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The following story is a work of fiction. It contains themes of cheating, cuckoldry, voyeurism, and NTR. If this isn't the fetish for you, don't waste your time reading the next (however many) pages, then waste my time sending me hate mail. If you DO read it, and DO send me hate mail, then I'm going to assume you really did enjoy it, and are struggling to not admit it to yourself.
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Chapter 4...
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The rest of the day passed without incident, which I was grateful for. The fact was that I had withdrawn. I wasn't sure how I felt about that whole business with the shower. Brett had lied to us, with the express purpose of instigating a sex act with my wife.
The issue was that I wasn't innocent in all of it either. I had enjoyed myself, at least in the beginning. Alex had enjoyed herself all the way through, but was it thanks to me, or the both of us, or only Brett? My gut told me that Brett was the real turn on for her in this incident. Maybe she knew it too, which was why she didn't push the matter with me.
Then there was also the matter of why was I upset? I mean, I was turned on when we started up. There's no denying that. I thoroughly enjoyed those moments in the shower with my wife. I didn't have a problem with it, until I got out and Brett and my wife kept going. Were they supposed to stop because I came too soon? I want to say that they should have! The fact that they kept going felt like a complete betrayal. But was it really?
I spent the day asking myself that question. If I had been in Brett's shoes... if I was the third party to a threesome with a married couple, and if the husband had climaxed too early in the threesome, would it be fair to me if I had to stop just because he was done, even if the wife wanted to keep going? My wounded ego likes to think I would be respectful and stop. But if I was being honest with myself... really being honest with myself, then I suppose I would want to keep going too.
Maybe I was being too forgiving toward Brett. After all, he did lie to us. He manipulated the situation for his own benefit, and it had put a strain on my relationship, even if he had the best of intentions.
I didn't know what to think. Part of me kept seeing my wife... the way she stared at me through the glass. The distance between us. Why did she keep staring at me while Brett fucked her? Why was she cumming so much?
I stayed quiet. I didn't want to talk much. At least not until I sorted this out in my head. Unfortunately, there wasn't many places to go. The snow had let up to a gentle but steady flurry. The sky was cloudy, and the air was cold. Even if the weather relented, the snow fall wasn't going anywhere for a while.
I paced restlessly for a bit, glancing out the windows. At a certain point, I got settled into a chair and attempted to read in front of the fire. But that wasn't going so well...
Brett had put on some music, and was fixing an early dinner. Alex was hanging out with him in the kitchen. For once, she wasn't confronting me about my feelings over what happened. I kind of think she was aware that I was pissed off, and that maybe I wasn't totally in the wrong. She had been fooled too. But she'd had a bit more fun that I had. Ugh, I did have fun, but why did I feel so fuckin' insecure now that it was over? I ground my teeth and tossed the book aside.
Maybe because she was still hanging out with Brett, despite that cruel trick. Did she really have to be chumming around with him in the kitchen? He was listening to some old-school Johnny Cash through his speakers, and occasionally humming along to the tune.
I found myself tip toeing over to the kitchen and glancing in periodically, just to be sure there wasn't some sort of hanky panky going on. Each time, I was relieved to see that they were both fully clothed. Brett in warm sweat pants and a hoodie with his university logo. Alex in jeans and a yoga topโ the baggier kind, meant for comfort. There was nothing interesting or titillating about it, it hung off her perky boobs, and her nipples weren't pressing through. She was wearing a bra. They were talking about normal thingsโ shows on Netflix that they preferred to binge watch. Alex was chopping peppers and handling prep work, while they two of them made jokes and laughed... like normal people in a normal situation.
I stepped away and returned to the living room. Nothing sinister happening. It was as normal as could be. And I get it, Brett might have been a jerk earlier, but we did have fun. And I had no expectations that the three of us were going to sit in silence, just because I needed to sort my thoughts out. She was a grown woman. She would have hung out with anyone the way she was with Brett right now.
...But then why did I keep looking over at the kitchen door? Each time there was the smallest lull in the conversation, I would jump to my feet, tip toe to the door, and peek inside.
Each time that I did, I found nothing amiss. Brett at the counter, thawing a steak. Alex over by the table with a chopping board. The kitchen was brightly lit and warm, contrasting sharply against the darkening shadows and chilly winter backdrop beyond the windows.
At one point, Alex glanced up and caught me checking on them. "You can relax, our clothes are on."
I reddened and walked away.
Brett shook his head. "Maybe we went too far," he said to Alex. "I don't think you and I should see each other anymore." He tried to sound serious but couldn't contain his spreading smirk.
Alex laughed. "Yeah... this long distance relationship of ours just won't work. We'd better pack up on and move on." She used the meat tenderizer to smack him on the butt.
"Ohhhh," Brett let his voice raise a bit. "So you think I'm just some object that you can slap around whenever you want?"
"I know you're an object," she responded, and let her eyes wander his body for a second, just for emphasis.
"And I'm surprisingly okay with that," he said.
While Alex and Brett bantered in the kitchen, I sat down heavily on the couch, staring at the fire. "Fuck it," I muttered to myself and broke the seal on a bottle of bourbon that I'd brought along. I poured myself a heavy glass.
Dinner went by without incident.
I think Alex was aware that I was bothered by the shower incident, because she emerged from the kitchen after cleaning up. I was staring at the fire, quietly sipping my liquor and trying to turn off my damn over-thinking brain.