Ellen and I grew closer over the weeks that followed our mutual revelation of our sexuality. While I had absolutely no difficulty accepting that she enjoyed occasional, one-off sex with other men, she could not quite get her mind around the simple truth that I found her desire for other lovers to be intensely erotic. But she had spent a lifetime hiding her secret life from family and friends. Indeed, her ex-husband Lee was the only other person who knew of her pattern of one-night-stands, and he neither accepted nor tolerated it. It had in fact cost Ellen her marriage and although this devastated her, she knew that she was both unwilling and unable to be sexually monogamous. Lee, to the best of my knowledge, never shared this unpleasant truth with anyone else. Perhaps he was being kind but more likely he felt some sense of shame that his wife sought out other lovers. Ellen too felt shame but while she would deny her desires for a period of time, she would always in the end indulge her secret desires.
I found it best to let Ellen take the lead in discussing this aspect of our relationship. The few times that I mentioned her possibly being with Rick or James again, she got quite upset with me. I learned not to push her and more importantly, not to suggest that she be with a man more than once. James was her financial adviser as well, but despite several pointed suggestions he had made for further play, she had turned him down. She had in fact acted as though their tryst had never happened and made it clear to him that he was to not to suggest otherwise. Both men I knew had been more than satisfactory in bed and while it made perfect sense to me to invite them back, it was not her nature to be with a man more than once -- that would be letting a man get too close and that she would never allow. It took time, but I finally understood that her carnal desires notwithstanding, she also had a need to bond with one man. Lee was actually her first long-term boyfriend and I was her second. While casual on occasion with her body, she was in fact very careful when it came to relationships.
So, I concentrated on developing my relationship with Ellen. She would on occasion ask me about how her being with other men might work and when she did I told her that she had carte blanche to enjoy other men sexually, assuring her that I would not be with other women. We had thoroughly discussed a possible scenario with Joey, a man she knew that I had actively encouraged my ex-girlfriend Susan to enjoy on several occasions. Ellen had all but grilled me on the details of bow this played out and I answered her honestly in all respects. Joey was a man I had found online for the specific purpose of pleasuring Susan and he was to my mind the perfect third for a couple. He was handsome, exceptionally well hung, skilled in bed, discreet, and also in a long-term relationship, which fortunately did not prevent him from indulging his own enjoyment of being an alpha male to other couples. Susan and I had played with him three or four times, and he had never failed to satisfy. Some men are wired for play with couples and he was the gold standard in that respect. Ellen asked endless questions about how this worked with Susan and me, and I told her. While I was dying to see Joey with her, I never pushed to make it happen.
I gave long thought as to the nature of Ellen's singular personality and sexuality. She was a bundle of contradictions and would require delicate handling. She obviously treasured our relationship, as I did. Her Catholic upbringing required her to be both a devoted wife and mother. She was in fact a wonderful mother to her only son but fell short as the devoted wife, although I knew that she loved Lee very much, despite her occasional indiscretions. She loved me as well, despite her two trysts with Rick and James. For the most part we were no different from any other couple. We went out -- we made love -- we enjoyed each other. But I learned that, with patience on my part, Ellen would bring up the subject of her being with other men and how that might work. And in each instance I would assure her that I would both accept and enjoy her 'indiscretions' and I had enjoyed the two instances when she had 'strayed' with Rick and James. And she would always return to how Joey might fit into the equation of our relationship.
I had in fact a specific scenario in mind. I had seen Ellen in her full womanly magnificence, wear a Catholic schoolgirl outfit. I envisioned Joey fucking her, pleasuring her, taking her "innocence", and slutting her out. I told Ellen of my dream scenario. She would be dressed in the innocent Catholic schoolgirl outfit of her youth. Joey would come to her -- undress her -- bed her -- and release her from the shame of her desires. More than once, we discussed how this might play out. Ellen always was wet with the thought of giving herself to another man in this way. but equally as reluctant to take this all important step with a man that she loved.
One Saturday, as we were lying together, basking in the glow of our lovemaking, Ellen looked me straight in the eye and asked me if I would have a problem with her being with another man sometime soon. I of course answered that I wouldn't, and asked her what she wanted. She paused for a moment and then asked if I was serious about the scenario we had discussed with Joey. I told her that I was quite serious and ready to make it happen. Ellen told me to contact him. And then she turned over and went to sleep as I held her. My mind was reeling!
The next day, I contacted Joey. We exchanged a few messages about Ellen and he of course was more than willing to be with her. I told Ellen and she said that it was up to me to make it happen. And make it happen, I did! I purchased a Catholic schoolgirl outfit for Ellen and told her how my scenario would play out. She was to wear it one evening. I would bind her magnificent breasts with elastic tape, so as to hide her womanly charms. She would wait in my bedroom for Joey, blindfolded, so that she would not see the man who would take her. Ellen was excited and asked me over and over again about how this would play out. Joey was on board and so, the following Saturday, we were agreed to make this happen.
Ellen was increasingly turned on as Saturday approached. I treated her to a full spa treatment Saturday morning -- facial, massage, pedicure, manicure. Saturday afternoon, she returned to me, glowing from her pampering, and only too willing to give herself to me. I declined, telling her that I wanted her to save herself for her Joey. This excited Ellen, which surprised me a bit -- and pleased me even more. She napped and we relaxed together. Joey was due to arrive around 6:00, so about an hour beforehand, I ritually dressed her. After removing her clothes, I bound her full breasts with athletic tape. It was not an easy task to mask her womanly shape, but I did a good job. I slipped on her white blouse and then a pair of white, unflattering panties. And, as we had agreed, I slipped on a blindfold. Ellen looked totally virginal when I completed the look with her plaid skirt. and her clean, crisp white blouse. She sat on the edge of my bed, looked at me, and asked.
"When does Joey arrive?"
"Soon," I answered. "Wait here." We kissed deeply and passionately. And we both waited. -- but not for long.
