This story is inspired by real events and as my first time to write anything like this it is sort of a confession that will probably never be read by the one it is intended. My husband and I have been married for 16 years and we have a very good marriage. I have never been as interested in sex as him but maybe that is because he always is in the mood or the fact that his idea of romance is whenever I roll over in bed.
I'll give a little description of myself; I am 5'3 with shoulder length straight dark hard and weigh 114 lbs. Staying fit has always been a must for me. I like to run and have several groups that I have worked out with over the years. This has helped me keep a petite figure and after having 2 kids I even went up a cup size into a 34B. This has always been a sore subject for me because I could never wear the close I really wanted to wear. Anything that was low cut I could not fill out enough and became very self-conscious about people looking at my chest.
I guess as I have gotten older and had kids I have been less concerned with how I look. It doesn't mean that I have let myself go or that I don't want to look nice. About 2 years ago some friends convinced me to give crossfit a try. I instantly became addicted and love the group atmosphere. I get a lot of satisfaction after kicking all the young girl's asses during a hard work out. I am in the best shape of my life and love the definition I have. Plus I have made some new girlfriends that go out for girl's nights and birthday celebrations but that's another story.
Like most people I guess things always start off innocently enough. My story really starts with chatting on Facebook with a former student of mine. See I am a college professor in a graduate school. We graduate about 25 students every May and many become friends and colleagues after graduation.
I first started chatting with Derron while he was studying for his board exams. He would ask questions but mostly I just reassured him that he would pass with no problems. Once he passed and started his job I didn't hear from him for several months until one evening I got a message asking how I was doing. We chatted casually for several days about how things were going in each other's lives and the normal stuff.
Then he asked me if I missed him being in class. At that time I was having a difficult time with one class and told him that I did miss his class and how hard they worked. He replied with but probably not me because I was always the class clown.
During Derron's 3 years in the program I would have only had him in class about 4 times but we see all the students regularly because of the size of the program. I let him know that I did enjoy him in class and I asked if he missed being at school. His response caught me a little off guard. He said he only missed my classes. I asked why and he told me I shouldn't ask a question if I didn't want an honest answer.
Nervously I asked why I wouldn't want to know the answer. He told me that he looked forward to class because he found me very attractive and wanted to see what I was wearing every day. I truly was embarrassed by this but didn't want to show it but before I could respond he asked what my color of the day was today. I had no idea what that meant but I told him I don't really know what that means but probably black now and a lot lighter when he was in school. He let me know that it was black some days when he was in school but the good days were when it was lighter. Derron let me know that he tried every day to see what color panties I was wearing.
Being somewhat put out by this but at the same time somewhat excited to think a younger man would even care to pay attention to what I was wearing. I asked him if he learned anything in class or just what I kept in my panty drawer. He told me that he really likes to flirt a lot and he would stop if it made me uncomfortable. I told him that I don't mind flirting and it is good to relax and have some fun.
We continued to chat for many months and it was always innocent flirting. He would ask why I couldn't believe he would pay attention to me. My response always had something to do with my age and having had 2 kids. He would always tell me how attractive he found me and that I wouldn't believe what he was thinking about while he was in class. It made me feel attractive and sparked something that I never thought would happen.