It has been a crazy two years since I first let our paperboy have sex with me and I suppose that a church-going, middle-aged wife like me should be at least a little bit bothered by it but it's just not happening yet. Of course, it helps that my husband set me up for it and even though there is a word for women like me that I guess I am guilty of being, I can't get past the harmless sensation of a young man's cock stretching me both physically and experientially about once a month as long as my husband is watching.
Even though I was a virgin when we married and had been faithful for over thirty years, being the one to take Brandon's virginity felt kind of noble at the time since he was becoming a high school senior that had never even had a date and it was my husband offering my body to a kid in need. We like teasing men by letting them see into my shirts sometimes and Brandon had become a sort of project that summer as I coached him through his low self-esteem and social awkwardness while he was "accidentally" getting his eyes full of my braless boobs and pointy nipples when he stayed to chat after delivering the paper. My hair is long and blond and, thanks mostly to good genes, I'm still petite with a flat stomach and slim hips, and thanks to bench presses and my boobs being so small they don't really have any sag to them so I guess I do look a lot like a girl in her early teens to a curious boy's frustrated hormones.
You can read the story in "Tutor Tits" on this site but mostly you need to know that the morning he fucked me the first time, we weren't planning it and weren't sure how far it would go as my husband took advantage of my revved up libido and I knelt naked on the edge of the bed to let Brandon come up behind me to pretend it was still my husband touching me. He might have lacked experience but he was a typical teenage boy with fantasies fed by pornography and a conscience driven by hormones, so even with my husband there watching him, he discovered what touching a woman's clit could do as I lost my adulterous finger-fucking cherry to him. The mating instinct pretty much took over from there and he bred me doggy-style with an erection that changed me from that moment on.
I was so aroused that, once it was inside me, I can't say that I didn't like it but really I just wanted him to have his anonymous orgasm so that I could say I had done it for my husband. I knew that accepting a dare like that would turn us on for our own lovemaking just like him pushing me with my exhibitionism does and I thought we would get away with Brandon never knowing that I knew. But we got careless and saw each other in a mirror while he was cumming in me and once the ruse was gone I went back to being a tease whose pussy had been electrified by the experience.
I told him he couldn't fuck me again but there wasn't much to hide anymore so I left my clothes off and while I was teaching him how to French kiss I ended up on my back with him on top of me gradually getting my legs spread to come in me a second time. By then, I thought I had earned an orgasm and he learned where to lick me until I wailed and then I let him crawl back between my legs to defile me a third time while my husband looked on amazed at what his previously chaste wife had become.
Brandon was probably shooting blanks by the third orgasm as I more or less endured the tedious pounding that he delivered to my pussy that had never been used like that before. I can't get pregnant anymore but by the time his sweaty chest collapsed onto mine and his grunts matched the climactic thumping of his cock inside my married womb, I pretty much knew that I had already ingested enough of his sperm to bear his offspring of immorality. I might not have to worry about getting pregnant but that wasn't stopping an illegitimate life from growing in me that women like me aren't supposed to live.
I had my orgasm and was coming down from the seductive high that had let me get in that position in the first place, and as I lay there noticing the sponginess of his erection slithering in and out of me, I cringed at the thought that I actually could notice the difference in texture. Even with my husband's permission to do it, I should have felt some shame for becoming that familiar with another man's cock but instead I felt like I was studying it for future reference. There was a nagging awareness that I had been introduced to a fountain of youth that I would probably welcome again just for the thrill of it and as I milked his cock by instinctively clenching my pussy around it, I couldn't help feeling a lewd pride that only another middle-aged, long-time faithful wife would understand after discovering that she could still make a teenager want her for sex.
It's that teenage factor that made it happen in the first place. When I dress to be among friends or family, my boobs go pretty much unnoticed but when I want to tease strangers I go braless and my small breasts and up-turned nipples flirt through certain thin tops to get plenty of attention from horny adult men. But I've always considered those guys pretty easy targets who are just bored with their sex lives at home, and my ego is easily held in check.
When Brandon started showing an interest in my teasing that summer at his paper delivery times though, I was energized by the possibilities that I would never have believed would end in having sex with him, but did give me a sense of sexual adventure that was magnified by what was obviously a teenage boy sniffing around my body. Then, once I experienced the fullness of a youngster's cock spurting inside of me, I was able to call it the raw sexuality it has become as he still tries to impregnate me about once a month when my husband arranges it.
Brandon is kind of simple and as he left us on that morning after losing his virginity to me, even though I hadn't done anything to stop him from using my body, the circumstances were such that he could have believed he and my husband had sort of seduced me and he should never expect it again. So, for several months it was strictly a one-way affair while he emptied his hair-trigger into me for two minutes of riding doggy-style while I muffled obscene squeals into a pillow and we still pretended it was my husband injecting me with sperm. He let Brandon continue to think they were conspiring against me which kept Brandon happy and his mouth shut if he wanted to keep doing it.
It was unemotional and just seemed less complicated if we didn't have to acknowledge our affair. I didn't need an orgasm from him. That still came from my husband on other days and I loved it! I just wanted to know that a kid who shouldn't be was that excited by my body during the self-esteem crisis that all women my age suffer. It didn't really bother me that I was just a live masturbation aid for him as long as I could feel the sticky proof of his approval jetting into me every so often and my husband didn't care. It troubles me a little to type those words but that was enough.