No one under 18 has sex in this story, and remember...it's all made up, it's a STORY.
Friends and Lovers.
I use Grammarly to spell check, it does a heck of a lot better than I do, but it still gets things wrong.
Grammar and punctuation are all mine I'm afraid, so sorry if it gets your goat, well maybe not, it does give lots of people something to moan about.
I'm Peter, 38, I'd like to think I'm just an ordinary man, nothing that makes me stand out from the herd of everyone else I know.
My wife, Betty, was killed in a motorway crash, in the wrong place at the wrong time, five years ago, I still mourn her, she's left a big hole in my life.
It doesn't make up for the loss, but when all the paperwork was completed, and Betty was scattered on our favourite coastline in Cornwall, the Lawyers had done their jobs and everything was settled, ( it took four years by the way,) it left me with a lot of money, but that didn't help with the loss, the pain of everything that could or should have been, I'd have been happier without the money and have Betty back, but that wasn't going to happen was it!
My group of friends, the close group that we, I still thought of us being together, our friends were very supportive, I'd had hot meals delivered, frozen ones in the freezer, and the invites were still coming in.
Invites to dinner, Sunday Lunch, shall we go and see the new film on at the cinema, how about that show on, or the live band, or, or or.
I began to feel like the lost course, the spare wheel when it was with a couple, it wasn't quite so bad when it was with a large group, but then it changed, it was, Peter, have you met, and there would be a woman, on her own, we would be introduced and after a question or two we would be left on our own, everyone else would be the other side of the room or garden, looking to see if we clicked and on several occasions I was expected to take her home.
They never worked out, I felt like we were lab rats being experimented on, there were three that I did follow up on, over dinner the first proved we had nothing in common apart from knowing the same friends, the second, she was great to look at body wise and had a very pretty face, but she could talk the hind leg off a donkey, when I dropped her off at her door she kissed me, well more like I was dead and she was giving me CPR, it was obvious that if I asked her I could have stayed the night. I'd got earache from her chatter in only an hour and a half, stay the night, no thanks.
The third one, now that opened my eyes, it was arranged that I would pick her up from her home, her car was in the garage being serviced I was told, I'd booked a table in a nice restaurant, the same one I took the other two to. I knocked five minutes early, I don't like to be late, she held the door standing behind it and asked me in saying she was nearly ready.
I walked into the dragon's cave.
When the door closed behind me I turned to find her in a transparent nightgown, short, and...it didn't have to be low cut, everything was on show, nipples that were red and hard, her pubic hair was cut, shaved into a triangle that pointed to her slit that was aroused, the lips were big and red, the only other thing she had on was a pair of high heels.
I like? Love sex, with someone who I have a connection with, I hadn't been with anyone else after Betty and I got together, and I hadn't had the urge for as long as I can remember, not after... you know.
We never made the booking, I didn't want to eat on my own in a fancy restaurant did I, I tried to let her down gently, but she had a hissy fit.
I was chastising the couple who had set me up for that one at a pub a group of us were meeting for a drink at, they laughed and it was the evening's joke, I should have just had my way and then left, by the sounds of it you could have done anything you wanted with her, why the hell didn't you? Things like that.
But it was Amy in a quiet moment when we were at the bar getting a round in who shocked me.
"Peter, why didn't you just fuck her, she'd have enjoyed it and so would you, I've watched you, you need a good fuck," I'd not heard her talk like this, she wasn't like that, well I hadn't thought she was.
Then Dave her husband joined us.
"I was just saying to Peter that he needs a good fuck,"
Dave looked at her then me.
"The lads have been telling him that over the last year, what he needs is a bad woman, a good one won't do him much good, not at first," Dave had such a way with words, not.
"No Dave, Amy's right, I need a good woman, someone like Amy,"
Dave laughed, "I thought you said you wanted a 'good' woman, Amy's not good, she's great, but she can be so bad, but if you're serious, you're welcome to take her home with you," Amy blushed, hit his arm and walked off swaying her rear in the most sexy way on purpose.
Several of the others joined in with that joke, several of the men offering me their wives, and then it was how about we swap and the joke got a bit out of hand. One of the women put a stop to it.
"It's not a joke for Peter, and which one of you would let any of the other men take your wife to bed?" That put an end to that joke, it didn't spoil the rest of the evening as we had all known each other and could get over something so silly in no time, but two days later Amy phoned me in the evening, she had made it a point of calling me just to check up I was doing alright, and to be honest, I was grateful at times.
"Peter, about the other night, I was serious," I cut in.
"So Dave's alright if you come over then?"
She knew I was joking and laughed.
"It's not that, but I meant it Peter, you need to get your leg over and start to live again, even if you hire a woman for an hour or however long you think you need," she was laughing as she was talking.
"I mean it Peter, you need to get your rocks off, and pretty soon, there, I've said it, do as mummy says,"
I cut in again.
"Oh god Amy, you're not going to spank my behind are you?"
"Oh, would you enjoy that Peter, is it one of your kinks? I bet you have a few, telly mummy all about them,"
We bantered back and forth with Amy egging me on to tell her what I liked, I made lots of silly things up just to tease her, and I had the impression that Dave and her got up to a lot of them, but she never came out and actually said it.
That call did two things, it cheered me up that night, for some reason I was down and feeling sorry for myself, the other was that it got me thinking, from something that she said I was feeling a throbbing when I hung up, not enough to do anything, but it was a start.