Authors note: A big thank you to all my fans. I appreciate the feedback. Keep favoriting, voting, sending emails, and leaving comments. I love them. They are what keep me writing. I don't need many fans to keep writing. I will write for those I have.
I know it's been over a month since I published. Truthfully when I started I had so many in my head they just churned out. I am still writing, they're just taking longer to finish. I have at least 4 more concepts in the queue and who knows what experiences will trigger more.
People ask where I get my ideas. If you want to know, I've updated my biography to include that.
To my detractors. Feel free to email and leave comments. I do have to say that I will be deleting many of your comments. I used to find them funny. Now they are just boring. The ones that are valid or interesting I will keep. I may even respond.
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As a writer of erotic stories I get a lot of feedback from my fans. I get a lot of hate mail too, but that's just part of the game. I try to respond to any non-anonymous email.
A lot of my male fans want pictures, to sext, or role play through email with me. I'm clear up front that I get enough sex and stimulation. I've done almost everything and sexting or role playing with random men is not interesting to me.
I clear them out pretty quick. I tell them that the role play I want is about them. The conversation usually goes like this:
"Tell me about, your wife."
"She's not really into sex."
"Ok, do you have kids over 18?"
"I don't want to talk about them."
I always respond, "Well, those are the things I want to talk about. So our interests aren't the same." That usually ends it.
The topics I am interested in, and write about, are cuckolding, incest, and group sex. In my stories I like turning a woman into a slut. I am not interested in cuckolding my husband. I love it when he cuckold's someone else's husband. It's happened in the past and was exciting. I'm not interested in anyone in my or my husband's family. I'm interested in making a woman do something with her family. Pushing her limits. I don't want her forced, or intoxicated to the point she does something she wouldn't normally do. I want it to be a conscious choice. If there are others involved, I want them to act by free choice also. My husband and I share the same fantasies.
Sometimes men say they want help trying to get their wives to cuckold them. The first thing I ask is 'have you told her your fantasy'. I offer to help but only if they prove they're real. In those cases I ask for pics. G-Rated. One of the wife and one of him with her. Usually they claim they don't have them, can't get them, or try to send something they downloaded from the Internet.
I've been a swinger, I'm good at spotting fakes.
Sometimes they're interested in their daughters. To prove their not just trying to sext with me i'll ask for a pic with them and their daughters. I've never received one.
I also get a lot of fan mail from women. Most are men pretending to be women. They want the same things as above, sext, role play, pictures. I weed them out pretty quick.
I do get female fans who say they want to talk. I always ask about them. Age? Married? Kids? Work? If they won't tell me I just tell them we have different interests.
However, once in awhile I get a true fan. Someone excited by what she read. I'm always interested in these. Some, most, just want to tell me they enjoyed a specific story. Sometimes they just want to talk about the story. Sometimes they tell me they can see themselves in the role in the story.
I always respond and ask what they specifically liked about the particular story, or if they don't mention a story, which one they liked best.
The rare fan, the one I want, is pretty, wants to explore, and is afraid. She's the one I like the best, the one I want to talk to. Usually she wants to be convinced or even controlled to do the things she really wants to do.
This story is about one such fan.
I received the following email. Nothing about it was unusual.
"I just wanted to write and tell you how much I love your stories. My husband introduced me to them. Sometimes we read them together sometimes alone. My husband loves the cuckold and wife watching stories. They turn me on too but we'd never be brave enough to bring a man into our lives, let alone to control us.
I responded as I always do. "Thank you so much for writing. Which of my stories did you enjoy the most, and what did you like about them?"
Usually, I either don't get an answer or I get a vague answer and then ignore the sender. This time that didn't happen.
The woman wrote back and mentioned 3 different stories. Each story involved a man entering their lives and seducing the wife. She described how they made her feel. I wrote back asking about her husband's reaction to those stories. She told me how excited they made him as well.
She then asked about my experiences. This is where I get suspicious. I told her, as I tell everyone, I don't mind sharing my experiences, but I get a lot of email from people pretending to be people they're not and who just want to get off on them. I explained that I would not mind sharing them, but only if the person was real and wanted to know, not to get off, but to understand how they happened. As usual I told her she'd have to prove she was who she said she was.
Now to be honest, this was a situation I wanted to know more about. I was willing to stretch my rules a bit to really see if she was real and take my time. As a swinger, I was used to sending my pictures to strangers and I really didn't worry about it too much. In that case it really depends on who initiated the contact and what your gut tells you. On the other hand I understood that other people did not have that comfort level.
In this case, she'd initiated the contact and was interested in pursuing but so was I. On the other hand I was less skittish.
I told her that I usually ask for a picture of the person I'm chatting with and one of them with their spouse. Most times people don't respond. She wrote back that she wasn't comfortable sharing pictures yet and asked if there was something else she could do.