Well, here I am, in the middle of New York State wine country with my mother-in-law and sister-in-law for a weekend getaway.
It is just past 9 pm and we are settling in to sleep. After a lovely dinner we came back to the hotel and had shared a bottle of wine.
The trip had been planned some time ago for my sister-in-law, Carol-Ann's, birthday, but a couple of family emergencies had postponed it. So here we are, far from home, and frankly, I am bored to death.
OK, not really bored to death, just antsy. My husband and I are pretty busy with the kids and work, and we both exercise regularly. So, sitting around not doing much in the way of moving about is building up a fierce need to get away from the other ladies in the family.
Carol-Ann is, unfortunately, morbidly obese and cannot get around well at all. So instead of hiking and exploring the countryside, we were limited to doing more sedentary activities. My mother-in-law, whom I simply call 'Mom,' is great and very understanding and accommodating to both of us.
Under the circumstances, it meant there would be no lovely walks or even taking in a museum or an art gallery. Though we did enjoy checking out a pottery studio and had a great time doing a wine tasting at a fantastic vineyard.
What really didn't help the situation was that my husband and I hadn't had sex in over a week. It's my fault really. I've been too overwhelmed by working full-time and school part-time to allow myself the time to relax, even though I knew I should.
My husband, God love that man, was understanding to a fault. Though I knew he is frustrated, he never pushes too hard for sex or made me feel guilty for not accepting his regular advances. Though I do feel guilty, which makes me more frustrated and antsy.
'Stupid me', I thought to myself in his absence. The man had spent the last several years sculpting his body into a fantasy. For years he had been handsome and overweight, carrying it well for a man who was six foot and pushing 300 pounds. He was mine as he always had been and so was his long, thick cock; I had no real complaints. He had been large and active; big boned as some might put it, no big belly. Just big all over like a burly biker.
Then, after I had given birth to our third child, he had taken up martial arts. I think he just really wanted to be capable of protecting them. That led to him changing his diet and exercising regularly. He just changed his habits through sheer force of will and the results... Whew! I mean damn! Every time we go to bed and especially when we make love, I feel like I am cheating on him. He is so different, and the difference is good!
My man is now a lean mean fighting machine. Six foot tall with broad shoulders and a hard sculpted body, top that with steely blue eyes and flowing blonde hair, he is like a Viking warrior or mighty Achilles. A god-like warrior, full of wisdom, passion and might. And he is all mine... unless I share.
Now, to be completely honest, earlier in our marriage we had done a bit of swinging. We never went out looking for it, the situations just sort of developed with other couples we knew. It wasn't a lot, but we still enjoy relating the episodes as foreplay.
What shocks me about my hubby's new body is that he never pushes for us to go back into the lifestyle. A part of me always secretly suspects that once another woman shows him interest, and they do, he would at the least suggest opening up our bedroom again. But he never does, beyond the usual flirty tease. He is the same loving man that, even though we have played in the past, is wholly devoted to our life together.
Now, here I sit in our hotel room, bored, full of energy, and feeling frustrated and guilty that I had not given my man a good seeing to before this trip. Trying to make up for it and satisfying my own itch, I began doing some awkward sexting with him.
"Hey stud, I miss you soooo much. We can't do much with Carol-Ann, so I have loads of energy I need to get rid of," I send to him along with a few suggestive emojis.
His reply arrives a couple of minutes later. "Sorry to hear that Babe, that sucks. Is there no way you couldn't get away for a bit? I bet a sexy minx like you can find something to wear you out in no time." Of course, he added two eggplant emojis surrounding a peach emoji to the end of his message.
Oh, that man! He really knows how to tease me. I felt warmth spreading from my womanhood as I muse upon his reply. He knows that one of my favorite fantasies was getting 'spit-roasted' like his emojis implied. My mind is filled with recollections of stuffing myself with one of my dildos while my husband feeds me his meaty cock. I never fail to climax quickly like that, and my pussy is growing moist at the thought.
Well, I am not very good at sexting, and my husband and I are honest with each other to a fault. So, instead of coaxing the fantasy along, I dash it with my own insecurities.
"You are so love-blind, I love you. Fat chance I can get such an opportunity. What with your mother and sister-in-law here," I send back.
His next message is a selfie of him shirtless and flexing, giving me one of his best lop-sided smiles. The caption reads, "to tide you over."
Sighing to myself, I send back, "Oh so hot, now I am all worked up. You are so mean to tease."
He replies, "love you Babe, putting the kids to bed."
Leaning back in the bed, I admire the picture of him for a moment, indulging in the needy sensation his image elicited.
"Oh shoot!" Mom's curse brings me out of my musings. "The batteries are dead," she says holding the TV remote. "Kathy, can you go down to the desk and get some batteries?" Mom asks.