So this happened yesterday and I don't know how to feel about this. These past couple months have been a little strange with the Coronavirus stuff going on, yesterday my world was flipped upside down and my emotions are battling. Ashamed, happy, terrified, exhilarated, depressed, euphoric- but most of all horny-I feel all these so
strongly
and I'm hoping that by putting it down I can put it in perspective. So to tell the story right we must go to the beginning...
Veteran's day 2019
My name is Mary. I am 21 years old and am about to graduate with my Premed degree at George Mason University and am preparing for my MCAT exam. Though I spend a lot of my time studying I still would describe myself as attractive without being a super model, people describe me as the "girl next door" which means in reality, attractive but not
hot.
I am 5 foot 4 with C cup breasts and a round butt. I have black raven like hair and I have blue-green eyes depending on the day. I work out 4 times a week and love to run- love's a strong word, who really loves running- and right now- well not right now, because of the lockdown- am working at the library so I can study for the MCAT. And it wasn't great money, but it was enough spending money that I could put it away each month a little something for myself. I didn't really like partying and I didn't drink that much. Not that I was against it, it was just that organic chemistry could kick your ass if you let it and I needed to focus on my classes. Sure, I would cut loose and all that but it wasn't like that for me as a need. It would just be clubbing with friends and then maybe, if I was horny a one-night stand, but otherwise it was school, school, school.
Don't get me wrong I had boyfriends and I had fun, but, I was always quick to pull away. Not because they were handsy or aggressive, but because they wanted more than I was willing to give. I enjoyed the sex and I enjoyed the intimacy but it was hard for them to understand that for right now school was my number one priority and that meant when I cancelled a date or cancelled something else, or forgot it wasn't cause I didn't like them, it was for school. Always for school.
And that's where I was the day before Veteran's day, just recently broken up with my boyfriend. It had been about a month since I've last been with him and it was wearing on me a little, the release aspect, but it is what it was. I had my fingers and I had my shower head. I was good. Good but, poor. I wanted to make a little extra money this month as there was a concert I was saving for in March. Mumford and Sons were-are- my favorite band and I couldn't wait to see them, but I needed about 200 extra dollars to be able to afford so I started asking around for odd jobs, as long as it didn't take away from my studies. And that's when Barbara- the head librarian- informed me that she was friends with a woman and her husband who needed a babysitter as it was veteran's day and they were going to go out and celebrate. Babysitting always had me a little leery as being in people's home without them creeped me out. But she ensured that I would be well compensated and gave me their number to call and set up.
I called and was greeted by a very lovely Eastern European- I would later find out Serbian- accented voice with a lot of noise in the background. She, her name was Diana, informed me that she was at a conference and her husband would be celebrating Veteran's day with a few of his old Army buddies. With her gone at the conference she needed someone to look after their two-year-old while he went drinking and their normal sitter wasn't available. She won me over pretty quickly with her smiling voice that I said yes even before they mentioned the pay which was 100 dollars for the night. I left the conversation beaming and I don't know why.
The next night I drove to their impressive home. It was a lovely townhome with a nice enclosed fenced in area in a good part of Fairfax county. So I was greeted at the door by a tall large man. He was over 6 foot at least with big shoulders, big arms and a decent size gut. He had a huge black beard and thick black hair all over the place and was holding his two-year-old with one arm like it was nothing. He smiled down at me, and I felt small, almost as small as that toddler, like he could carry me in the other arm without breaking a sweat.
"You must be Mary."
He held out his bear paw and I put my hand in his and felt it engulf mine.
"Nice to meet you Mary, I'm James. I'm sure Diana told you about me. And here-"He brought his squirming giggling son down with his one arm and placed him on the ground. At least the toddler made me feel big. "Here is Thomas." He tried to hide behind his dad as he pushed him into me, and I held out my hand for a high five and he nervously smacked it and backed right behind his dad.
"Come in Mary, Come in, don't just be standing outside like that. Come in."
I entered his lovely home and it was well furnished with good style. It was how I would have decorated my house, elegant and classy with calming colors. He led me to the kitchen with his son following right behind him.
"So listen, my wife's not here, I'm going to go out for a few drinks with some friends and then I'll be home. If my wife was here-" He smiled again like a snuggly bear. "I'd probably get drunk and puke, but since you're a guest I'll control myself. I'll be back probably around 11."
That was about 4 hours from then. "Okay, cool. Anything I need to know?"
"Just formula before bed, bath and that's it, he's easy going. But, when he's sleeping check on him as he throws off the blanket at night and I don't want him to be cold."
"Okay, too easy."
He laughed a little. "Who taught you that phrase?"
"'Too easy'?"
"Yeah."
"My dad."
"Was he in the military?"
"Yeah, National Guard."
"Oh, a Nasty Girl huh?" He smiled again, and I felt myself smiling despite myself. "He ever go down range?"
"Yeah, he went to Iraq in 2008- 2009. And then he got out used it to pay for college."
"Yeah that's pretty common, a lot of people use it like that."
"Did you?"
"Nah, I just always wanted to serve. Something inside me that I wanted to do. I don't know why."
"I meant deploy."
"Yeah I went downrange to Afghanistan twice."
"Oh wow. Thank you for your service." He stiffened a little and I worried I said something wrong but then he smiled and relaxed.
"OK, Mary, I shall go there's some Jack Daniels waiting for me. Call me if you have any issue."
"I will. Take care." And with that he left, I felt weird, he made my stomach turn over a little. His smile made me want to smile. I shivered and my stomach loosened, my skin flushed and heat flashed down my body. I took it, gulped and went to go play with Thomas.
A few hours later. I was sitting on the kitchen table books sprawled all over their table. Working, studying researching. My eyes hurt and stung from so much reading because once Thomas- or Tommy as he said his name was- was asleep I had been buried headfirst in the books studying. Finals were right around the corner and then it was one more semester and then MCAT, Medical School, Residency and the rest of my life. Just waiting for it to begin.
"Mary."
I jump up scared and turn and see James just standing there staring at me.
"Sorry, Mary didn't mean to scare you. How's Thomas doing?"
"He's good, he's a really easy baby."
"Yeah he's pretty great."
I started putting away my books as he read the back cover of my Organic Chemistry Book.
"Your Premed right?"
"Yeah."
"How's that?"
"Pretty rough. I'm getting ready to finish up."
"That's awesome."
