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First Me Then Her

First Me Then Her

by forbiddenvalor
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Chapter 1 -- Crossing Boundaries

Nash hadn't thought of Lynn in years -- not in any real way -- until the moment their eyes met across the crowded floor of the Finance Gala. Four years had passed since they'd last worked together at National Bank. She looked almost exactly the same. Almost. The confidence was still there, the elegance too, but something had changed. Maybe it was in the way her eyes lingered, less guarded now, more searching.

They'd spent several years working side by side -- both relationship managers at the bank, both competent, ambitious, and deeply aware of the spark between them. Lynn had been a mentor of sorts when Nash joined the team -- a steady guide through client politics, a calming voice during intense presentations. She even gave him parenting advice when his first daughter was born, her warmth cutting through the corporate coolness. There were glances. Unspoken almosts. But life -- spouses, promotions, babies -- kept them in line.

Tonight, that line blurred.

Nash was there alone, representing his new employer, suit freshly tailored, eyes still adjusting to the chandelier-lit room. His phone buzzed in his pocket, forgotten, his eyes fixed on her across the ballroom. He closed the distance between them partially.

She was mid-conversation, smiling politely, her head tilted in that way she used when half-listening. Her long, straight blond hair framed her pale face, the navy satin blouse catching the light, a clean-lined floral skirt hugging her shapely rear. Nash swallowed a sudden tightness in his chest.

Then, she saw him.

Recognition was instant.

They moved slowly toward each other -- casual, unhurried, as though fate hadn't just cracked open.

When they finally stood face to face, it was a handshake. Safe. Professional.

"Nash," she said.

"Lynn," he replied. "You look... well."

"You always were polite."

He exhaled -- almost a laugh.

Their conversation danced across neutral topics: work, kids, familiar names from the past. But beneath the surface, every glance lingered. Every brush of laughter curved toward something unspoken.

When the event began winding down, Lynn picked up her clutch. "My ride's late," she said, tone easy, but her eyes hinted at something else -- a flicker of mischief. "I think I'll wait outside."

"I'll walk you," Nash offered, too quickly.

She nodded, unsurprised. Maybe even expecting it.

Outside, the night air was crisp. The city buzzed. They stood near the hotel pillars, Lynn scrolling through her phone with one hand while her body angled slightly toward him.

It was hard to believe she was over fifty now -- mother of two, married more than two decades. Yet she looked radiant. Her skin pale, glowing; lips naturally pink. Her triangle-shaped frame still carried elegance -- her C cup breasts hinted beneath her blouse, her legs toned from occasional runs.

"Your ride's slow," Nash said.

She looked up. "It is."

There was a pause -- the kind that dared to stretch.

"Let me drive you," he offered.

She held his gaze. "I'd like that."

--

The car ride was silent at first, the tension a third passenger.

"Remember the Denzil property deal?" she asked softly. "The one you thought was doomed?"

He smiled. "You mean the one you singlehandedly charmed into approval?"

She laughed -- the same light, dry sound he remembered.

"I learned a lot from you," he said after a beat. "Not just about clients."

"You were a sponge," she said, glancing out the window. "And scared shitless when your daughter was born. I still remember you pacing in the kitchen after that client lunch."

"You told me to stop buying baby socks and start buying wine."

"You listened."

More silence. Comfortable. But brimming.

"Turn here," she said suddenly.

Her house was warm, clean, understated. Familiar -- he lived just ten minutes away now.

"You want to come in?" she asked. Her voice casual. Too casual. "Just for a drink."

He hesitated. Enough for her to notice.

"George is away," she added. "Kids too."

"Then yes."

--

She slipped off her heels inside, the soft thud echoing in the tiled foyer. Nash followed her in, absorbing the scent of lavender and something distinctly her.

"Beautiful home," he murmured. "Like the lady of the house."

She turned to face him. "Thank you."

They stood still. The silence thickened. Lynn stepped forward, took his coat, hung it up neatly. Then met his eyes.

"So... do you want that drink?"

Her words were tame. Her body, her eyes -- anything but.

He didn't answer.

He just stepped closer and slid his fingers into her hair, drawing her into a kiss that exploded with years of repression. She melted into him -- soft, yielding, breath hot. His hands slid from her face to her waist, gripping, grounding, savoring.

They moved together, wordless. She backed into the wall near the staircase, blouse yanked open, buttons scattering. Her black lace bra framed breasts he ached to touch. He kissed her neck, her collarbone, her chest, pulling the lace aside to suck a nipple into his mouth -- already hard and pink like the eraser of a new pencil.

Her moan was deep, raw.

He dropped to his knees, hands splayed on her hips as he kissed up her thighs. She trembled as he reached the apex, his tongue brushing her clit, slow at first, then faster, more deliberate. She gasped, clutching his hair. Her orgasm ripped through her, knees buckling.

Nash rose, swept her into his arms.

In her bedroom, the moonlight bathed the room in silver. He laid her gently on the bed, undressing her fully -- the skirt, her underwear -- until she was bare. Beautiful. Real.

She pulled him over her, legs wrapping around his waist. "Now," she whispered. "I need you."

He eased into her slowly, savoring the heat, the stretch, the truth of her.

"Fuck," he groaned. "You feel like everything I forgot I needed."

They moved together, a rhythm born from familiarity and fire. Her nails scored down his back. He kissed her like it was the last breath he'd take.

She came again, trembling beneath him.

Just before he followed, he dipped his head, drew her nipple between his lips again -- but this time, lower. Beneath her left breast, he bit -- gently, deeply enough to leave a mark only she would know.

His mark.

He groaned as he came, spilling into her, his body shaking.

Afterward, they lay in silence, tangled.

He brushed hair from her flushed face. Kissed her tenderly.

No words. No regrets.

Just heat.

And the knowing that everything had just changed.

Chapter 2 -- Afterglow and Guilt

The morning light poured into the bedroom like an accusation.

Nash stirred first, his body sore in all the right ways. Lynn was curled beside him, her blond hair tousled, her naked body barely covered by the sheet. The quiet hum of the city filtered in through the curtains.

He stared at her for a long moment -- not with guilt, but something dangerously close to awe. This had happened. Not in fantasy. Not in the corner of a shared memory. Here. Now.

He had kissed her. Entered her. Left a mark on her skin -- just under her left breast, where no husband or child would ever look. A signature. A secret.

He slipped carefully out from under the covers. Lynn stirred, blinking awake, confusion flickering briefly across her face -- until she saw him. Then her expression shifted. From sleepy to present. From dream to real.

He reached for his shirt.

"Don't," she said quietly.

He paused. "Don't what?"

"Don't pretend this didn't happen."

"I wouldn't dare."

She sat up slowly, pulling the sheet to her chest. "I have no idea what this means. I just know... I don't regret it."

Neither did he.

--

After he left, Lynn moved through her home like a ghost returning to a familiar stage. The house smelled the same -- lemon oil and yesterday's coffee -- but everything felt slightly shifted.

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George would be home that afternoon. Her son, Ethan, later in the evening.

She changed the sheets with clinical precision, sprayed lavender mist over the mattress as if it could erase the truth. But Nash was still there -- in her skin, between her thighs, on the underside of her breast where the faintest bruise bloomed.

She stood in front of the mirror. Naked. Changed. Her lips were swollen. Her eyes softer. She looked looser somehow. Younger, even.

But her chest was heavy.

Was this guilt?

No.

It was adrenaline. Addiction.

She traced the small mark he left beneath her breast. Her breath caught.

She didn't want to forget.

She wanted more.

--

Nash sat in his car for almost twenty minutes before starting it.

He hadn't planned on touching her. He hadn't planned anything.

And now? Now her scent clung to his skin, her moans echoed in his mind, her body was seared into his muscle memory. He hadn't even said goodbye.

Because if he had... he wouldn't have left.

--

That evening, George returned.

He kissed her cheek at the door, set his suitcase by the stairs, smiled like nothing had shifted.

They had dinner -- something simple. She asked about his meetings. He asked about the kids. The rhythm was familiar.

Later, in bed, he reached for her. She let him.

His touch was gentle. Routine. Predictable. He moved inside her with the same rhythm he always had. She didn't fake pleasure. She let her body respond as it always had. Automatically. Like a machine returning to factory settings.

She came. Quietly. Eventually.

George kissed her shoulder. "Missed you."

"I missed you too," she lied.

And in the dark, she pressed her hand gently to her chest -- feeling for the bruise only she knew about.

The one that still pulsed with life.

Nash's mark.

Chapter 3 -- Craving and Collapsing

George rolled over and fell asleep, satisfied or maybe just tired. Lynn lay beside him, wide awake, staring at the ceiling. Her thoughts weren't here -- not in this house, not in this bed, not with this man who hadn't even noticed the bruise beneath her breast.

That small, dark bloom from Nash's mouth was still there. Her secret. Her brand. He'd left it like a claim -- one George would never see.

She slipped out of bed and padded softly through the darkened hallway to the kitchen. The phone sat on the counter like a loaded weapon. She stared at it, fingers hovering.

Don't do it, she thought.

But her body burned.

Her heart beat in the rhythm of memory -- of Nash's tongue, his voice, the way he had said her name like it meant something holy.

Her fingers shook as she typed:

Lynn: Can't sleep. Thinking about you.

It felt like tossing a match onto dry grass.

The reply came instantly:

Nash: I can't stop thinking about you either. I don't know how to go back to how things were.

Lynn: Neither can I.

Another pause.

Nash: I need to see you again.

She bit her lip, the thrill flooding her chest.

Lynn: Soon. I'll find a way.

--

The next morning dawned too bright, too harsh. George kissed her goodbye on the way to work. Ethan grumbled about breakfast. Lynn smiled through it all. Played the part perfectly.

But inside, something was unraveling.

When the house emptied, she stared at her phone again.

Lynn: Are you free today? Even just for a little while?

His answer came before her nerves could build:

Nash: Anything for you. Where?

Lynn: The park by the old library. One o'clock.

--

The park was mostly empty -- just a few elderly chess players and joggers lost in their headphones. The breeze rustled through bare branches, the distant sound of traffic humming like static.

He was already there.

Nash leaned against his SUV, sunglasses hiding his eyes, but his posture gave him away -- tense, coiled. When he saw her, he straightened. Lynn's heart stuttered.

She approached with steady steps, her body pulsing with every memory from that night.

"Hey," she said softly.

"You came," he replied, voice low.

"I couldn't not."

They walked toward the trees, away from view. The bench they chose sat in a quiet pocket of shade beneath a wide oak. Lynn sat first. Nash joined her, close -- not quite touching, but the heat between them was tangible.

For a moment, they said nothing.

Then Nash reached out, brushing his knuckles against hers.

"I thought one night would be enough," he said. "But I was wrong."

She turned to him. His sunglasses were off now, eyes dark and direct.

"I don't want it to be," he added. "I can't stop picturing you. Every second I'm not with you feels like wasted time."

Lynn's breath caught. Her fingers tightened in her lap.

"We can't do this in public," she whispered, glancing around.

"I know. But I needed to see you."

He leaned in, slowly. Their lips met -- soft, tentative at first. A taste. A tease. But Lynn pulled him deeper, her body already reacting, already aching.

A dog barked in the distance. They pulled apart, breath mingling.

"God, you make me feel like I'm losing my mind," he murmured.

She smiled, but her eyes didn't.

"I think we both already have."

Nash reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "Tell me when. I'll make it happen."

"I will," she promised. "Soon."

--

As she walked back to her car, Lynn's legs trembled. She felt like a woman who'd started something she no longer had the power to stop.

And she wasn't sure she wanted to.

Chapter 4 -- The House of Secrets

The message she sent was short. No emojis. No pretense.

Lynn: House is empty tonight. Come to me.

Her heart thudded. A lifetime compressed into six words.

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Nash replied immediately:

Nash: I'm on my way.

By the time he arrived, the house was immaculate. Curtains drawn. Lights dimmed. Candles flickered along the hallway. A single glass of red wine sat untouched on the kitchen island. Lynn paced barefoot in silence, the silence humming louder with every passing minute.

When the doorbell rang, her breath caught.

She opened it slowly.

There he was. Dressed in black. No tie. Collar open. Eyes electric.

She stepped aside.

He didn't speak. Didn't hesitate.

The moment the door clicked shut, he grabbed her -- hands at her hips, mouth claiming hers with a hunger that had nothing to do with politeness. It was heat and need and memory colliding.

Lynn gasped into him, her hands pulling at his shirt, tugging him closer. He lifted her like she weighed nothing, her legs wrapping around his waist instinctively. Their bodies pressed together, straining through clothes.

"Here?" she whispered against his lips.

"Right fucking here."

He carried her to the living room and lowered her onto the thick rug in front of the fireplace. The golden candlelight painted her skin as he peeled her blouse open with reverence. Her bra unclasped beneath his fingers. He kissed her breasts slowly, hungrily, tracing her nipple with his tongue before taking it fully into his mouth.

She arched beneath him, moaning.

His mouth moved lower, unhurried. Worshipful.

By the time he reached her panties, her body was trembling.

"You're soaked," he murmured, voice rough with awe.

"For you," she breathed.

He stripped her bare, spreading her thighs. Then he kissed her inner thigh -- and just before his mouth reached her center, he bit gently. A soft but certain mark on the curve of her hip.

Another signature.

Then his tongue met her, and she shattered. Her moans were strangled, desperate. She came quickly, violently, bucking beneath him, her fingers clawing at the rug.

But he didn't stop. He devoured her until her second orgasm crashed over her, leaving her gasping.

Then he rose, unbuckling his belt, freeing his cock -- thick, hard, glistening with need.

"I need to be inside you," he said, voice broken.

"Now," she begged.

He entered her in one long, slow stroke. They both groaned.

The rhythm began slowly. Purposeful. Each thrust a confession.

"You feel like fire," he whispered.

"You make me burn," she whispered back.

Their bodies moved in sync -- faster, harder, need crashing over reason. She flipped onto her stomach and gasped when he pulled her hips up and drove into her again, deeper, rougher.

"You love this," he growled into her ear.

"Yes," she whimpered. "God, yes."

Her third orgasm tore through her as he slammed into her, groaning, spilling deep inside her with a final thrust that left them both shaking.

They collapsed in a tangled heap on the rug, chests heaving, skin glistening.

Silence pulsed between them, thick with more than just pleasure.

Lynn stared up at the ceiling, her limbs limp.

"This is insane," she said.

"I know."

"I should be terrified."

He kissed her shoulder. "But you're not."

"No," she whispered. "I feel alive."

--

Later, they dressed in silence. Polite. Careful.

At the back door, he kissed her gently. Slowly.

"When can I see you again?" he asked.

"Soon," she said.

Then he was gone -- a ghost vanishing into the dark.

Moments later, Ethan arrived home. And not long after, George.

Her house, once again, returned to its well-rehearsed lie.

But under her blouse, her hip still ached with the imprint of teeth -- a truth pressed into flesh.

And it thrilled her.

Chapter 5 -- Torn Between Worlds

Lynn thought she could keep it compartmentalized.

She thought she could lock Nash behind a hidden door in her mind -- open it when she wanted, then close it tight again when it was time to be a wife, a mother, a colleague.

But Nash didn't stay in that room.

He seeped into everything.

Every time George brushed her arm at dinner, every time Ethan asked about school, every time she looked at herself in the mirror -- Nash was there. Under her skin. In her blood. A quiet, pulsing ache that never let up.

Her phone buzzed constantly.

Nash: Thinking about you. Can't focus.

Nash: Dreamt of you again. Woke up hard.

Nash: Tell me when. Tell me where.

Each message was a jolt of adrenaline. A craving she couldn't suppress.

At home, she played her role. She packed lunches. Took meetings. Kissed George when he walked through the door. She let him make love to her in the dark when he reached for her.

But it was mechanical.

He didn't notice how quiet she was afterward. Or how long she spent in the shower. Or how often her mind drifted away.

George, kind and dependable, had never had much of a sexual appetite. Their physical life had slowed over the years -- not dead, but dimmed. Predictable. Safe. Never desperate.

And Nash?

Nash was fire.

She lived for the stolen moments.

--

They grew bolder.

A kiss behind a stairwell. A hand under a table. Texts that made her thighs clench.

One afternoon, he cornered her in the underground garage of the bank headquarters -- just minutes before she was due at a client meeting.

"Come here," he said, pulling her into the shadow between two SUVs.

"Nash--"

"I need you. Just... a moment."

He pressed her against the concrete pillar, his mouth on hers, devouring. His hands slid up her thighs, under her skirt.

"We can't," she gasped, breathless.

"We already are."

His fingers found her wet and wanting. She cried out -- muffled against his chest as he worked her expertly.

"You're always ready for me," he whispered, lips brushing her ear. "Like your body knows me now."

She came against his hand, clinging to him, shaking.

Afterward, she stumbled to the bathroom, cleaned herself up, discarding her drenched pantiesbin her handbag, composed herself in the mirror, and fixed her lipstick.

Her reflection didn't lie.

She looked flushed. Alive. Like a woman chasing the edge of something dangerous.

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