Iām Lady Denisa and Iād been devastated by the death of my only adulterous lover. Iād fucked the young black pilot that single wonderful night. With my husband away at war Iād been so frustrated. For the first and only time Iād given up my resolve to be faithful to my husband and mounted the boyās big black cock.
Only hours later I watched in horror as his fighter plane crashed. This was 1944 and we British were fighting against the Nazi hordes. Kenny my lover was an American allied pilot and the first black man Iād ever met.
My husband Group Captain Lord Henry had returned on his first leave for over two years. Heād saluted the young pilotās memorial as an allied hero. But Iād a secret that I didnāt want to tell him at that moment.
This was that I was carrying the black youths twins in my womb. Henry had sex with me in the usual boring missionary position. As usual it wasnāt erotic and I couldnāt help mourning the loss of my one effective lover and his much bigger black cock.
I knew that my husband would inevitably find out about my one sexual indiscretion and divorce me. But for now he had to go back and concentrate on fighting the war. This just wasnāt the time to reveal the mother of his children was a slut wife whoād cuckolded him. Iād leave it until it was obvious to everybody and then write to him with the devastating news.
Henry dutifully returned to his post and I carried on as normal, as nobody alive yet knew about my one fateful sexual indiscretion. However while I was riding my horse around the local lanes the war intervened again. Nazi planes dropped several strings of bombs on the airfield, the first explosion spiked my normally placid horse and it threw me.
I was winded and bruised and taken to the nearest hospital, luckily a civilian one. There I had a miscarriage, I cried for days for my twin half cast babies, as they were the last link to my night of passion with my young black lover.
I resolved not to make the same mistake again, keeping my legs closed in future and resume my chaste wait for my wronged husband. However it wasnāt as easy as that, now Iād known real passion I longed for repeated full sexual release. For the first time in my life I masturbated, using the handle of my black hairbrush.
All the time fanaticising it was my lost young black lover fucking me and giving me orgasms. Unfortunately I couldnāt recreate the absolutely mind blowing sexual fulfilment his huge black cock had given me!
Still sexually frustrated I listened closely to the descriptions the other officerās wives gave of their multiple adulteries. Hoping this would give me ideas on a way to relive this sexual tension that constantly built up within my loins.
I knew from the women talk many of the wives were into gangbangs with line-ups of young enlisted men. No way would my upbringing allow me to do that! How could they let us women kind down like this way, not to mention their poor husbands?
But I became less judgemental when I suddenly realized Iād also got the sexual tensions that prompted their adulterous behaviour. It was hypocritical of me as Iād been as sluty as the other adulterous females.
After all I was no better than them and Iād done it with a black man. At least they only had sex with white guys! So if theyād got knocked up would have some chance of pretending the child was their husbands. Had my poor black twins survived Iād have not had that option.
I remembered Mary a very young officers wife, although having young lovers she kept them to one at a time. As she was far more discrete than the others I tried to glean ideas from her.
This was only for interest of course, in no way was I going to let my husband down by having sex with another man, of committing adultery again! No Iād learnt my lesson from my only lover, but Kenny had awakened my feminine passions and I needed to get relief in some way.
Mary told me about the other wives. Veronica was into gangbangs; sheād recently serviced over twenty young enlisted men in just one night. Even worse sheād boasted that the young males had lined up several times for repeats until sheād exhausted them all!
She thought this was over the top and I agreed. Although my knickers were soaked as I contemplated how it must feel to have a line up of young virile cocks. It was wonderful that us girls could have sex with as many men as we desired and have multiple orgasms. In comparison the guys even the most virile could only manage a few ejaculations in one night.
Mary told me sheād married the nineteen-year-old pilot officer on her eighteenth birthday. He was being posted to Africa under my husbands command the very next day. She said sheād promised fidelity to her husband in the base chapel and had intended to keep her vows. Theyād both been virgins on their wedding night. Though that first sexual experience using the thick skin condom was fumbled and awkward it had awakened her to carnal delights.
Though sheād not had an orgasm with her husband on their only night together she didnāt blame him. She loved her husband to bits, he was handsome and considerate but she desperately craved sexual release. Mary said she was determined to wait for her husband her first lover. But began to get frustrated as the months of enforced separation extended into a year without sex.
Mary said after a year of his absence without her straying she snapped. She was still a teenager and needed male company so much. She felt ashamed and still loved her husband but needed release desperately. Mary said she didnāt want him to hear of her playing around but her urges were too strong. So she decided the only way was to restrict her adventures to one guy.
Mary had picked out a potential young enlisted airman lover then got him sent to her to do gardening at her garrison house. When I asked how she did that she told me that a certain married sergeant arranged it for her.
She said there was a big drawback to this she hadnāt anticipated. Sergeant Chalky White expected payment in kind to arrange the trysts. He demanded that any woman who he procured lovers for had sex with him first! As he was an old sweaty overweight guy it wasnāt what sheād planed at all. She delayed making the arrangements for a long time because of this obnoxious proviso of the sergeantās.