Linda looked at Bill standing in the middle of the kitchen holding the coffee pot. She knew he was hurt. She'd whored herself out to a roomful of men to make a sale. Sure, the biggest commission of her career, but whoring, being a whore was still humiliating to her. And the love of her life, her husband not only found out about it but had to watch the entire degrading experience. She wanted to cry knowing she'd destroyed the best part of her life, how he'd never trust her again, how he could never respect her again. She thought about what kind of apartment she'd be able to find. Would the couch work in it, or would Bill demand the couch they first made love on?
"Coffee? Sorry, but you look like crap. I'm assuming you didn't get much sleep?" He reached for a cup, "Tell me they at least sent you off with some coffee..." Bill looked at his wife, the confusion, sadness, "Hey, come on. Let's go sit in the living room and you can tell me how your night went."
In a daze, the blonde let herself be led into the living room and sat down next to her husband on the couch. She looked at him, "You're not angry with me? I was so scared I'd come home and find you gone. I mean, you were incredibly convincing last night. You played along, saw me degrade myself...for what? A few extra dollars in my paycheck?" She took a sip of the back coffee. "Please say something. Please yell at me."
"There's nothing to say. Or, perhaps all I can say is this. You have been teasing the men, flirting to make your sales quota, but you had to know there were going to be men like Cal and Eric who prey on women like you." He studied her face not seeing defiance or denial and continued, "Cal was born with a silver spoon in his mouth. He has always gotten what he wants. Do you have any idea how many women have been where you've been?"
"I do know. He and Eric basically bragged about their 'Play Pen.' She pulled up her dress showing no panties, "I heard Cal and Eric complain they had nothing for the wall. That made no sense to me until I found out. They have a panel inside a closet in one of the guest bedrooms..." She rubbed her face, "Eric showed me when Cal was in the shower this morning. He said they were mostly Cal's, though he helped collect a lot of them. He looked disappointed saying that, but there had to be over 100 panties and thongs hanging on hooks." She put her coffee down, tearing up. She went over and grabbed a couple of tissues and dabbed her eyes, "I'm just another whore on his wall," she laughed bitterly, "but I didn't even make the wall. You should have seen them though I'm sure you will. Names, dates, and numbers. One to ten. M or S." She sniffled, "Damn! Why did I ever let that happen?"
Bill stood up and held his wife, "It happened. I'm sure part of you screamed out stop, but I saw you last night. There was a louder voice screaming, don't stop. More! Can you stop? Do you have it in you?"
"You're right. I do have two voices in my head. But I need to feed the voice of reason. The voice that knows I'm hurting you. I don't need to flirt, show my cleavage anymore. I'm a good salesperson. This was a big mistake, the biggest mistake of my life." She said defiantly.
"No, I didn't mean that. I guess I'm asking the girl I saw emerge last night, not you, now." Bill said, "I saw you...or someone. The person I saw last night was insatiable. She was begging for cock, any cock in any hole. How many times did you cum? See? You have no idea. The person I've always known would have been totally in control, would have been thrilled with one orgasm, gotten out of bed and gone on with her day." He looked at her, "Can you stop? Or will there be more mornings I wake up alone, wondering when you'll get home? Whether you'll call and tell me you'll be delayed?" Seeing her look, "Yes, Cal, Eric, Cliff and I may have used you, may have taken all your holes, but I saw the eagerness on your face. You wanted them hard again, you joked that four studs were better than three, remember? You worried they'd lose stamina, lose interest before you were done." He held her, stroking her back, "Do I have to worry you'll have a board with men's underwear on it?"
Linda stepped back and was stunned. She'd felt out of control, that she had to open her legs, mouth, bend over spreading her ass...but she kept rolling over and taking a softening cock in her mouth, stroking another. She remembered Cliff looking apologetic after he'd cum four times inside her and could go no further. How happy she was when Cal seemed to recover right after Eric or Cliff finished with her. Hell, even early this morning when Eric and Cal fucked her and both came she wouldn't let Eric pull out of her cunt and she actually thought about sucking life back into Cal's cock even though he'd just pulled out of her ass. She remembered the smell of sex when she woke up, her face pressed against his soft penis.
Bill watched the expressions on her face, the realization coming over her. He sat back down waiting for his beautiful wife to say something, to decide. He already knew the answer. He already knew what she'd say and how he'd respond. He calmly took another sip of coffee.
Linda finally stopped and looked over at Bill, tears in her eyes. "Oh fuck! I want to say yes. Say I will never do that again. God damn, I want to say that so badly, but...I'm sorry." She burst into tears. Her chest hurt thinking she'd just closed any possibility of their marriage to work. Why couldn't she be normal? Why couldn't she be happy with one man? The one and only man she truly loved? Why can't that be enough, but she was done lying to Bill. He deserves better. She dabbed her eyes and came over next to her husband...for how much longer? Who knows, but she took his hand.
"I'm so sorry for lying to you last month. I was trying to convince myself I didn't let that happen. I wanted to erase what I did from my memory, but I still never should have lied. Nothing hurts worse than knowing I hurt you and I'll pack my things..." She looked around the room, the house, their house, "I'll get an apartment and perhaps find a nice condo somewhere. I'm not going to lie to you again. I can't honestly say I won't allow myself to be used by multiple men. Let men have their way with me, it's too...too intense to forget." She stood up, trying to staunch the tears and headed to the stairs.
"Stop. I knew that's what you'd say." Bill stood up, "Actually, I was hoping that's what you'd say. No, not because I want you to fuck other men, I really hate that. No, I love you. I want to be with you, just you. I never want to face growing old without you by my side, but what I really hate, really never want to experience again, is you lying to me." He walked over and grabbed her shoulders, "If you feel a need to whore yourself out, get gang-banged, whatever, tell me. I don't need any details, just that you did it, or are going to do it." He shook his head, "One promise. Never, ever lie to me again." He looked at her and grinned, "At least we don't need to worry about Cal and Eric again. I've heard they never ask girls back, though...yeah, they did need that order placed."
Linda threw her arms around her husband, tears streaming down her face. "I love you. I know it will take a long time, but I desperately want your trust back. I need you to believe in me and I've damaged that so badly." She sighed. "I love you so much and I promise you if there are other men, there will never be any other men I love as much as I do you."
"Go on, get showered, they didn't give you coffee or let you clean up? Yes, I can smell them on you. And I know it will never happen, but wear some old pair of undies you don't care about. Maybe that's why they asked you back." He kissed her, "And I hope you're in the mood for blueberry pancakes."
Laughing, Linda said, "I may have worked up an appetite. Apparently, I missed dinner last night along with breakfast this morning." She gave him a quick kiss and turned. She stopped halfway up the stairs, "Oh, there's one caveat. I need you to let temptation get the better of you. If you get the opportunity to fuck another woman, I want you to, without reservations, go for it. I cannot live with the guilt of cheating on you unless I know you're getting a nice piece of ass also. And I guess there's a second caveat. Please don't tell me. I am not sure I could handle it. Pretty hypocritical, huh?" She smiled ruefully and headed back up.
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Bill was headed back to his office and heard Eric's voice. "Hey, what's gotten into you? Those girls were eager last night and I really shouldn't complain, but you went and fell asleep in the living room? Julie even tried to suck you off and you pushed her away."
"I'm sorry. I just wasn't into it. Maybe I'm getting old." Cal replied.
"Old? Dude, you're 27 years old." They talked quietly and Bill had to strain his ears, but he heard Eric say softly, "It's Linda isn't it? Ever since that night two weeks ago, you've been less and less interested in the girls. Get over it. She told you she has a boyfriend, a boyfriend she is confident will lead to marriage and that was just business." He heard Eric scoff, "I should have known. I really should have known when you invited her back. We've never done a sequel. You always said none of the sequels ever were as good as the first runs. Ok, whatever's bugging you, get over it. One of the temps down in application support got all wet when I told her about the penthouse. She's coming over tomorrow night."
"You're right. By the way, I figured out what happened to the system. My bad. I was clearing old recordings and I must have clicked the system reset button. I feel like crap since I promised Cliff an edited copy of the night's activities. I hope he's fine with the video I made of her first night. Here, oh yeah, the second is for Bill. I hope he gets to watch it without the wife finding out."
"I see it in your eyes, don't even think about it. I'm sure Cliff would love it but getting her back a third time sets an ugly precedent." He heard Eric respond, "I'll drop these off with the guys. That was a great night, though. I was looking forward to watching what I might have missed."
Bill ducked into his office hearing Eric leave. His head was spinning. Ok, he could understand Cal wanting to nail his wife, but this sounds like he's falling in love. 'Crap!' He just sat at his desk when Aurora came in.