Amy's personal diary
December 5th
I don't think I can stop fucking black men now that I have been DPed by them. I have not told Mark that yet. Well not in so many words, but I think he gets the idea! It is the best sex of my life and I feel so sexy and sensual when I am with my lover.
Daniel said he loved looking at my wide-open vagina and ass hole, both full of black men's cum the other night after all those men were done with me. He said when they were all so aroused and filled me with black men's seed he felt I had two very beautiful holes. He told me, men, well most real men get hard instantly when they see a woman spread her legs and then use her fingers to spread her pussy lips like I did the other night for them. He was teasing me about Mark and how he let' other men fuck me. Then Daniel told me that when these men see my holes so full of the wetness from cum that it is clearly erotic for all to see.
Daniel's told me that inside the club the scent of me cumming and being filled with cum was a pure aphrodisiac to every man and woman in the place. He was glad I had some exhibitionist in me, and that it would be such a thrill if I got that electric jolt of embarrassed pleasure. You know the forbidden heat of doing something taboo and that next time my cunt would be gang banged while my husband watched me. The idea of that happening made my pussy wet and throbbing. I wonder how Mark will react to seeing that?
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Mark's diary
December 5th
I can't tell you why white men do it. I do it because both Amy and I like it. Can you tell me why black men do it? Why do they put such a high value on fucking white women? Particularly married white women? Is it a power play? Getting even for slavery? What is their motivation for fucking a white man's wife and bragging about it? Does it make them hot or pleased to know that they are forcing me, Amy's husband, to be submissive, a cuckold?
I think Amy really does still love me. I'm sure she appreciates the safety and security of our marriage, but I do truly believe that she loves me and only lusts after Daniel. I know she loves her kids.
I know that from watching them a few times and hearing about it other times from her that she and Daniel both really like doggie style fucking. And yes, she sucks his cock and swallows his cum. She does the same with me now. He won't eat her pussy but I will. So, I score there. She is a better fuck now that Daniel has taught her things. The only thing she won't let me do is fuck her ass. That's for Daniel and only him. I have been told point blank, 'no'.
These days, when she comes home from being with him and we fuck, she's stretched out pretty good and it doesn't feel the same. But she's usually also wetter than usual and hornier than usual. That combined along with knowing that just a short while ago she had his big black cock buried in her more than makes up for a lack of tightness.
When she goes to see him she almost always tells me not to cum until she gets back. She has never tied me up to keep me from jacking off, but she almost always tells me not to. But I do! I can't stand waiting and not cumming as I think of how that black cock looks going in and out of Amy's pussy.
I'm not really sure what they talk about after they have sex but I think they are pretty close. Not necessarily a lover but there's closeness now between them. After all, they are fucking each other.
If you recall, they now work together, and seeing each other frequently at work helps the relationship. I do think they talk about ways to turn each other on by humiliating me. She has often said to me when she gets home things like, "Daniel says you have to eat me out and clean his cum out of my pussy. Daniel wants to see me Friday night and he doesn't want you to come with me. Daniel wants you to buy me a new dress to wear for him on Friday. Daniel wants you to call him and give him permission to fuck me." Things like that and she knows it turns me on. I think they kinda work together on ways to make sure I stay humiliated and horny.
I have no idea what she would do if I told her to stop seeing Daniel. I know that she would be disappointed but I'm not sure what she would do about it. But, until last night when she came home from being gang banged, I had no intention of saying that. I had enjoyed the situation, I know she enjoys it greatly and I'm sure Daniel does too.
I really am not submissive in any other way but this one. At least I never have been prior to this situation. But I do like what we are doing and I didn't think I want it to stop until now. Like I said the other day, if Daniel was a white guy fucking my wife there would be hell to pay and I wouldn't put up with it, much less allow and encourage it. But, I do like sharing her with this black guy. I'm being pulled in so many different ways I can't seem to think. I need to talk with Amy and try to go back to the first time we agree to this. He fucks her and I get to watch. If she agrees to that I will not fight it. But being gang banged and ass fucked and DPed by a group of men is out of the question. The risk is just too much. Aids and other diseases are around and I don't want Amy to get them. I will talk to her.
It's like this. I have to tell you that it is so erotic when they are together fucking, almost savagely the first time because they miss each other so much. I love it when the emotional tug of war is happening with Amy and me when she is with Daniel. You know the guilt she feels for fucking Daniel and her feelings for her little cock husband, versus her feelings for her black lover who says all of the right things, and her feelings for that big black cock, which she tells me is making her more of a complete woman. And now I with my feelings when I start to actually bond with her black lover makes her so happy that I'm willing for her to enjoy sex like never before. All of this is driving me crazy.
When I see them together having sex or making love I am filled with such lust. Because I loves my wife dearly, the mother of my children, my high school sweetheart, it has a tremendous effect on me. My jealous feelings are long past. Now as I watch him lie on our marital bed and sometimes they allow me to gently caress my wife's foot and plant light kisses on her ankle and foot while he rubs her pussy, it's an amazing feeling. .
To turn my head and look up between her wide open legs to observe that long hard black cock slowly going in and coming reluctantly out as her pussy with her lips being dragged out with the thick cock is a sight to see. Then slowly the course is reversed and the cock disappears back deeply into her and I hear her moan in ecstasy. I find myself wanting to caress her black lover's legs and ass. He wants to do this with me here to see it. Not because he has feelings for me, but only because this man, this black man is providing so much more pleasure then I could ever dream of giving her sexually.
The first time I touched him while he was making love - no that's not right, while he was fucking my wife - I hoped that my wife's lover would not be offended when I touched his leg. There was one way to find out. So I reached over and slowly caressed his thick black leg, and as I did there was no response. But I'm sure her black lover felt the light caress, and to himself he must have been thinking no harm is done. Daniel understands that this bonding between himself and me is all about this beautiful white woman.
It's as if I am sending a message to the black lover, that if my wife decides that she is in love with him, the lover, he will allow me the husband to be included in this new life she has with him. You know, can he and I remain friends, and also be friends with my wife who I love so much. Yes, the power of his black cock, the power of this black man's sex is so great for Amy that I seem to sense that for my wife the pleasure won't stop because of me. This is only the beginning. That was until she was gang banged and Dped. Now I'm scared for her.
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