She sits on the seat in front of her make up table. As she does her eye makeup, staring into the mirror, she talks to me.
"Do you want to fuck me?"
She leans in, concentrates on her left eye, brushes dark dusting onto the lids.
"Yes, Ma'am, yes.
I stammer, stare with a shocked look on my face.
I'm naked except for a pink ribbon tied around my soft penis, up around my balls pushing them up and out in front of me, big pink bow on top of it all that accentuates my little-boy like thing. The only other thing I wear are pink 3" heels. It's my 'house outfit'. I'm the way she prefers when in our home, naked and in sissy like display.
"Don't look so shocked, honey. I think about that. I really do. I've been thinking about that a lot lately. It's been a while."
She brushes deep black eye liner across her lids. Concentrating on her eyes, she talks absently to me.
"Well, that's not going to happen tonight. But it crosses my mind sometimes. It really does. And you are my husband after all. Your little thing doesn't satisfy me like my boyfriend's cock does. But I do think about you doing that for me. I can't always get to him when I need it. We both know that, both know what I need in a lover. And honey, as much as I love you deeply that isn't you, not your little thing. But like I said, you are my husband and I've been thinking that it's not right that I deny you like I do."
She looks at herself in the mirror. She is wearing heels, thigh high lace top stockings, panties and push up bra, all black. Her short, low cut-back dress is laid out on the bed.
"Yes, Ma'am, I know. Please consider letting me fuck you. Please. I try to be so good for you."
"Remember what it was like in the first couple years in our marriage? You could never seem to make me cum. Sometimes, but not often, rarely in fact. And we both know you have control issues."
She applies eye liner, turns her head slightly from side to side. She looks at herself in the mirror.
"Do you remember the rules? I haven't heard you recite them in a long time. It's been a while, can you tell me the rules?"
She glances back toward me in the mirror.
"Yes, Ma'am, yes. If you let me into you I pump the way you direct me to, never aggressive or selfish. I am not allowed to cum in you. That is for your lovers, for real men. If I start to feel like I'm going to cum I pull out of you immediately as fast as I can, go to my knees on the floor, apologize and beg your forgiveness for lacking control. I stay focused on pumping to make you cum, to please you, Ma'am. Only you."
She giggles, turns and looks at me.
"Yes, honey, very good. But you left out the most important part."
She reaches out, runs her hand up the front or me. She feels my penis stir, jump in her hand.
I get instantly hard, little erection bobbing in front of me.
"I stop the instant you snap your fingers, pull myself out of you and go to the floor on my knees."
She laughs loudly.
"Yes, little man, you said that. But you left out the most important part. You thank me profusely and worship like the goddess I am. You convince me that you're worthy of being allowed to be in my pussy with that little thing."
She burst out laughing loudly, watched as she saw me wince, saw my face turn bright red, afraid that I'd offended her.
"Calm down, honey. I'm in a very good mood tonight. Mama's not angry with you. And I am going to let you fuck me. Just not tonight. I told him I was going to make that happen. I know at first I saved all that for him, it was only right. He's my boyfriend and I wanted him to feel special. But I've been with him for almost a year now and I told him that sometimes I need to get fucked when he's not around. And he protested greatly, don't think he didn't. But I told him that you are my husband I wanted to let you fuck me sometimes too."
She stood, moved up close to me. She smiled at me. I felt her hand cup my little penis. She felt me throb in her hand.
"You've been allowed to go down one me, masturbate when you're a good boy and do all your housework properly. And you've learned to control your little hissy jealous fits quite nicely. You can't say that my riding crop didn't help with that."
"Yes, Ma'am."
She put her other hand on my naked butt cheek, cupped it. She held my little erection in her hand firmly.
"I'm going to increase your responsibilities, reward you letting you in me, letting you fuck me, lover boy. I'm going to make you my little sex toy from time to time. I've decided to use this little thing for something other than your humiliation and whipping. You should be very grateful for that, no?"
She kissed my forehead.
"Oh yes, Ma'am, yes, yes. I am. I am. Please, tell me when..."
Her hand came up off of my penis, her finger went to my lips, silencing me, other hand slapped my butt firmly.