. Eventually, she just got used to it, making it a little more manageable.