It was just a twenty-four hour flu, but it was lousy timing. It came on in the morning, but somehow I got through the meeting. It was important. I had already spent the best part of a week working on the design. Six bedrooms, all with en-suites, three reception rooms, a dining room, office, kitchen, utility room, conservatory, triple garage and a pool.
It would cost the best part of two million to build. If the client decided to go with my scheme, I could charge around two hundred thousand. All of it profit, less the rental for my one man and my wife as part time secretary office space.
I could tell he liked it. The money was not a problem. Saudi oil would provide that. He was one of the thirty something year old Saudis who liked life in London and who wanted his own place instead of staying at a hotel. A run down property in Richmond had provided the site. He wanted modern, so I had designed modern.
"It's good," he said. "I like it. I like it too much. It gives me a problem. Now I have to choose. Another architect has been working up an alternative and I like his design as well. It will be difficult to choose between you."
It was the first that I had heard of another architect competing for the work, but I played it cool, in spite of beginning to feel a little feverish.
He checked his watch.
"I have someone to meet in half an hour," he said. "But we can discuss your proposal over dinner this evening if you are free. The Mayfair Hilton? Seven thirty? Bring your wife. Make it an evening to enjoy, not just business."
It was a Wednesday, and we had no other plans. Laura would be only too happy to have dinner at the Hilton. I confirmed. He got up from the sofa we had been sharing as we reviewed the designs. We shook hands. He thanked me for my work, and left.
I phoned Laura.
I told her how the meeting had gone, and about dinner that evening. She was fine about it.
I shivered. Maybe it was just a sugar low. I went for lunch. After lunch, I went straight home. It was not a sugar low. I was not too good.
I had thought I would just take a nap, and get myself feeling better for the evening. I went to bed around three, and slept immediately. From then on, everything became a blur.
I remember Laura checking on me, saying I would need to make my excuses. There was no way I could go like that. I tried to argue, but realised that if I did not have the strength to persuade Laura I could cope, there was no way I could sell my design as we discussed it over dinner. I would have to take the hit if I lost the job. That was life. Laura found the client's number and made the call to let him know we were not coming.
After that, I remember Laura showering, drying her long black hair with her drier, even using it on her pubic hair, as she always did. She kept it wild, and toweling it was not enough for her high standards. Then she started dressing. Saying something about his suggesting she came on her own. She would try to keep him sweet.
In my haze, I tried to work out of those were really stockings that she was rolling up her legs. Whether she had put on a bra before she slipped the black dress over her head, I could not be sure. At some stage she kissed me, saying she would see me later. I dropped back into a sleep, dreaming.
It was not just her bra I could not remember seeing. I could remember the stockings, black, with a fine diamond mesh that let her white complexion show through. I remembered a black suspender belt, but not panties, or a thong.
I remembered her back had been to me when she had put on the dress, her back pure milk white, her shoulder blades, spine and rib-cage well defined, her buttocks perfect globes of white, which meant she had not been wearing panties, and although I could remember the suspender belt around her waist, I could not recall the stretched back-string of a thong.
No. Definitely she had not worn a bra. Not with that dress. Besides she had bent over me as she had kissed me goodbye and I had seen her nipples graze the satin.
At least she would make an impression on the guy. She had made an effort. I appreciated that.
What time it was when she got back, I really had no idea. It was late. I knew that. I had been sleeping, and was only vaguely aware of her coming into the bedroom in the dark, using the bathroom, sliding naked under the duvet.
The red digital display had said something twenty three as I drifted in and out of fevered sleep. It might have been a two. Maybe it was a five. I was not sure. It had to have been a two, or was there a one in front, making it the two of twelve.
Dinner does not last that long. Getting back by tube would only have been forty minutes. After midnight would be late, but made more sense than after two in the morning, and after five would be ridiculous.
When I say a twenty four hour flu, in the morning I thought it would be less than that. I woke a little after nine, feeling so much better. The fever had nearly gone. I could almost think again.
At least Laura had gone to the dinner. I would call him later in the day to apologise again, find out how things lay. I got up, leaving Laura asleep in the bed, put on my dressing gown, and went down to make some coffee.
Laura's bag was on the table. Just a clutch purse, shiny black leather to match her dress. Then I remembered which dress it was that she had worn, the one that I bought her for our special evenings, not just backless, but with the sides bare as well.
Only the front of the dress rose in a curve on either side from where the back skimmed the groove between her buttocks, encasing her breasts, or trying to, narrowing to her neckl, and held there by a gleaming black leather collar.
The cut, and the fullness of Laura's breasts, meant that at the sides,the undercurves of her breasts were bared, which was why she had not worn a bra. Across her back, and at the sides, it would have spoiled the look. That exposure of her breast flesh at the sides, even if her wide areoles were concealed, was why she had never worn the dress with friends or relatives, but only where we were unlikely to be known.
I tried to remember what time had she got back? I really could not remember if it had been a two or a five on the digital clock, or if there had been a one beside the two, or just an empty space. The bed had seemed so empty without her there beside me. But just when her warmth had joined me, I did not know.
Still taking in that she had worn that dress to meet him, I poured boiling water on the coffee, put the top on the cafetiere, waited for a bit, then got impatient for the caffeine, pressed the plunger, and poured some of the strong, black coffee into a china mug. I needed it.