Finally on the Receiving End
For years I've fantasized about being pegged by my wife. Years ago I even bought a feeldoe and did my best to talk her into using it with me. She simply wasn't into it. It was awkward. I think she was worried that I was about to "come out." She didn't want to "be the man" in our relationship.
So with that failure my desire was securely locked away in my head, allowed out only when I could slip away to play alone with my feeldoe. I imagined my wife on the other end but after my orgasm the thoughts were again locked up tight.
I have, over the years, amassed a considerable collection of butt plugs, dildoes, prostate stimulators and anal masturbating toys. I often wear a plug when my wife and I make love so she is aware and has become more comfortable with my "ass fascination" over time. She's no longer worried that I might "turn gay" and leave her.
As just the two of us headed to town for our Christmas shopping trip last week, she casually said in a playful way "if you're really good today and let me shop without hurrying me, I might take you to your little sex shop and pick up a present for you."
I was more than a little surprised. I paused to think carefully about my response.
"Really, what inspired you to make THAT offer? Not that I'm complaining, you've just caught me off guard."
"The kids are going to be gone next Friday night. I just thought you might like to enjoy a little 'holiday treat!" She responded with a wink... "Think about what you might like to pick up and we can talk about it in between shops." She said.
Of course my mind whizzed about from plugs to rings to vibrators, lubes and costumes— there are so many possibilities...I think I was actually getting high from just the idea of shopping with her in my favorite store!
As I really thought about it, however, I calmed down and came to the conclusion that I already had all of those things and the only thing I really wanted was to have her choose a harness that would enable her to fuck me in the ass with my Luxe (I call him Luke) vibrating 8" dildo. So that's where my head was but expressing these thoughts to her was a whole different matter.
Eventually, after many stores and many purchases, we returned to the car and our conversation came back around to the subject.
"Have you thought about what you might like from your little sex shop?" She asked...
I paused again. I wanted to tell her the truth, but I feared her response. I just sat in the driver's seat and stared straight ahead for a minute (which seemed like an eternity.)
"Honey, that's ALL I've been thinking about." I slowly responded...
"Well, well.." she said as her eyes opened wide "what are you thinking you'd like from your store?" she continued as a playful smile came to her face.
I gathered myself and mustered the courage I needed. "Honey I have a lot of toys, as you know," I said slowly. After another pause to muster my courage again, I continued "the only thing I'd like from there is a harness that would hold one of my dildoes and allow you to wear it like your own cock so you could have your way with my happy butt... There, I said it..."
Her expression went blank.
"Okay..." she continued slowly. She was thinking hard about each and every word as she tried to wrap her head around my shocking suggestion. "I'd have to think about that." She said softly. "You want me to wear a harness and fuck you in the butt. Hmmm. I really have to think about that."
The car was quiet as I drove to the next few stores.
We had dinner and not a word was spoken on the subject. We made one more stop after dinner and I pointed the car back towards home as we drove silently.
In a soft voice my wife asked "Aren't we going to stop at the sex store?"
"That's okay Honey, I have everything I need from there. If you think you'd like to try the harness sometime, just let me know and we'll come back."
She could tell I was disappointed but we both just let it be. I knew the risk I was taking when I brought up the idea, but I was still glad I tried.
