"I'll do it for me, not you. That means I choose who, when and how to involve you."
"What do you mean, involve me, Jess?"
"Sometimes you may be in the room, perhaps taking part, but other times you'll be excluded."
"That's cheating?"
"No, that's me telling you I won't be your slut to command. Trust me, and you'll get what you want, I will too and our marriage will thrive."
"What about me, Jess? Do I get to fuck other women."
"If you want a divorce, Simon, yes."
"So you can fuck anyone you like?"
"Only if you agree."
"Ah, okay. I understand."
"You asked me to cuckold you. I'd rather not, but it seems to be the only way we'll stay happily married because you're hinting at it daily."
"I'm sorry."
"No need to apologise. I've told you I'll do it, but only on my terms. Do you agree I can play while you stay?"
"Yes, absolutely. When do we start?"
"I'm going out tonight with Hannah. I'd rather my first time was without you in the room. Do I have your permission?"
"Yes. I bought you a gift. Will you wear it, please?"
Simon handed me a small box. My heart leapt on opening it because I love jewelery. I extracted his gift carefully and laced it securely around my ankle.
"It's a symbol of my trust, Jess."
"We must trust each other completely for a cuckold lifestyle to work. I have something for you as well."
I handed Simon an envelope, inside was a draft document I had our lawyers prepare. He skimmed the papers, glancing occasionally at me while I adjusted my new ankle bracelet, letting it fall deliciously and cold against my skin.
He replaced the document in its envelope, and looked at me, nodding.
"These are the terms and conditions of your rights to cuckold me?"
"Yes, Simon, I want full indemnity and agreed-upon rules. You can take your time reading and we can discuss variations, but we'll need to sign for a full-blown lifestyle change."
"What about tonight?"
I slid onto our bed and into Simon's arms. My lips skimmed his, once, then again, until he reached his tongue to mine, entwining, before biting my lower lip and kissing me deeply.
I slid Simon's cock out of his pyjamas and slipped my lips from a passionate kiss down to the solid veiny shaft I'd already started wanking. Pre-cum fully loaded the folds in and around his foreskin until I pulled back, licked the glistening glans, then sucked the top few inches of his knobbly shaft like a jackhammer.
"That's enough, babe, you'll make me cum."
I stopped and eyeballed him before sharing his salty slime through a deep kiss with tongues entwined.
"Tonight is up to you, babe. If you choose to send a voicemail with permission later, I'll consider it. If not, we'll wait until the lawyers document is agreed, signed and notarized."
"And you'll wear the bracelet tonight?"
"Of course, but nothing happens until you permit and I agree, understood?"
"Completely."
"Would you rather I stay here, suck your cock, then fuck you later? Last chance before I leave."
"I want you to go out with Hannah and enjoy yourself while I review these documents."
"Bye, hun."
I left our apartment and took a taxi to the Piano Jazz bar where I met Hannah. We sat amid a nest of leather chairs, with gin and tonics, and kicked off our heels.
I felt my phone vibrate and knew it was a voice message from Simon. I let it go; my husband must agonise and think things through carefully, so I could be certain he wanted our lifestyle transformation.
"Your phone is active tonight, babe."
"It's Simon."
"Trouble in paradise?"
"He wants to spice things up. Simon asked me to cuckold him."
"Oh."
"What do you think I should do, Hannah?"
"Well... James and I recently joined Freedom Club, so swinging is a regular thing for us."
"Oh, fuck. I didn't know. Does it work for you?"
My best friend took a long sip of her drink, weighing a response. While reading her eyes and expression, I moved one step closer to fucking someone other than my husband. Hannah's next words were crucial in my decision-making process.
"Yes, it works, Jess, but only if you trust each other and put rules in place."
As I thought her advice through, I casually scanned the room, catching sight of a guy watching me intently. It happens to me as much as any woman and I usually ignore voyeurs, but this guy caught my interest because he was gorgeous. Beautifully chiselled features complimented his powerful physique evident through a well-cut suit.
We held eye contact for longer than a passing curiosity allows, and I smiled when he did. If I were single and he followed up, I'd court temptation, at least for a drink.
He's a maybe.
"You have an admirer."
"I know."
"He's coming over. I'll leave you to it."
Hannah shot off like a guided missile, leaving me alone for the thirty seconds it took my gorgeous admirer to cross the floor and plonk himself down in her vacated chair.
"What next?"
"I'm Jess."
"Paul."
"I'm married?"
"Oh, I never bombed out so quickly."
"Have you given up already?"