Chapter 1
It's crazy to think about how different my life is today compared to a few months back. Lindsey and I have enjoyed six happy years of marriage. Up until recently, I guess you could say our lives were pretty average, even a little boring.
We have been together since college, maintaining a satisfying monogamous relationship throughout. It would be fair to consider us conservative both inside the bedroom and out.
Growing up in the church I didn't have too many friends outside of my small social circle. I was pretty sheltered and only dated a few girls before finally getting married. Despite my best efforts, I remained a virgin until my wedding night.
My wife definitely had more experience than me. She lost her virginity long before we met, to her high school boyfriend. They continued having sex regularly up until she went away to college.
Lindsey tended to be a little shy and guarded when talking about her past. Over the years I've heard enough stories to get a pretty good idea of what he was like as a boyfriend and lover.
From what she has told me, her ex had a very high libido and was always horny. After he first took her virginity in the back of his mom's minivan, he was determined to have sex whenever he wanted.
The handsome star football player was a hot commodity amongst the girls she went to school with. Lindsey felt lucky to be with him, so she never refused. Not that it mattered if she did, he didn't care if she was in the mood or not. My wife said he would get irritable and cranky if he didn't cum at least once or twice a day.
According to her, it was easier to appease him than to argue. It seemed like they had a contentious and difficult relationship. Lindsey was constantly making concessions and bowing to his demands, in order to keep the peace. In my opinion, he didn't sound like he was a nice guy.
It wasn't just the sex, he did his best to keep her all to himself. He was very possessive and jealous. He wouldn't let her be friends with or even talk to any other boys, otherwise he got angry. I couldn't understand why she put up with him for so long.
Lindsey said that she was young and stupid, but loved him despite his poor behavior. They even tried to make the relationship work when she went away to college.
The long distance between them didn't help with his distrust and insecurities. It wasn't long until she learned that he was fucking her best friend and a few other girls from their hometown. After they broke up she admitted to going a little crazy.
My wife was anxious about being single at first. But, after all those years, she was happy to be free of his control. Before long, she was dating different guys and having a few one-night stands. But, from the sound of it, nothing serious. I didn't ask her directly what her body count was, but I had a feeling it was probably more than ten.
Lindsey developed feelings for one guy she called, "a friend with benefits." When he wasn't interested in a serious relationship, she reconsidered her life. She didn't like who she had become and knew it was time for a change.
After her reassessment, she began attending church and underwent a spiritual transformation. The old Lindsey was washed away, she promised herself that she would no longer be that kind of girl. It wasn't too much longer after that when we met. She warned me from the beginning, insisting that we wait until marriage to have sex.
I didn't care, I was happy to finally have a girlfriend. It was love at first sight for me and I was quickly head over heels for her and our relationship took off. One year later, she made me the happiest guy on earth as we walked down the aisle to get married.
The wedding was great, but I couldn't wait to finally have sex for the first time! The day went by so fast and before I knew it, we were all alone in the honeymoon suite. Making love with my wife was everything I ever dreamed of. After months of buildup and anticipation it was disappointing for us both when I only lasted a few pumps inside her sweet pussy. It was over before we had even gotten started. I know Lindsey was frustrated, but she didn't make me feel bad. Despite my inexperience, she was patient and understanding with me about my premature-ejaculation problem.
By the next day I was ready to go again, but this time she had a plan to get me to last longer. All I had to do was lay back and let her take over. It was clear that she was very skilled and had a wonderful rhythm. Somehow she knew when to stop and let me cool down before she got going again. This seemed to work, but I never got much of a response from her.
Over the years, I learned to control my orgasm, and could last for several minutes at a time. I didn't have too many complaints, but I wished she would loosen up a little.
For the most part, we stuck to the basics when it came to making love. Lindsey explained that she doesn't like giving blowjobs. She prefers missionary or doggy style with very little foreplay.
I dreamt of the day when she might suck my penis and take me in her succulent mouth. The thought of oral sex had been a long-held fantasy of mine. One night, we got drunk and she started talking. She told me how her ex demanded she give him a blowjob every day before school.
My angelic wife vividly described how her boyfriend made her kneel down to service him. She said that normally she was naked or topless. But sometimes, she was still in her cheerleading uniform. I found this image to be very arousing. She described how her boyfriend face fucked her, with no regard for her comfort. Due to both his length and girth, it was difficult for her to always perform as he demanded.
Lindsey's expression turned nostalgic as she described her daily struggle. The horny kid took great pleasure in forcing his cock deep into her throat. It was so big that it choked her and made her feel light-headed. Eventually, she just got used to it, making it a little more manageable.
It didn't stop there, my wife kept telling me more. Then, to top it off, he demanded that she swallow his massive loads of cum. Lindsey said there was so much that she couldn't swallow it fast enough. He would finish by shooting the rest on her face and body.
She discovered his preference for this in time. She would beg him to cum on her face and tits. Having it on her wasn't ideal, but she hated having to swallow several mouthfuls of his thick sperm.
Once again, Lindsey admitted to doing this only to make him happy. I was starting to think that she liked it. Her pussy would get so wet when she would tell me about him.
The whole experience was apparently very traumatic for her. After that, she developed an aversion to sucking cock. I have to admit I was a little jealous, but also quite intrigued by her salacious confession. I couldn't help but wonder what else she might be keeping from me.
Our sex life is, by comparison, very vanilla. Lindsey claims it's better than her old, toxic relationship, but I have my doubts. For one, I don't think my wife has ever had an orgasm from sex. Second, she rarely initiates and seems bored doing it with me. I usually have to put in extra work with my fingers and tongue to get her into it and make her cum.
The expectation was set early in our relationship for me to pleasure Lindsey with my mouth.This was despite the fact that she would not reciprocate the favor. I was nervous about doing it at first. Not only had I never eaten a woman's pussy before, I hadn't even seen one in real life! Luckily she was very patient, guiding me through the process of doing it the way she liked it.
In no time at all, Lindsey was cumming like a fountain, demanding I keep going. By the end, she was begging me for mercy as I completely exhausted her energy. I was a natural and developed impressive skills in a short time. Now I take pride in my ability to make her cum very hard dozens of times with my well-trained tongue. I even took it upon myself to learn a few tricks to surprise her with and she loved it. My tongue kept her interested and coming back for more, to say the least!
Sometimes I wondered if my wife had an addiction to cumming, not unlike her high school boyfriend. Every date we had before getting married ended with my tongue buried in her fuzzy gash until she was panting for breath. She would often drop by late at night, begging me to eat her out for several massive orgasms. Then she would leave me to jerk off by myself with the sweet taste of her creamy pussy in my mouth.
Even to this day, I love going down on her, but I don't do it as often. Now that we are married, Lindsey doesn't seem as interested. There just doesn't seem to be much time for us to get together lately.
We were both very busy starting our lives professionally. I was working long hours trying my best to climb the corporate ladder. Lindsey went through several jobs before getting hired as a medical sales rep.
I didn't love the fact that one of her biggest clients was her high school boyfriend, Josh. He was a plastic surgeon and ran a very successful practice. She said he was different now, and much more mature. Their relationship wasn't like it was before. Now it was strictly professional. Josh seemed like a nice guy, but he was always a little condescending and aloof towards me. I couldn't help but wonder if he still held a candle for my beautiful wife.