[:::: Authors Note ::::]
Welcome to Part II of Double or Nothing; thank you for the feedback on Part I.
I'm still working to find my groove with editors and of course, thank you to Kite for working with me on the story. I think we all know grammar is my most significant challenge; all my family and employees tell me all the time. This is causing some delay as I work with editors to refine my storytelling quickly. Mistakes that are left are due to my tweaks on the final edit.
Now I am trying something I think is a little different in the context of an LW story, so I am not sure how it's going to work. For context, I know people in a relationship similar to what I am going to do here. I'm drawing on conversations and questions over the years as a base for this part of the story.
Now back to the story; if you haven't read 'Double or Nothing Part 1', you don't need to as you should be able to pick up enough of the story to know what's happening with our main character Terry Other. But if you can spend the time, check it out to get the full context. This part is a long read at over 22,000 words, and we're going to zig and zag a few times in the next couple of parts, so bear with me everyone!
Lastly, I have written Parts III, IV and V, so I am getting edits on part three as I publish this, so cross fingers, it shouldn't be as long between parts.
Enjoy Double or Nothing Part II
[:::: Double or Nothing Part II ::::]
Loaded down with the tools of my trade and all my worldly possessions that matter to me, I eased my truck onto the highway. I kept switching radio stations, looking for something that would suit my mood. Each station felt like it was playing the sombre march of my life from the past six months. Songs of loss, betrayal, or how 'I've been done wrong'. Rock songs screamed pain; classical stations played mournful music, pop songs talked of cheaters and country, well, country songs told how my woman left me and stole my dog. Each station told of my woe but not of my future. In the end, I ended up changing over to Spotify on my mobile, synced into my truck Bluetooth and listened to some casual chill hop tunes, music but no words that I could relax and enjoy the drive.
The reason I was going? Well, a little over six months ago, my wife of over fifteen years left me for another man, a pudgy self-obsessed doctor. Actually, as I recently found out, a surgeon with a superiority complex and a narcissistic sneer that would make a politician cringe. To make matters worse, it wasn't just my wife that betrayed me; my daughter, Mackenzie, bought into what her mother was shovelling and left me as well. As I understood it, she had been working with her mother for over a year, doing the paperwork to have the fuckwit doctor adopt her made me irrelevant in her life.
Then, after all of that was complete, adding insult to injury, both women turned up on my doorstep the day I was leaving town. My ex-daughter, now adopted by the aforementioned fuckwit, Dr Stephen Morrison, wanted me to spoil her and give her presents. I will admit, I was a little brash in my response to her. I told both women they were dead to me.
Neither of them had any idea where I was going or what I was doing, but I'm sure they assumed it was as a plumber, which was my qualification and one of the main reasons they left me in the first place. Apparently, a plumber is not as good as a doctor in their books. So, after the divorce and the crappy adoption process, I was driving about six hours away from Maitland to Bathurst to join Delotiz Inc as their new quality manager.
I had met the owners, William and Martha, the night my ex-family left me with nothing but a 'Dear John' letter at our local hospital. Throughout my divorce, they kept in contact; then, once it was done, they offered me the lead quality manager for their plumbing product range. It was a big deal, and this was why I was now heading south and trying to find the music to listen to that wouldn't make me shed tears, having lost my family.
A couple of years ago, I had bought a second-hand Ford F-Truck and then proceeded to gear it out for my work. I replaced the tray with custom-built toolboxes and installed a new bull-bar with hi-intensity lights and a heavy winch if I got stuck in the mud on a job site. I also installed surrounding lights for night works, giving me the ability to work day or night pretty much anywhere.
The few times Carol, Mackenzie and I had gone camping, the fit-out on my truck had been invaluable. Between my customisation and the four-wheel-drive capability, I was happy my truck could go anywhere. It did use more fuel than a usual ute that was common in Australia, but I felt it was worth it.
As I drove the first couple of hours, I thought about the last few years, and now with hindsight, I could see both women pulling away from me. It was never overt, but passionate kisses from Carol turned into chaste kisses, then pecks on the cheek. With Mackenzie, we would go on dad and daughter dates to the shops or a café where we would talk about everything and anything. It moved from that loving relationship where she loved to spend time with me into a 'dad, what can you do for me' relationship.
I had loved both of them so much I never saw it coming. My sister Kim told me it was because I loved them so much that I made allowances for the inconsistency, never thinking I would be betrayed by those I loved so much. I would still have been ignorant to it all if Carol had not had an affair with Dr Dickhead, and he convinced her to leave me. While I hated the asshole with a passion for stealing my family, I suppose on reflection; if it weren't him, it would have been someone else sooner or later; Carol just wanted to trade up and be rid of me.
At one point, I pulled into one of the highway service centres and filled up my fuel tank. I went inside and to pay and picked up a couple of drinks and snacks. While inside, I caught the weather report on the TV hanging from the wall. There were a couple of big storms coming over later today, perfect! The weather was going to reflect my mood. With the fuel topped off and a quick check on my tie-downs, I was back on the highway and cruising along at a decent pace.
I was hoping that I would make it to my new two-bedroom unit by early evening. I had just over a week before starting with Delotiz Inc, so I had plenty of time to walk or drive around. Being outside Bathurst here in Australia, I also wanted to check out 'the great race' track. Having grown up watching the race with dad, driving around the track was a bucket list item for me. I was also looking forward to checking out the local cafés and bars. Coffee and evening beverages are the staples for a traddie like me, so knowing the right spots would help me make new connections and relationships.
As I continued my drive, I continued reflecting on my life lately, beginning to feel depressed. Despite my recent conflict with Carol and Mackenzie, I still had no real idea why they had done to me what they did. For fucks sake, they pulled out a restraining order on me, preventing me from seeing either of them or doctor dickweed during the divorce process, all the while demanding that I allow Mackenzie to be adopted, becoming Mackenzie Morrison and no longer my daughter. Kim, who was both my older sister and my lawyer, convinced me to sign the documents as with the time and effort that went into everything, this was something that both of my betraying women had done with complete understanding.
The weather darkened with my mood; dark clouds gathered as I drove, almost feeling like the oncoming storm knew of my anguish and pain, deciding to take it out on the ground I was driving. Perhaps if I were lucky, the storm would pass over the Morrison household and lightning would strike the house and burn it to the ground!
As the rain began, my internal anguish continued to build, and I started to feel really sorry for myself. I was sure that my windows were up, but for some reason, my shirt was getting wet with water as I continued to feel the pain of my lost family. So with the weather pouring outside, water from my tears poured inside, and I mourned and drove.
The heavens really opened up then, and the rain started coming down in sheets of water. The rain became so heavy that I had to slow down somewhat, ensuring that I could see the road ahead as lightning split the sky and thunder rolled across my dual-cab cabin. For almost two hours, I drove through the storm, sometimes light and easy other times so heavy I could barely see in front of me. Through it all, I wept. The betrayal, the love, the hate, each signpost I passed gave me distance, each tear a memory of love, each lightning strike outside a reminder of pain.
I spotted another service centre and pulled over; driving in a storm like this is exhausting; it takes concentration. Add the processing of my emotions, and I was pretty tired. I again topped up my fuel tank and pulled into one of the parking bays, falling asleep to the sound of the storm washing the heavy rain against my windows.
It was only half an hour later when I woke, and I must admit I felt a whole lot better. Also, it looked like a large part of the storm had passed. It was still raining, but a lot lighter, and much of the lighting and thunder had moved on. I took it as a good sign, switched back over to the radio on a local country station, started up the truck, then got back on the road.
I was on the road for about an hour before the news announcement came onto the radio.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, we apologise for the break-in our programming; however, the Bureau of Meteorology has just announced a superstorm cell that is developing right behind the storm front that has just passed over the Sydney region. As a result, all residents from Newscastle to Orange are asked to seek shelter due to potentially damaging winds, hail and flooding rain."