FAITHFUL, NO WAY
There was just no way, she told me out right, she was going to wear clothes, iron anything, ever, or be faithful. She didn't equivocate, didn't hide a thing, because she never lied. She always told it like it was. "If you truly want me, you will accept that," she said openly, with a bit of a frown. I did and I did. At our wedding party she met a man she liked and he was fucking her before the wedding party was halfway over. He was exhausted by dinner time.
On our honeymoon we had sex, then she took the best man in the laundry room on a pile of sheets. So from the start I knew what to expect. If I wanted her, I accepted her terms, and I did and I did, unconditionally. What kind of man could do that? Well, one who didn't mind, even craved, taking a backseat: a committed cuckold, a man who fantasized seeing his wife have sex with others is the kind of man it would take, and I was one. She loved sex and liked it with variety, a new flavor, and a bit of adventure. She would fuck on a whim, and she would perform for whoever was there to watch. It didn't matter to her who watched.
She came back into our honeymoon suite and pulled her wedding dress over her head and said, "Well, he was really good." The only thing I liked better than knowing it was watching it, and she announced early on that the only thing she liked better than new sex was spectator sex. "You can watch me with anyone," she announced one night when I asked straight out if she would let me attend her fuck "sessions." She smiled and said, "Sure. You can sell tickets for all I care." She kissed me. "So you like watching, huh?" I confessed I did and she said she loved that. "I like showing as much as I like fucking," she said candidly. Then she smiled like she'd just revealed a big secret.
It worked out like a alliance made in heaven. She loved to fuck and I loved to watch her do it. I don't know why people like to show it off, and I am equally baffled by those of us who like to see them show it. That's just how some people are, I guess. Some people get a kick out of driving at crazy speeds and others love watching them do it. Some like to punch people in the face in a ring and get hit while they do it, and other people will pay hard earned dollars to see them slug one another, and usually the folks who pay to watch a fight don't want people slugging them.
It is a fact of life that a lot of us folks like to watch others do stuff, whether it's fuck, hit a ball, fight someone in a ring, drive like a maniac, or hit a little round, white ball towards a hole cut in the grass. It is an undeniable fact that we are a species of watchers. Why would anyone pay good money to watch something they themselves like to do without doing it themselves? Actually, I have no earthly idea. It just is the way it is with people.
When she brought someone home the other night and announced openly that she would be sleeping with him, I helped her set up the guest room. I was excited as we got the room ready. He was a good looking guy with a winning smile and big hands and large feet. Just the kind of guy I figured she'd go for and I truly wanted to see her do him. I watched them go into the guest room and my heart beat increased and my face got hot. I was as excited as she was, I think. His name was Collin and he was from the south and spoke with a heavy southern accent. He even said, "Yes, ma'am," a lot.
I thought back to one of my favorite porn films. I loved seeing Linda Lovelace take a cock to the back of her throat and perform what was affectionately known as deep throating. It famously became her trade mark, and I yearned to see my wife perform the same thing on some large-cocked stud who could give her a mouthful of organ that would spew down her throat, filling her mouth with his cum and sending her to heaven.