Finally on the Receiving End
For years I've fantasized about being pegged by my wife. Years ago I even bought a feeldoe and did my best to talk her into using it with me. She simply wasn't into it. It was awkward. I think she was worried that I was about to "come out." She didn't want to "be the man" in our relationship.
So with that failure my desire was securely locked away in my head, allowed out only when I could slip away to play alone with my feeldoe. I imagined my wife on the other end but after my orgasm the thoughts were again locked up tight.
I have, over the years, amassed a considerable collection of butt plugs, dildoes, prostate stimulators and anal masturbating toys. I often wear a plug when my wife and I make love so she is aware and has become more comfortable with my "ass fascination" over time. She's no longer worried that I might "turn gay" and leave her.
As just the two of us headed to town for our Christmas shopping trip last week, she casually said in a playful way "if you're really good today and let me shop without hurrying me, I might take you to your little sex shop and pick up a present for you."
I was more than a little surprised. I paused to think carefully about my response.
"Really, what inspired you to make THAT offer? Not that I'm complaining, you've just caught me off guard."
"The kids are going to be gone next Friday night. I just thought you might like to enjoy a little 'holiday treat!" She responded with a wink... "Think about what you might like to pick up and we can talk about it in between shops." She said.
Of course my mind whizzed about from plugs to rings to vibrators, lubes and costumes— there are so many possibilities...I think I was actually getting high from just the idea of shopping with her in my favorite store!
As I really thought about it, however, I calmed down and came to the conclusion that I already had all of those things and the only thing I really wanted was to have her choose a harness that would enable her to fuck me in the ass with my Luxe (I call him Luke) vibrating 8" dildo. So that's where my head was but expressing these thoughts to her was a whole different matter.
Eventually, after many stores and many purchases, we returned to the car and our conversation came back around to the subject.
"Have you thought about what you might like from your little sex shop?" She asked...
I paused again. I wanted to tell her the truth, but I feared her response. I just sat in the driver's seat and stared straight ahead for a minute (which seemed like an eternity.)
"Honey, that's ALL I've been thinking about." I slowly responded...
"Well, well.." she said as her eyes opened wide "what are you thinking you'd like from your store?" she continued as a playful smile came to her face.
I gathered myself and mustered the courage I needed. "Honey I have a lot of toys, as you know," I said slowly. After another pause to muster my courage again, I continued "the only thing I'd like from there is a harness that would hold one of my dildoes and allow you to wear it like your own cock so you could have your way with my happy butt... There, I said it..."
Her expression went blank.
"Okay..." she continued slowly. She was thinking hard about each and every word as she tried to wrap her head around my shocking suggestion. "I'd have to think about that." She said softly. "You want me to wear a harness and fuck you in the butt. Hmmm. I really have to think about that."
The car was quiet as I drove to the next few stores.
We had dinner and not a word was spoken on the subject. We made one more stop after dinner and I pointed the car back towards home as we drove silently.
In a soft voice my wife asked "Aren't we going to stop at the sex store?"
"That's okay Honey, I have everything I need from there. If you think you'd like to try the harness sometime, just let me know and we'll come back."
She could tell I was disappointed but we both just let it be. I knew the risk I was taking when I brought up the idea, but I was still glad I tried.
Friday morning, out of the blue I got a text from her at work:
*I've thought about it. I'm heading back to town today. If you want to come with me to pick out a harness...(that is unless you've already got one.) The kids are on their way and the house is ours until tomorrow afternoon.*
*Ooh my god* I texted back. *I'll be ready when you get here to pick me up!*
My wife said "harness!" I was as blown away as a boy receiving his little red wagon! I've honestly never been so excited.
My wife picked me up and we headed for town. On the way we talked about pegging. We talked about my prostate, the size of dildo I could handle, lubes and cleanliness. I've discussed these topics a hundred times in chat rooms — but it seemed unreal talking frankly with my wife about it. I could tell she was still uncomfortable with the idea of shoving a cock-like instrument deep into her husband's ass, but so far she was playing along...
I was so turned on I couldn't contain my glee. I think she liked seeing me this way.
She pulled into the parking lot in silence. I could tell she was nervous so despite my undeniable giddiness I did my best to calm her nerves.
"Don't worry Honey." I said as I gently kissed her forehead "If anybody we know sees us, they'll just be jealous. They don't know what we're purchasing anyway."
"You're right" She said, "let's do this!" as she headed quickly towards the door...
Once inside she was in awe. She and I had been to a sex shop or two for lotions and condoms when we were dating, but this shop was much bigger and had a much wider selection of product.
"Oh my." She said as her eyes panned the mega store. "Oh my..." she said again. Her eyes were wide open and her expression was blank as she panned. "Lead the way" she said to me.
I casually lead her through the store. We looked at vibrators. We looked at butt plugs and dildoes. I patiently watched as she allowed her curiosity to flow. I answered her quiet questions, particularly about some of the toys she knew I owned...
