COMPULSION
by SemperAmare
AUTHOR'S NOTE
Below is a new tale from SemperAmare, the writing name we, being Vandemonium1 (Van1) and CreativityTakesCourage (CTC), use when we co-author a story.
Please Note:
Some of the content of this story may evoke strong reactions. It contains violence.
CTC takes full responsibility and apologises in advance for the content which is quite dark. She's blaming it on having binged on a DVD series while Van1 was working away.
Meanwhile, Van1 is looking into moving overseas...
And please remember that this is a story, a work of fiction, and in no way represents the opinions or beliefs of the authors.
Regardless of subject matter, we hope you will sit back, relax, maybe have a drink, and enjoy a little escapism with us.
This one has been independently rated at 5/5 pickaxe handles which is our own unique rating system based on the level of retribution the wrongdoer(s) receives.
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PROLOGUE
BROOKE REGARDED HERSELF in the bathroom mirror. She was flushed and dishevelled. She held her breath and stood perfectly still. She knew that the smallest movement, even the merest thought, and the zing in her belly, the nerves strung so tight they were like a corset, would twang.
She inhaled. Her nerves jangled. She heard the sound in her head. It was loud. She broke eye contact with herself and looked over her shoulder in the reflection to the bed. It was a mess. Her husband lay sprawled amongst the tangle of sheets. Brooke tilted her head, still watching him, and listened for sounds. Through the clanging of her nerves the sounds came to her quietly, like waves on the evening breeze: slow even breaths. Brooke smiled, smug. She'd fucked him good. More than once. More than twice, actually.
She always did the night before he was due to go away on business. She liked to send him off happy and sated. She liked in the day or two following his departure to experience the twinge in her core that only came from vigorous and repeated sex. The hollowness, the ache, it was like carrying a piece of him around with her.
And that was important.
It intensified her excitement, her arousal, to still feel him while she flirted with other men, while she did the dance of words.
Brooke returned her full attention to her reflection. She was amazed. Other than the dilation of her pupils and the flush to her cheeks she looked the same. The same as she always had. Hair, dark and shiny, just brushing her shoulders. Glossy waves that framed her face. Dark eyes. Thick lashes. Defined eyebrows. Full lips and high cheekbones. Attractive. Striking. Somehow Brooke expected her thoughts to be visible, there in her eyes, on her skin, her lips.
She raised her hand and pressed her fingers to her cheek. She felt the smoothness, the warmth. Her nerves quivered and twanged. The excitement made her feel sick. It was like first love. Like when the anticipation of seeing your lover is almost unbearable. Scared and sick and excited at the same time. Emotions swirling. Alive. Soaring. Like that first hit when the drugs hit your bloodstream. A rush.
An addictive rush.
It had been so long. So long since she'd experienced the rush. The taboo excitement. God, how she'd missed it.
Brooke glanced again at her husband. Part of her wished she could make him understand--she genuinely didn't want to hurt him--but the greater part, the honest part, knew it had to be illicit. It needed darkness. It thrived in dark corners, shadows. In lies. Openness, honesty, light... permission; they were enemies of her excitement, her lust. Her addiction.
Brooke swallowed, tasting her desire. Not long now. The last six months of seduction, of slowly escalating flirtation, was soon to be fulfilled. Months of words. Initially tentative, enquiring. A testing of the waters. And then the delicious, slow, sensual dive into lust. The submersion into sexy words. Hot, dirty, enthralling words. Seductive words. Words that made her want to touch herself. All leading to one end.
Consummation.
Consummation of her deepest, darkest desires. Desires her smart, funny, loving husband could never satisfy. How could he? They were base. He was cultured. They were slutty. He was romantic. They were perverted. He was refined.
And she needed to face her husband the next morning over breakfast.
It had been so long since she'd felt this way. It had been five years between drinks. It was like the first time all over again. Last time she became careless. Last time she lost perspective and her husband found out and she'd hurt him. She'd almost lost him. It had taken years to win back his trust.
She wouldn't let that happen this time. This time she'd be smarter. More discreet. Brooke smiled at herself in the mirror.