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Daughter 02 Darkness Descending

Daughter 02 Darkness Descending

by jcap
19 min read
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Sara was always the loving, devoted daughter, but her loyalties are tested when her mother's midlife crisis shatters the family... and threatens her marriage.

How did weekly catch-up calls with her mom spiral into infidelity?

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Previously on Daughter:

Sara and Jon meet her family for their usual Sunday brunch, but something feels off. Sara's father, Tony, is tense, distracted, and exhausted, and her mother, Julie, is noticeably absent. Then, Tony drops a bombshell...Julie has been cheating on him, and he's filing for divorce.

The revelation sends shockwaves through the family, especially Sara, who had unknowingly been keeping her mother's secret. As the weight of her silence crushes her, Tony's disappointment cuts deep, and Jon struggles with his own fears about trust and marriage.

With tensions high and relationships fracturing, the once-stable foundation of Sara's family is crumbling beneath her.

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SUNDAY April 14, 2024 | 1 PM | Going Home

The clouds moved swiftly across the sky, swallowing the last traces of the early spring sun, leaving Sara in silence. A silence that echoed between her and Jon... cold and unforgiving as winter's deepest chill.

Jon's knuckles whitened against the steering wheel, his face unreadable... a mask of controlled silence that made Sara's stomach twist. She recognized that look... it was the same one he wore when talking about his own parents' marriage. She never thought she'd be the one to put that look on his face.

Jon, however, was reexamining past conversations with Sara. Had she misrepresented her values toward marriage and fidelity? They had talked about this multiple times before getting married. Had something changed? Could he build a family with Sara if she now thought about relationships the same way as her mother?

Sara turned as her fingers curled around her pendant, hoping that her grandmother's wisdom might break through to help her as she stared out the window, stewing in the mess of her own making.

"Mom said she finally felt alive again," she recalled bitterly. That she deserved to experience more before it was too late. That's what women do now, Sara. We don't let marriage define us anymore. We define marriage.

Sara had pushed back... hard. Told her she was wrong, that vows weren't just suggestions. But now, the words looped in her mind, twisting into questions she didn't want to ask. Had I been naΓ―ve? Was her mother right? Was monogamy becoming a relic of the past?

She turned back to glance at Jon. He had always been so sure. So steadfast in his beliefs. She envied that certainty.

Then the reality of the situation clawed its way back up.

Her mother had lied to her. Again and again. That hurt... like a mirror fracturing inside her all at once, each lie splintering deeper into her heart.

But it couldn't mask how disappointed she was in herself. She should have told her father about her mother's delusions before it was too late. Instead, she had let her fear, or something else, silence her, and now that silence had been mistaken for support.

Her mind replayed the brunch like a film reel she couldn't pause. Her father's face when he realized she knew... something more. His eyes transitioning from realization to shock... sadness, then anger. She had to turn away, shriveling under the intensity of that stare.

And now Jon was involved. She had tried so hard to keep this away from their marriage... to keep her mother's mistakes from touching them. But in doing so, she had let them in.

She wished she had time to call Em. Her best friend had a way of cutting through drama with brutal honesty... a skill she had mastered growing up in Hollywood's unforgiving spotlight. But no... she would face Jon on her own.

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They passed the unmanned gatehouse, and Sara's eyes drifted to the flower beds where the grounds' crew were planting vibrant blooms. As a child, she loved the pull of spring renewal, her favorite season, but now, all she felt was the inevitable weight of the conversation ahead of her.

Their building stood at the edge of the development, quiet and apart, like they'd wanted. The small westward-facing balcony had been a promise of days winding down with sunsets shared over wine.

Her cheeks warmed at memories of her and Jon on the balcony... his hands gripping her hips, the slow, intoxicating rhythm between them, or the way his mouth would leave her breathless beneath the stars.

Stars that twinkled into life behind his sparkling eyes, matching the millions of tiny stars exploding across her vision. He had a way of making her feel so safe...

But how safe was anything, really?

******

The elevator ride maintained the suffocating quiet, the hum of machinery filling the space where words should have been. Her pale reflection stared back from the polished steel doors, a silent judge she couldn't escape.

As the doors opened, Sara followed Jon into the hallway to their apartment. He held the door for her, then placed his keys in the bowl on the kitchen counter as he continued walking towards the bedroom hallway. She was about to call out to him, but heard the door shut behind him.

Frowning, she stepped into the kitchen and placed the take-home containers in the fridge. She prepped the coffee maker, set it to brew strong, took out two mugs, then sat on the counter waiting for him.

She watched the coffee drip steadily into the pot. The rhythmic sound, a contrast to the chaos in her mind.

"We agreed... one and done. No excuses." Jon's words from their engagement played in her head. She had believed them then. But now? Now, everything felt messier, uncertain.

"Would Mom have cheated if she and Dad had... adapted?"

The thought came out of nowhere, curling uncomfortably in her gut. "If she had been honest about what she needed, would things have turned out differently?"

She hated she was even thinking about it. Hated that her mother's voice was in her head, making her question things she had never questioned before.

Sara's hand drifted to her pendant as she stared at the wall in silence.

Her thumb traced the raised gold etching of the tree, just like when her grandmother used to hold her close. Telling her stories of resilience and strength. The pendant's warmth, as always, brought a fleeting sense of peace.

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Her grandmother's passing affected Sara deeply, and she was surprised that her grandmother entrusted the pendant to her instead of her mother. It felt almost like an unspoken bond between them, a legacy of silent support. She tucked the pendant back under her blouse as she heard the bedroom door creak open.

"This sucks..." thought Sara. "we rarely fight about anything." Their disagreements were usually about airing frustrations and then finding quick, loving resolutions. This was different... like the first true fracture in their marriage. Jon had been avoiding her eyes all morning, barely speaking at the diner or during the drive home. That never happened before.

And what was he doing in the bedroom?

******

Jon took his time choosing, and then carefully folding each piece of clothing into the small suitcase on the bed. He was determined to pack light, fewer pants, and more shirts. Workout tank tops for sure. Enough to last a week. His work things were already packed in his computer bag.

The news about Julie still gnawed at him, an ache just beneath the surface that brought up memories of his childhood. After his parents became dead set on destroying their marriage through infidelity, Tony and Julie Williams became his models for what a loving marriage should be. The way they spoke and cared for each other, the open expressions of love, the little touches of affection, were everything he hoped he could have with Sara.

They welcomed him into the family like a long-lost son. They celebrated his scholastic and athletic accomplishments alongside Sara's, and were thrilled when Sara announced their engagement. Jon knew he could talk to them about anything. Julie became his second mom. Tony his dad. He felt loved.

But now that was gone, or at least tainted. The family was in turmoil, and Sara found herself caught in the middle. He didn't want to be mad at Sara, but he couldn't stop feeling that she didn't do enough to protect the family. He was losing a second set of parents at the time that he and Sara were considering becoming parents themselves.

He wanted their children to enter the world surrounded by love... not divorce.

Jon's hands hovered over the suitcase zipper, his gaze snagging on the heart-shaped frame on the nightstand.... a heart-shaped picture of him and Sara wrapped in a kiss on the kissing bridge at a local Ren fair.

It felt worlds away...

******

The rumblings in the bedroom died down, and Jon strode out into the dining room area. Sara's heart dropped as he placed the suitcase and his computer bag by the front door. Turning into the kitchen, he paused before pouring himself a coffee as memories of happier moments of enjoying meals together with Sara entered his mind. He sat next to Sara on their island counter.

"Thanks for making coffee."

"You're welcome. Figured we'd need it." Sara's eyes lingered on the packed bags by the door. "What's with the bags?"

Jon didn't look up, his fingers tracing the rim of his cup. "Later. Not important."

His response hit her harder than it should have. Sara's chest tightened, the weight of his tone pressing down like a lead blanket. He never spoke to her like this... so distant, so dismissive.

"You surprised me today... and that's on top of the crazy news about your mom. We spoke extensively about monogamy and infidelity before we married. Especially because of my parents' situation. We agreed it was a one and done. No excuses. What's changed?"

"Nothing's changed."

"Then how could you accept what your mother was doing? How could you disrespect your father and not tell him?"

"Jon, that was never my intention. I never wanted to hurt or disrespect my father. And I didn't accept what my mother was doing. I tried to stop her... to reason with her. I pushed her to talk to dad and work through what she was going through before she broke any vows. She promised me she would. Repeatedly! I've been struggling with this..."

"I've noticed... You've been a little off."

Sara grabbed Jon's hand. "I'm sorry. I was trying to not let it affect us, but I failed... again. It was bad enough I felt so sad. I didn't want to drag you down as well."

Jon pursed his lips and shook his head. "So what happened? How did we get to this morning?"

Sara pulled her hand back and took a sip of coffee. Smoothing her hair from her eyes, she said, "I don't have all the details. I didn't want them... but I know the broad strokes."

"About six months ago, my mom said she was feeling old and forgotten... unappreciated." Sara traced the rim of her coffee cup, her gaze dropping to the pendant resting against her chest. "She didn't know who she was anymore, now that Scott and I were gone."

Jon's fingers tightened around his mug. "So, what did you do?"

"I tried to calm her down, told her to talk to dad, reconnect with him. I thought they could fix it... together... like they have in the past," Sara said, her voice trembling on the last word.

"Then, friends from work invited her to go out with them for Friday night dinners. A fun girl's night out, they told her. She'd previously said no... she was married, she couldn't... But, after talking about it with dad, he agreed it could be fun for her to get out a bit, so she joined them,"

"Dinner soon added, dancing at nearby clubs. They would dance together as a group, sometimes with strangers. My mother claimed it was all innocent. Her attitude became upbeat again. She was having fun."

"Why didn't she just invite your dad to meet up with her and go dancing on some of those nights?" Jon asked.

"I asked her that." Sara let out a slow breath, shaking her head. "She never answered."

Her fingers tightening on her cup. "Anyway, about six weeks ago, things changed. The attention started coming from younger guys." The bitterness in her tone sharpened. "They made her feel wanted again." She scoffed. "And dad? She swore it tore her apart... said she felt guilty... but that didn't stop her from going back."

"Then our weekly catch up calls shifted. She wanted my opinion on modern feminism... had my views on monogamy changed... did I agree that my body, my choice now included a woman's right to sexual expression and satisfaction? I was at a loss... I never thought about those topics... that way. So I pushed back and labeled them as being single girl problems... not married women's problems."

"Did she respond to that?" asked Jon.

Jon's question lingered in the air, heavy with expectation. Sara swallowed hard, her mind flashing back to her last conversation with her mother. The words still burned... I kissed him, Sara. Just once. He made me feel alive again.

She shook her head, forcing herself back to the present.

"No, though she admitted she'd been seeing this one guy... at the club. And she kissed him," Sara said, her voice barely above a whisper. "That's when it all clicked. Way too late for me, of course.... but she was already cheating."

"She admitted kissing him? Just like that?"

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Sara winced at the accusation in his voice. "Yea, like it was normal. I couldn't believe it."

"I screamed at her. She was cheating. I pleaded with her to talk to dad before it went any further."

Sara clenched her fists, her voice wavering. "That's when she told me not to tell dad, that she'd handle it... and like an idiot... I listened." She let out a hollow laugh. "By this morning's brunch, everything was supposed to be fine. All patched up, just like that."

Jon let out a slow breath, his fingers drumming against the table. Sara was smarter than this. He knew that. But Julie had a way of clouding her thoughts, planting doubts where there shouldn't be any.

"Have you tried reaching out to her?"

"No. Not since the last call two weeks ago. I don't know what to say to her. And she hasn't called me either."

"Your dad asked if she... guilted you into not telling him. What's that about?" asked Jon. Sara noticed the pause in his question, like he was choosing the right words.

Why did she allow her mom to guilt her into submission? Why did she listen and obey? She dropped her forehead into a hand and let out a soft sob. "I don't have an answer for that right now."

"Fine, table the question." Jon stared into his half-empty cup. This differed from his parents' situation. His father had been a serial cheater and his mother reacted badly to the revelation. Julie planned this. This was no accident. And Sara was an unfortunate pawn in the game. He looked up at his teary-eyed wife.

"Your dad's right, though. You knew something was up and should have warned him."

Sara's nod was barely perceptible, her gaze fixed on the speckled pattern of the countertop as if it might offer some escape. "Yes."

"It's disappointing. I wouldn't have expected this behavior from you, let alone the secrets...."

Sara's lips pressed tightly together... trembling.

"So, what are these new experiences she is having?" asked Jon.

Sara collected herself and responded, "I don't know. It was always vague... fresh places, new people is all she'd say. She talked about the dinners and definitely the dancing. About receiving a lot of attention, and compliments... it excited her, she felt desired..."

"Right... butterflies. So basically, going out and acting like she's single... leaving the possibility of sex open."

"Apparently..." she sighed.

"Sounds like the only fresh experience dad couldn't give her was a new dick."

Sara wanted to laugh, but the sound caught in her throat, twisting into a half-smirk. "Yeah..."

Jon strummed his fingers on the counter. Sara knew he was trying to keep control while processing his thoughts.

"Sara, we're going to have to work this out with your dad. He is going to need our support and we'll need him in our life. I can't see us bringing kids into our world without some healthy grandparents."

Did Jon just say we? thought Sara. "Yes. That's important to me, too. My dad seems like the only one that knows exactly what he's doing in this mess."

"One of the many reasons I like him," said Jon, "He's got solid morals, and he'll be a great grandfather..."

"... and that's what pisses me off about our part in this. I don't agree with how you handled this. He deserved better from his daughter and son-in-law."

Sara's head shot up. "What? Our part? This is my fault..."

"No, it's on both of us," Jon said, his voice rough. "We're married, Sara. Everything you do, everything I do..." He gestured between them, searching for words. "It reflects on us. When I make choices, I try to think about you, and how it will affect us. That's what marriage is supposed to be."

"I knew something was off with you. Maybe if I had asked and given you an opportunity to let it out, we could have worked through it together and avoided this mess... possibly saved their marriage."

"Jon, I..." Sara stumbled for the right words... This was wrong. How could he blame himself? For any of it? This mess was all her fault.

"The other part that pisses me off is how you kept this secret from someone you love. Yes," he said waving his hand, "I understand the circumstances were stressful... it's your mom and dad. But if you could keep something that important from your father, a man that has loved and helped raise you since birth, what chance do I stand if you decide to do something and keep it a secret from me?"

"Jon, no!" said Sara, raising her voice as she shook her head. "Don't you ever think that... I could never do anything like this to you... to us! I couldn't bear it."

Jon furrowed his brows and stared at her. Before today, he would have believed her. But doubt had taken root in his thoughts...

"Honestly. I never want to be that person. I would hate myself." She added pensively, "Your views on marriage are so strong. I've never thought about how our actions reflect on each other."

"It's how I've always seen it. Us against the world... right?" said Jon. "We don't operate in isolation. Everything we do, good and bad, reflects upon us as partners. We agreed to tackle life together. Otherwise, why marry me?"

"I married you because I love you and want to care for you. You treat me so well. I love being with you, and doing things with you. You make me feel safe. Safe enough to be open and expressive. No one has ever made me feel that way... I love how playful we are sexually. I want the future we've envisioned," said Sara.

"I want that as well. But I need to know that you are all in. Disrespect, like what you showed your father, will eat at our marriage until there is nothing left. You've seen it... you know what I mean..."

Sara nodded. She watched his face as he grappled with the demons of his past.

Jon had seen firsthand how disrespect could rot a marriage from the inside, leaving only bitterness and broken promises.

Infidelity had started the decline when Jon walked in on his father cheating on his mom with their neighbor. Then he learned his mother had done the same thing, before or after... didn't matter...

Counseling only completed their fall. Neither of them was brave enough to ask for a divorce, so they quietly dedicated themselves to their selfish pleasures while making each other pay.

She remembered when Jon first introduced her to them over Thanksgiving break during their first year of dating. They were pleasant when speaking with her individually, but when they were together, something as insignificant as passing the gravy could become a barrage of sniping remarks or heavily laced double entendres... always degrading. Jon was certain they were still cheating on each other. Like it was some weird sport between them... with Jon and his older brother Stephen being the only losers.

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