Getting up she said, "I've got to get going or I'm going to be late." Rinsing her hands in the sink and then drying them, she asked. "You'll make the bed, clean up the dishes? Help me out, maybe vacuum this room and the living room?"
"Yes, I will" and then she was out the door. I thought to myself," I just lost another confrontation to her. I'm so poor at arguments, I love her and I always give in to her. Our marriage is so one sided."
Monday to Friday, she belongs to her boss. On those days or nights, she will only let me kiss her, caress and feel her up. If she starts to feel amorous she will end it. Saying, "hey, not so far." For the same reason, she will not let me suck her nipples or touch her pussy. Only on Saturdays and Sundays can I have all of her. And then, it's me making love to her. She never makes love to me except those times when she wants something. Then she will jerk me off while she tells me what she wants.
One Saturday morning I was trying to get her aroused. She was laying on her stomach, with a pillow under her hips. I was laying on her trying to tease her with my cock. It seemed that I could never get her excited for me any more. She had gotten into a pattern of just wanting me to put it in and get it over with. I felt so alone, so abandoned.
To try and get her aroused, I put my mouth to her ear and I whispered, "Rose, I love you."
"Don't call me that."
"Oh, Rose, I love pushing my cock into you."
"I SAID DON'T CALL ME THAT! YOU FUCKING BASTARD. NEVER CALL ME THAT! NEVER! MY NAME IS MARIE!"
While saying that, she twisted out from under me and started pulling my hair and punching me.
I got out of bed and got dressed. She asked me where I was going and I told her I just had to get away from her. She pleaded with me not to leave, to come back to bed, to let her hold me.
I drove to the diner and ordered a coffee and a bagel with cream cheese. I had to think this through. As a couple we got along like best friends. I could make her laugh and she could make me laugh. We shared the same interests, we had the same goals. We wanted to have a family but after all this time, it looked like we were going to be childless. Between us, we had made an unspoken agreement that her boss, Warren, would impregnate her. She would never put on a sexy negligee for me, saying that it made her feel like a tramp. For the same reason she would never suck my cock. My calling her Rose must have made her feel like a tramp. Maybe, she did not want to bring Rose into Marie's bed.
Whenever we were within a group who knew her as Marie, she treated me with respect. I was her man Jack. She was the loving, devoted, faithful wife. She would cater to me. "Honey? Can I get you another drink?"
But when we were out with a group who knew her as Rose then I referred to her as Rose. Within this group, she treated me differently. I was her boy Jackie. "Jackie, my glass is empty. Light my cigarette." She always tried to express to those people her domination over me.
There was a secretary who she became friendly with. Her name was Judy and about the time we were married, Judy married Jim. Jim was a friend of Warren's. They played cards with a group of guys one night a month.
That winter we went with Jim and Judy and Judy's cousin and her husband for a weeks vacation to Florida. We stayed at a hotel.
One afternoon after lounging around the pool we all decided to return to our rooms to rest. We would meet at five and go out to dinner.
Once in our room my wife showered, put on her robe and settled into a chair with her book. I then showered, dried off and laid across the bed in the nude. I was laying on my stomach and the cool air felt good on my body. I drifted off to sleep.
I was later awakened by a soft knock on the door and before I could stir, I heard my wife moving across the floor. I laid still listening to her open it. Then I heard Jim's voice,"Oh Rose! I'm sorry. Looks like I've interrupted something."
In a hushed voice my wife replied, "no! Don't be silly. He's sleeping."