Preface: This is a fictional story intended for adult audiences. This story is about vengeance and adultery. There is no sex in this chapter.
Sunday 5:16 PM
"Just between you and me Mr. Vickers, I don't believe a quarter of what they've been saying," Nurse Bishop confides.
"I see ma'am," I respond with a smile as she backs me out into the corridor. "Are you sure I can't just walk out of here ma'am? I sure do feel funny making you go to all this trouble when I'm about twice your size."
"Don't you fret about that Mr. Vickers, I've handled fellas your size my whole life and I'm guessing I'll be still be handling them for quite a while yet."
"I have no doubts about that ma'am," I nod sincerely. "And I would appreciate it if you would call me Jake."
"You seem way too nice a man to be caught up in all they say," She continues. I smile as I know she's just twisting the conversation back to dig up any more juicy tidbits.
I really don't mind. Even those of us that don't work inside hospitals are familiar with how infamous their grapevines are. From what the doctor told me I'm sure I was the talk of the ward for several days. I don't say anything further and I'm smiling inside, knowing the matronly nurse is about to bust a gut. She's been nothing short of my own mother this entire weekend taking care of me while I recover.
My mind drifts for a moment recalling my conversation yesterday morning with the doctor who admitted me Friday night. Some of the details escape me as I was still a big groggy from the anesthesia. My memory does focus on a few salient points:
"Your left testicle will recover fully, it's just a bit swollen and should be fine in a day or two. Your right testicle is another story. The arterial tear deprived it of a direct blood supply. It's fortunate you got here quickly after the injury occurred otherwise you would have lost it for sure. Even now I only give a fifty-fifty chance of getting partial function restored."
"What do you mean by partial?"
"If the blood flow continues to improve within the testicle, it should likely resume about half the sperm and hormone production. My major concern is that if the blood flow does not improve the gland will atrophy. In this case I would strongly recommend we remove it."
I swallow. "But you think it will improve?"
"I believe there is an even chance. I like to be optimistic with my patients but I don't want to fill you with false hope. I wouldn't advise doing anything strenuous for the next few weeks and especially refrain from sex. You need to rest and take it easy until I've had a chance to clear you for more activity."
I nod.
"How did you become injured Mr. Vickers?" He asks.
I glance up at his face searching to see if this was really a medical question or a hunt for gossip material. I decide on the former yet see no reason to fully disclose what happened. "I'm not a hundred percent sure Doc. I think I blacked out and I don't really remember much."
"What do you remember?" He presses.
Thinking for a moment I say "I think I got twisted up in an unusual sexual position with my wife and something went totally wrong."
He jotted a few notes in his chart and glances up and holds my vision, his pen poised over his chart. "Would you like to tell me what really happened?"
With the best attorney face I respond "that's what I think did happen."
He continues to stare at me for a few more moments and then jots a few more notes in his chart. I take the opportunity to turn the tables.
"How did I get here Doc?"
"You don't know?" He responds with surprise.
I shake my head. "First thing I remember was waking up here this morning," I say truthfully.
"From what has been written in your chart and from what I been briefed by the emergency staff, I believe your wife dropped you off at the emergency entrance in a comatose state.
"You believe?" I question.
"Yes. A man and a woman carried you into the emergency room. You were wearing only your boxer shorts and a robe. They stayed only long enough to say you had been injured in the groin. The two of them left and the woman returned a few moments later with a gym bag that contained clothing. She dropped the bag next to you and then tossed your wallet on top, saying you had an insurance card somewhere inside of your wallet. She then disappeared back outside. The emergency room staff sprang into action and immediately starting treating you."
"What makes you think it was my wife?"
"Only because one of the orderlies ran outside to try and catch the woman so that she could be asked more questions about your condition. He overheard an argument between the woman and the man she was with, and the man referred to you as her husband."
I sigh and lie back in my bed. "Have there been any calls for me?"
"You'll have to check with the nurses." He stares at me for a moment, his quivering pen still poised above my chart.
"You were brought in with what proved to be semen all over the side of your face." He adds matter-of-factly, his pen still poised and waiting.
I look up at him askance. "I told you it was a very unusual position."
He stares back for a bit with one eyebrow raised. "So you did," he finally says. "I think that's enough for now. You realize you're going to have a lot of swelling, especially on the right side? I expect the swelling to last at least another week and that's if the blood supply improves as I hope. Swelling of that type and duration is normal for the type of injury you sustained. We have you on some mild pain medication, but I'm afraid when the anesthetic completely wears off you will be quite uncomfortable. Worse, urination will cause you even more discomfort. It's important that you stay on as low of dose of pain medication as possible. I gave you a rather strong dose of codeine but I want to switch you over to plain aspirin. The aspirin will not be as effective in pain relief but it will help the thin your blood and hence improve blood supply. But don't hesitate to let me know if it's unbearable? For now, it will help if you keep from moving." He lays a hand on my upper arm. I look up at him attentively. "Let me know if it's more than you can stand," he repeats with emphasis.
As Nurse Bishops wheels me toward the entrance, I think to myself,
"and he wasn't kidding."
My mind drifts back to other events that occurred the previous day:
They ran an IV drip and I got to the point where I just had to go to the bathroom or I was going to piss myself. Funny, up to that point I had been afraid to look at my cock and balls. They told me they were going to be OK. Well at least on the left side and they had high hopes for the right. At the time being that was good enough for me. But the doctor's warning about urination had me worried and I was trying to hold it as long as possible. I finally couldn't wait any longer and started to try and get out of bed. The burst of pain quickly told me I was going to need help. I pushed the call button and Nurse Bishop was Johnny-on-the-spot. I told her that I needed to urinate and needed help. She laughed said I didn't need any help and to go ahead and piss. I raised both eyebrows in question and she whipped back the sheet covering me. There snaking out of my hospital gown was a tube leading to a bag fastened to the side of my bed. I smiled and nodded in understanding. I was a bit embarrassed with her standing there so I reached down and pulled the sheet back up and relaxed my bladder.
I almost passed out again. Never had I felt pain like that. Well, maybe Friday night but this seemed as bad. The only mercy was that once the flow started the pain started to subside. I closed my eyes in a mixture of pain and bladder relief. A sudden coolness touched my forehead and I opened my eyes to see Bishop applying a wrung out wet cloth. She told me it wouldn't be anywhere as bad the next time and thank God she was right.
"That's awful nice of you to say that ma'am," I acknowledge. "You've been a blessing this entire weekend and I can't thank you enough."
"You needed a little help but not too much. I don't believe it does any good to coddle."
"Neither do I ma'am," as she wheels me into main reception area. I gingerly get out of the wheel chair to sign a few forms and turn to thank you one last time.
"No you don't young man," she says firmly patting the wheel chair. "You know as well as I do you have to be wheeled all the way to the door. You trying to get me fired?"
I laugh. "No ma'am, I was just trying to avoid sitting."
She laughs herself and holds the chair steady for me as I sit back down, even more gingerly than I got up. She pushes me the last few yards and suddenly a man in a suit appears directly in front of us, causing Nurse Bishop to stop suddenly.
"Jacob Vickers?" He asks.