This is a TRUE story.
I've been married to my wife for two years, although we've dated ever since high school. She is 22 and I am 25. She was 15 and I was 18 when we started dating. I took her virginity at age 17 and she had been very loyal to me ever since. She's a gorgeous blonde; 5'6", Blonde, Green Eyes, 34B-26-36, 125lbs and has the smoothest soft skin.
She worshipped the ground I walked on and didn't want anyone but me. I guess I didn't know how good I had it. I'm the very driven type and try to be the best at everything I do. That mentality has stead me well as I have started to save and am becoming financialy comfortable.
There is one area that I am just lacking in and can't do anything about it, cock size. I am only about 6 inches long and not very wide. I didn't know that I was relatively small until watching some porno's and seeing black guys in the locker room after football practice. I started to wear a towel at all times in the locker room so as to avoid laughter from fellow classmates if they saw my size. From this time to this very date I have had a serious fixation with penis size, I guess you could say I have serious penis envy.
I started to think about how my Heather would act in bed with one of these well endowed guys. I started telling her about my fantasies in an indiscreet way, reading to her Penthouse Forum threesome letters and watching some porno videos with blondes and well endowed guys, usually blacks. Then I read her stories from Dark Wanderer. At first she thought it was disgusting but then she got more into them, soon she was suggesting we rent porno's. I then started making my own fantasies up and interjecting people we knew into them. She was interested to hear my stories, but she would always tell me that my size is fine and she would never "cheat" on me.
Things started to change when my then girlfriend started working at a hair salon. There was a stylish Thai hair stylist, Panh, that was about 32, lean and muscular, a black belt, and tattooed (all big turnons for my wife). He was immediately attracted to her, she was only 17 at the time. She was still a virgin (we'd just give each other oral sex), we had planned on waiting till we got married. We had been dating for two years at this point. I was away at college so he had a lot of time to work on her.
Panh evidently had a lot of experience with younger women and would tell her stories of how he'd make women scream when he had sex with them. He said he was hung like a horse. Heather didn't believe him cause she thought all Asian guys were small. One day at work he pulled her into the back room at the hair salon and showed her his mammoth dick. She had only seen mine before up to this point and she could not believe her eyes.
She told me later, "My jaw dropped and I just stared at it!"
He wanted badly to take her virginity and was very well endowed, about the width of a coke can and at least 10 inches long (by her account). He started coming over her parent's house and would "work out" with her, going for runs, lifting weights and practicing his "karate" form in front of her. He took every chance to whip his dick out in front of her, he knew exactly what he was doing.
When I'd come home on the weekends from college, she started to look at my dick a lot more and she would measure it and ask me if my dick was a normal size. She then started telling me about Panh. I was extremely jealous and told her that all he wanted was to fuck her and she said I was being silly.
"Panh and I are just friends, I love you, I'm not going to cheat on you!"
We had sex shortly after she started working there. She told Panh that we had sex and he was outraged. He wanted to take her virginity. I told her, "Can you believe the cheek of this guy, you're my girlfriend and he's getting pissed about me having sex with you?"
I was very angry about the situation and she finally realized that all he wanted was sex and so she quit the job and didn't talk to him anymore. But, the damage was done, the seed was planted, she knew that there were big dicks out there and all the stories I told her and the movies we watched were on her mind.
I dropped the topic of her experiencing another guy. We got married three years later and she would orgasm easily when we made love and we had a very happy sex life. But, I could not get the feeling of inadequacy out of my mind. I loved her dearly and wanted her to experience a large guy, but I was consumed with jealousy when I really thought about it.
That was my dilemma, did I want her to have sex with someone else or not? I was the only one she had ever had sex with, she's beautiful and she's all mine. Also, how would I convince her?
I had managed to not mention my feelings but after a couple of years of built up frustration and fantasies I admitted to her that I still fantasized very much about her having sex with a guy with a big dick.
She was anxious to know who it was I thought about, "Who do you think about? I'm interested."
I sheepishly told her that I thought of her and Panh since I knew he was big from her accounts and about big black guys. She confirmed her earlier accounts by saying, "He is! He's really thick and long, bigger than some of the dicks we've seen on porno movies."
She told me she had a feeling I was still into it for a long time. She has become much more comfortable with her sexuality and has a much bigger sex drive. She actually started to entertain the idea. I told her that it would have to be someone we didn't know and maybe from another city or something so as to not jeopardize anything between us.
She listened but said, "Actually, there's only one guy I'd agree to do this with." I was dying to know. "I won't tell you until you promise that if I tell you, we will go through with it, and if I don't, then we'll drop the issue." I had come this far and was extremely aroused, and she knew it, it could have been my best friend at this point, so I agreed that we would go through with it whoever it was. When she suggested Panh, I was insane with jealousy. He lived in the same city as us! He had made moves on her early on in our relationship! How is she still into this guy from three years ago?!
She then continued, "He is so freaking big, I knew in the back of mind that I wanted it from the first day I saw it!"
I eased into the idea over the next few days and told her, let's go ahead with it. She said she'd be too embarrassed to set it up herself so she had me call him. As soon as I mentioned Heather's name to him he immediately remembered her. When I told him that we wanted his sexual services he asked me, "Are you crazy, you want to share her with me? If it's true what she said about your size, she's not going to be happy with you after me." Before I could say anything else though he said he'd gladly do it. He said, "Whether you like it or not, I'm going to become a big part of your life!" I didn't really know what he meant by that at the time.
We had him come over for dinner. Heather spent extra time getting ready for this dinner date. Earlier in the day she had her hair highlighted along with a manicure. She had me do all the cooking and bought herself a new black form fitting dress and matching heels for the occasion. We were just having him over for dinner, but I guess she was just being a typical woman. About thirty minutes before he was due to come over, I started to get a real queasy feeling in my stomach.
I went to the bedroom to tell Heather I didn't want this to happen. She looked at me with one of the most pissed off faces I'd ever seen and said, "Shut up! You've been putting this idea in my head for the past five years and we're this close and you want to just stop it?! You can leave if you want but I am definitely going to do this." I told her I'm going to tell him to leave when he gets here and she smirked, looked directly at me and said, "It's way to late for that Hon, if there's one thing I know he's good at it's fighting, he'll kick your ass. Why do you think I picked him dumbass? I knew you'd try to chicken out at the last minute. He's coming to have me and he will, I know him." I actually felt intimidated by this statement and walked out of the bedroom dejected.